In a message dated 7/11/99 10:48:03 AM Eastern Daylight Time,
laughingpaws@... writes:
<< SO, this morning as I was driving and my mind was wandering it Hit Me, part
of my resistance to the Farm is that I'm afraid when it gets going Cordy
will die on me as well. He's 2 and 4 months and as neurotic as it sounds
once it occurred to me, it actually made sense. SO, when I got home I took
him for a 2 hour romp to prove to myself that he's Healthy and Vibrant and
Full of Life and Loving Life. But I've still got a ways to go to really let
go of this. I guess my fear is that I will relax and trust that
everything's ok and then something awful will happen, Cordy or my Mom or
Gram will die, or my Dad, something will happen to ruin the perfect moment
or to make me regret going for my dreams. I have evidence of that happening
in my life in the past and it really Sucks when it happens.
So, now that I know what's in my vibe, what can I do to transform it? Any
hints?
>>
Juls
I am seeing you in my minds eye doing it!!! I see the Farm, Cory is executive
vice president. Your family is so happy for you and the days just unfold one
after the other, pure joy in the journey!
In the future things may change, people may come and go, but when you are
living "IT" and doing "IT"...the changes never feel as bad or as horrible as
they seem as we imagine their projected illusion from here today.
You ARE all the joy and happiness you dream of. Looks like a little
furniture rearranging may help...ok lets move believing over here....no,
no...over here. Yes, that is good. OK now lets move allowing right
there..."I know exactly where this goes"...yes...right in line with
believing...oh yes!!! That IS PERFECT.
Terrific...lets bring knowing in and I want it right here.....:)
as so it always is...
Love Nori
