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Re: How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Hi Women-

I just wanted to circle back and clarify. I stand by sending?my initial email. My second, was only to take care of myself. I am not generally afraid of tough conversations. I just don't have the internal?reserves to engage in complex topics. I'd want to do it in a better, more articulate way than I can right now.?

I also did not mean to be cryptic about how I am doing and, again, see previous?low internal reserves. Some combo pack of depression, anxiety, ADHD, post menopause, burn out, adrenal stuff, plus shifting career and identity,?husband working in VA all week and then the world...all while having to continue to work to finish?out the year. I'm not quite ready to talk about it yet and just so you have some sense. If I knew what to ask for I know I could ask here.

I love you women,
Paige

On Tue, Feb 4, 2025 at 2:37?PM RayRay via <RHImprov=[email protected]> wrote:
Thank you, Paige, for sharing this email from Erica.? My heart goes out to her and to all in the firing lines of the chaos of the new administration.? Where is the due process?? Too much. too fast, too brutal.? It's all so sudden and shocking and cruel. ?
And Paige, I hear you that you're not doing so well.? I'm sending you big big hugs my sister. ???????
?
Thank you, Suzanne.? I always feel safer when there is truth in the room. ?
Thank you for naming the way that we as a group have historically dealt with hard topics and for asking more of us, that we step up to actually talk about the hard things.
?
I've always wanted to up-level our capacity to discuss what's happening for us interpersonally.? It feels to me like the deepest end of the pool; ?can women who are soul sisters speak plainly to one another about their impact on one another and not rupture their/our connection? It feels really really hard and that's why we avoid it.
?
So thank you Suzanne for stepping out and speaking your truth.? I feel your passion and I agree with you whole heartedly. ?
?
Not only are this new administration's actions not normal, they are not legal and their impact is devastating.? Paige and Suzanne shared specific examples of dear ones with personal impact stories.
?
Abigail, your email strikes me as terrifying. ?Maybe we can discuss further in some other context.? For now, please widen the net of whatever you're reading because much of what's happening is in fact "horrendous and harmful." ?I can't imagine you're not seeing that. ?
?
And what might I not be seeing?? If you want to share any links to what you're reading that has you under the impression that some of these actions/choices from the new administration might be good news, (Kash Patel?!?) I'd be glad to receive them.? Please email me at: ?RayRayHam@...
?
Maybe there is a way we can have these sort of conversations on a separate group thread in this same group?? That way, people who do not want to engage in this sort of talk stay away.? Jill, can that be done?
?
Big Love,
RayRay
?
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Re: How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Thank you, Paige, for sharing this email from Erica. ?My heart goes out to her and to all in the firing lines of the chaos of the new administration. ?Where is the due process? ?Too much. too fast, too brutal. ?It's all so sudden and shocking and cruel. ?
And Paige, I hear you that you're not doing so well. ?I'm sending you big big hugs my sister. ???????
?
Thank you, Suzanne. ?I always feel safer when there is truth in the room. ?
Thank you for naming the way that we as a group have historically dealt with hard topics and for asking more of us, that we step up to actually talk about the hard things.
?
I've always wanted to up-level our capacity to discuss what's happening for us interpersonally. ?It feels to me like the deepest end of the pool; ?can women who are soul sisters speak plainly to one another about their impact on one another and not rupture their/our connection? It feels really really hard and that's why we avoid it.
?
So thank you Suzanne for stepping out and speaking your truth. ?I feel your passion and I agree with you whole heartedly. ?
?
Not only are this new administration's actions not normal, they are not legal and their impact is devastating. ?Paige and Suzanne shared specific examples of dear ones with personal impact stories.
?
Abigail, your email strikes me as terrifying. ?Maybe we can discuss further in some other context. ?For now, please widen the net of whatever you're reading because much of what's happening is in fact "horrendous and harmful." ?I can't imagine you're not seeing that. ?
?
And what might I not be seeing? ?If you want to share any links to what you're reading that has you under the impression that some of these actions/choices from the new administration might be good news, (Kash Patel?!?) I'd be glad to receive them. ?Please email me at: ?RayRayHam@...
?
Maybe there is a way we can have these sort of conversations on a separate group thread in this same group? ?That way, people who do not want to engage in this sort of talk stay away. ?Jill, can that be done?
?
Big Love,
RayRay
?
?


Re: How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Morning sisters:

This is a pattern I have seen again and again on this list:?

1. Sister sends some heartfelt concern over current political/legal situation going on in our country (in this case from Paige, a report from employee inside the administration describing what¡¯s happening on the ground at EPA ie factual information most of us don¡¯t have access to.)

2. ?Another sister responds (in this case ME responding with a report from inside the USCGA on what they¡¯re dealing with on the ground. ?Intention again is to share info unique to individual in the interest of sharing knowledge and experience.)

3. Another sister will jump in to say: (in this case) Gee, some people are terrified about the current administration and some people are excited. ?Whose to say who¡¯s right and who¡¯s wrong?

4. ?OP will then jump in and APOLOGIZE for bringing up the topic in the first place.

5. ?We all go ¡°la la la isn¡¯t it a lovely day today?¡± And no one is allowed to bring up the topic ever again.

No sisters. ?Sorry. ?I¡¯m done playing. ?

What is happening in this country right now is NOT NORMAL. ?If you think I¡¯m wrong just imagine Obama or Biden on his first week in office turning over all personal federal data of all federal payees to George Soros or Bill Gates. ?Y¡¯all would be screaming from the rooftops. ?(I would be screaming from the rooftops!). DOGE has no government authority and exists outside the constitution. ?This isn¡¯t about party divide anymore this is about how to salvage our democracy from the hands of those actively trying to destroy it. ?

Abigail writes: ¡°I read the letter sent to Erica. And skimmed through the articles. And from her email, it is clear she is struggling and upset with the administration's actions. It must be hard to receive such a notice and to feel targeted (in her words).¡±

Thank you for reading the source material. ?But respectfully, she doesn¡¯t just ¡°feel targeted¡±¡ªshe is literally and actually being targeted. ?They are trying to take her job away. It literally already happened to 6 federal employees who I know. It¡¯s about to happen with some 6,000 FBI employees, for the heinous sin of (checks notes) actually following orders from FBI superiors and doing their actual jobs.?

I am willing to respectfully discuss these changes with anyone who wishes to, perhaps somewhere different than our main list. ?But I am over pretending none of it is happening to keep some misguided notion of ¡°the peace.¡±

Some of you are apparently so excited to get your tax cuts you think the rest of us should just shut up about the authoritarians taking over. ?Not going to play, sorry.

With love,

Suzanne

On Monday, February 3, 2025, 08:24:03 PM EST, Jill via groups.io <jnienhiser@...> wrote:


Hi dear, we were pretty focused on me on our last call so please let me know if you would like me to hold some space for you on another call.
Love
Jill


From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser
via jnienhiser@...

Sent with secure email.

On Monday, February 3rd, 2025 at 5:59 PM, Paige via groups.io <pgly.gardner@...> wrote:

Hello Sisters-

I am very sorry to have sent this email to the group. I broke my own personal rule of not bringing loaded topics to here, particularly without asking who might be interested first and most particularly not in am email. I commit to not doing that again.

I am not doing so well personally so, I will give myself some grace on this one. Hope you can too.

Love you all and again sorry for anything this email may have stirred up,

Paige

On Mon, Feb 3, 2025, 12:06?PM Abigail J via <ajeanh=[email protected]> wrote:
Hello Ladies.

It seems like the population is living what I call "two completely different stories". From what I am hearing, some people think and experience the Trump administration and the people he has appointed (ex: Tulsi Gabbard, Kash Patel, RFK, Elon, David Sacs, etc..) as horrendous and harmful to the people and the country. And then, I am noticing there is the population that is in such relief and in support of the shift in the political atmosphere.

It is interesting that both sides actually share the same experiences and sentiment however it depends on who has been elected to make the decisions. Maybe the pendulum can land in the middle?

I read the letter sent to Erica. And skimmed through the articles. And from her email, it is clear she is struggling and upset with the administration's actions. It must be hard to receive such a notice and to feel targeted (in her words).

I hope that anyone who is struggling or feeling unseen or scared finds safety and respite of mind and heart.

Thank you for sharing.



On Sun, Feb 2, 2025 at 5:47?PM Suzanne via <winghaug=[email protected]> wrote:
Hi Paige and all,

Yes my husband is at the US Coast Guard Academy and things are getting scary. They lost 6 members of the staff last week that were fired for being DEI or DEI adjacent roles. Also several classes cancelled (with gender or sexual orientation in the title) and several readings removed from the curriculum. (This isn¡¯t supposed to happen! They are supposed to have academic freedom in assigning readings!!)

However he retains his eternally sunny disposition (his finest quality!) and continues to maintain that all will be well. He just has to make it a year and a half until retirement.

Prayers up sisters. This is going to last awhile and it¡¯s going to get a lot worse before it gets better.

In love and solidarity,

Suzanne

On Sunday, February 2, 2025, 02:51:07 PM EST, Paige via <pgly.gardner=[email protected]> wrote:


Hello Friends and Family of mine-

Below is an email from my cousin Erica Bollerud. She works for the EPA. My neice Erin (Farrell) Wilson works for NASA. I have other friends who also work for the Federal Government. I can't begin to imagine how destabilizing it must be on the receiving end of such fast and furious edicts being sent out daily!

If you are feeling called to DO something, given the planned chaos of the incoming administration, Erica has an update on how things are going (at the EPA), ways to contact your members of Congress and links to resources and information.

Thank you,
Paige

-------- Original message --------
From: Erica Bollerud <erica.bollerud@...>
Date: 2/2/25 1:59 PM (GMT-05:00)
To:
Subject: How things are going...and a request

Dear family & friends-

I am reaching out to ask a favor. Will you contact your members of Congress and ask them to stop the onslaught of illegal and unjust actions of the new Administration?

As a federal employee who, yes, received an email this past week from my job, I am being targeted. I fully expect things to get worse for me personally before they get better.

I have the scammy, illegal "deferred resignation" offer, but as someone who works on climate change, I have no reason to believe they won't turn on me/EPA next, and will ignore my union's collective bargaining agreement and employment law while doing so.

Since to the Office of Personnel Management's massive data files on every federal employee, as well as now having (the source of social security and medicare payments, in addition to every other federal payment), it's reasonable to think that this could all happen very quickly and on a massive scale....if we let the new administration make good on these threats.

This targeting of federal workers is on top of egregious ICE raids, executive orders rolling back diversity efforts, transgender recognition and protection, illegal freezes on spending that had been legally obligated to non-profits, States, Local governments, and Tribal governments. This avalanche of threats is intended to scare, overwhelm, and freeze us all.

If my job disappears I like to think that I will be ok; I will figure things out for myself. But there are many, many people who are far more vulnerable than I am, and who won't be able to weather this storm that has been unleashed. I believe we all need to do what we can to , and to minimize the damage as much as we can.

Please contact your members of Congress, and tell them to stand up against this onslaught! Let them know you aren't interested in living under a dictator who can break all the rules. If not for me, think of all the chaos that will ripple out from these illegal, unjust orders, frozen spending, and from letting unelected, unvetted billionaires run amok within our government.

You can use or look up your . Thank you for considering this request and for reading this long message!

Love,
Erica






--
ajeanh@...
617.921.4974




Re: How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Hi dear, we were pretty focused on me on our last call so please let me know if you would like me to hold some space for you on another call.
Love
Jill


From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser
via jnienhiser@...

Sent with secure email.

On Monday, February 3rd, 2025 at 5:59 PM, Paige via groups.io <pgly.gardner@...> wrote:

Hello Sisters-

I am very sorry to have sent this email to the group. I broke my own personal rule of not bringing loaded topics to here, particularly without asking who might be interested first and most particularly not in am email. I commit to not doing that again.

I am not doing so well personally so, I will give myself some grace on this one. Hope you can too.

Love you all and again sorry for anything this email may have stirred up,

Paige

On Mon, Feb 3, 2025, 12:06?PM Abigail J via <ajeanh=[email protected]> wrote:
Hello Ladies.

It seems like the population is living what I call "two completely different stories". From what I am hearing, some people think and experience the Trump administration and the people he has appointed (ex: Tulsi Gabbard, Kash Patel, RFK, Elon, David Sacs, etc..) as horrendous and harmful to the people and the country. And then, I am noticing there is the population that is in such relief and in support of the shift in the political atmosphere.

It is interesting that both sides actually share the same experiences and sentiment however it depends on who has been elected to make the decisions. Maybe the pendulum can land in the middle?

I read the letter sent to Erica. And skimmed through the articles. And from her email, it is clear she is struggling and upset with the administration's actions. It must be hard to receive such a notice and to feel targeted (in her words).

I hope that anyone who is struggling or feeling unseen or scared finds safety and respite of mind and heart.

Thank you for sharing.



On Sun, Feb 2, 2025 at 5:47?PM Suzanne via <winghaug=[email protected]> wrote:
Hi Paige and all,

Yes my husband is at the US Coast Guard Academy and things are getting scary. They lost 6 members of the staff last week that were fired for being DEI or DEI adjacent roles. Also several classes cancelled (with gender or sexual orientation in the title) and several readings removed from the curriculum. (This isn¡¯t supposed to happen! They are supposed to have academic freedom in assigning readings!!)

However he retains his eternally sunny disposition (his finest quality!) and continues to maintain that all will be well. He just has to make it a year and a half until retirement.

Prayers up sisters. This is going to last awhile and it¡¯s going to get a lot worse before it gets better.

In love and solidarity,

Suzanne

On Sunday, February 2, 2025, 02:51:07 PM EST, Paige via <pgly.gardner=[email protected]> wrote:


Hello Friends and Family of mine-

Below is an email from my cousin Erica Bollerud. She works for the EPA. My neice Erin (Farrell) Wilson works for NASA. I have other friends who also work for the Federal Government. I can't begin to imagine how destabilizing it must be on the receiving end of such fast and furious edicts being sent out daily!

If you are feeling called to DO something, given the planned chaos of the incoming administration, Erica has an update on how things are going (at the EPA), ways to contact your members of Congress and links to resources and information.

Thank you,
Paige

-------- Original message --------
From: Erica Bollerud <erica.bollerud@...>
Date: 2/2/25 1:59 PM (GMT-05:00)
To:
Subject: How things are going...and a request

Dear family & friends-

I am reaching out to ask a favor. Will you contact your members of Congress and ask them to stop the onslaught of illegal and unjust actions of the new Administration?

As a federal employee who, yes, received an email this past week from my job, I am being targeted. I fully expect things to get worse for me personally before they get better.

I have the scammy, illegal "deferred resignation" offer, but as someone who works on climate change, I have no reason to believe they won't turn on me/EPA next, and will ignore my union's collective bargaining agreement and employment law while doing so.

Since to the Office of Personnel Management's massive data files on every federal employee, as well as now having (the source of social security and medicare payments, in addition to every other federal payment), it's reasonable to think that this could all happen very quickly and on a massive scale....if we let the new administration make good on these threats.

This targeting of federal workers is on top of egregious ICE raids, executive orders rolling back diversity efforts, transgender recognition and protection, illegal freezes on spending that had been legally obligated to non-profits, States, Local governments, and Tribal governments. This avalanche of threats is intended to scare, overwhelm, and freeze us all.

If my job disappears I like to think that I will be ok; I will figure things out for myself. But there are many, many people who are far more vulnerable than I am, and who won't be able to weather this storm that has been unleashed. I believe we all need to do what we can to , and to minimize the damage as much as we can.

Please contact your members of Congress, and tell them to stand up against this onslaught! Let them know you aren't interested in living under a dictator who can break all the rules. If not for me, think of all the chaos that will ripple out from these illegal, unjust orders, frozen spending, and from letting unelected, unvetted billionaires run amok within our government.

You can use or look up your . Thank you for considering this request and for reading this long message!

Love,
Erica






--
ajeanh@...
617.921.4974




Re: How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Hello Sisters-

I am very sorry to have sent this email to the group. I broke my own personal rule of not bringing loaded topics to here, particularly without asking who might be interested first and most particularly not in am email. I commit to not doing that again.

I am not doing so well personally so, I will give myself some grace on this one. Hope you can too.

Love you all and again sorry for anything this email may have stirred up,

Paige

On Mon, Feb 3, 2025, 12:06?PM Abigail J via <ajeanh=[email protected]> wrote:
Hello Ladies.

It seems like the population is living what I call "two completely different stories".? ?From what I am hearing, some people think and experience the Trump administration and the people he has appointed (ex: Tulsi Gabbard, Kash Patel, RFK, Elon, David Sacs, etc..) as horrendous and harmful to the people and the country.? And then, I am noticing there is the population that is in such relief and in support of the shift in the political atmosphere.??

It is interesting that both sides actually share the same experiences and sentiment however it depends on who has been elected to make the decisions.? Maybe?the pendulum?can land in the middle??

I read the letter sent to Erica.? And skimmed through the articles.? And from her email, it is clear she is struggling and upset with the administration's actions.? It must be hard to receive such a notice and to feel targeted (in her words).

I hope that anyone who is struggling or feeling unseen?or scared finds safety and respite of mind and heart.

Thank you for sharing.??



On Sun, Feb 2, 2025 at 5:47?PM Suzanne via <winghaug=[email protected]> wrote:
Hi Paige and all,

Yes my husband is at the US Coast Guard Academy and things are getting scary.? They lost 6 members of the staff last week that were fired for being DEI or DEI adjacent roles.? Also several classes cancelled (with gender or sexual orientation in the title) and several readings removed from the curriculum. ?(This isn¡¯t supposed to happen!? They are supposed to have academic freedom in assigning readings!!)

However he retains his eternally sunny disposition (his finest quality!) and continues to maintain that all will be well.? He just has to make it a year and a half until retirement.

Prayers up sisters.? This is going to last awhile and it¡¯s going to get a lot worse before it gets better.

In love and solidarity,

Suzanne

On Sunday, February 2, 2025, 02:51:07 PM EST, Paige via <pgly.gardner=[email protected]> wrote:


Hello Friends and Family of mine-

Below is an email from my cousin Erica Bollerud. She works for the EPA. My neice Erin (Farrell) Wilson works for NASA. I have other friends who also work for the Federal Government. I can't begin to imagine how destabilizing it must be on the receiving end of such fast and furious edicts being sent out daily!

If you are feeling called to DO something, given the planned chaos of the incoming administration, Erica has an update on how things are going (at the EPA), ways to contact your members of Congress and links to resources and information.?

Thank you,
Paige

-------- Original message --------
From: Erica Bollerud <erica.bollerud@...>
Date: 2/2/25 1:59 PM (GMT-05:00)
To:
Subject: How things are going...and a request

Dear family & friends-

I am reaching out to ask a favor. Will you contact your members of Congress and ask them to stop the onslaught of illegal and unjust actions of the new Administration??

As a federal employee who, yes, received an email this past week from my job, I am being targeted. I fully expect things to get worse for me personally before they get better.?

I have the scammy, illegal "deferred resignation" offer, but as someone who works on climate change, I have no reason to believe they won't turn on me/EPA next, and will ignore my union's collective bargaining agreement and employment law while doing so.

Since to the Office of Personnel Management's massive data files on every federal employee, as well as now having ?(the source of social security and medicare payments, in addition to every other federal payment), it's reasonable to think that this could all happen very quickly and on a massive scale....if we let the new administration make good on these threats.

This targeting of federal workers is on top of egregious ICE raids, executive orders rolling back diversity efforts, transgender recognition and protection, illegal freezes on spending that had been legally obligated to non-profits, States, Local governments, and Tribal governments. This avalanche of threats is intended to scare, overwhelm, and freeze us all.?

If my?job disappears I like to think that I will be ok; I will figure things out for myself. But there are many, many people who are far more vulnerable than I am, and who won't be able to weather this storm that has been unleashed. I believe we all need to do what we can to , and to minimize the damage as much as we can.?

Please contact your members of Congress, and tell them to stand up against this onslaught! Let them know you aren't interested in living under a dictator who can break all the rules. If not for me, think of all the chaos that will ripple out from these illegal, unjust orders, frozen spending, and from letting unelected, unvetted billionaires run amok within our government.

You can use ?or look up your . Thank you for considering this request and for reading this long message!

Love,
Erica






--
ajeanh@...
617.921.4974



Re: How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Hello Ladies.

It seems like the population is living what I call "two completely different stories".? ?From what I am hearing, some people think and experience the Trump administration and the people he has appointed (ex: Tulsi Gabbard, Kash Patel, RFK, Elon, David Sacs, etc..) as horrendous and harmful to the people and the country.? And then, I am noticing there is the population that is in such relief and in support of the shift in the political atmosphere.??

It is interesting that both sides actually share the same experiences and sentiment however it depends on who has been elected to make the decisions.? Maybe?the pendulum?can land in the middle??

I read the letter sent to Erica.? And skimmed through the articles.? And from her email, it is clear she is struggling and upset with the administration's actions.? It must be hard to receive such a notice and to feel targeted (in her words).

I hope that anyone who is struggling or feeling unseen?or scared finds safety and respite of mind and heart.

Thank you for sharing.??



On Sun, Feb 2, 2025 at 5:47?PM Suzanne via <winghaug=[email protected]> wrote:
Hi Paige and all,

Yes my husband is at the US Coast Guard Academy and things are getting scary.? They lost 6 members of the staff last week that were fired for being DEI or DEI adjacent roles.? Also several classes cancelled (with gender or sexual orientation in the title) and several readings removed from the curriculum. ?(This isn¡¯t supposed to happen!? They are supposed to have academic freedom in assigning readings!!)

However he retains his eternally sunny disposition (his finest quality!) and continues to maintain that all will be well.? He just has to make it a year and a half until retirement.

Prayers up sisters.? This is going to last awhile and it¡¯s going to get a lot worse before it gets better.

In love and solidarity,

Suzanne

On Sunday, February 2, 2025, 02:51:07 PM EST, Paige via <pgly.gardner=[email protected]> wrote:


Hello Friends and Family of mine-

Below is an email from my cousin Erica Bollerud. She works for the EPA. My neice Erin (Farrell) Wilson works for NASA. I have other friends who also work for the Federal Government. I can't begin to imagine how destabilizing it must be on the receiving end of such fast and furious edicts being sent out daily!

If you are feeling called to DO something, given the planned chaos of the incoming administration, Erica has an update on how things are going (at the EPA), ways to contact your members of Congress and links to resources and information.?

Thank you,
Paige

-------- Original message --------
From: Erica Bollerud <erica.bollerud@...>
Date: 2/2/25 1:59 PM (GMT-05:00)
To:
Subject: How things are going...and a request

Dear family & friends-

I am reaching out to ask a favor. Will you contact your members of Congress and ask them to stop the onslaught of illegal and unjust actions of the new Administration??

As a federal employee who, yes, received an email this past week from my job, I am being targeted. I fully expect things to get worse for me personally before they get better.?

I have the scammy, illegal "deferred resignation" offer, but as someone who works on climate change, I have no reason to believe they won't turn on me/EPA next, and will ignore my union's collective bargaining agreement and employment law while doing so.

Since to the Office of Personnel Management's massive data files on every federal employee, as well as now having ?(the source of social security and medicare payments, in addition to every other federal payment), it's reasonable to think that this could all happen very quickly and on a massive scale....if we let the new administration make good on these threats.

This targeting of federal workers is on top of egregious ICE raids, executive orders rolling back diversity efforts, transgender recognition and protection, illegal freezes on spending that had been legally obligated to non-profits, States, Local governments, and Tribal governments. This avalanche of threats is intended to scare, overwhelm, and freeze us all.?

If my?job disappears I like to think that I will be ok; I will figure things out for myself. But there are many, many people who are far more vulnerable than I am, and who won't be able to weather this storm that has been unleashed. I believe we all need to do what we can to , and to minimize the damage as much as we can.?

Please contact your members of Congress, and tell them to stand up against this onslaught! Let them know you aren't interested in living under a dictator who can break all the rules. If not for me, think of all the chaos that will ripple out from these illegal, unjust orders, frozen spending, and from letting unelected, unvetted billionaires run amok within our government.

You can use ?or look up your . Thank you for considering this request and for reading this long message!

Love,
Erica






--
ajeanh@...
617.921.4974



Re: How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Hi Paige and all,

Yes my husband is at the US Coast Guard Academy and things are getting scary. ?They lost 6 members of the staff last week that were fired for being DEI or DEI adjacent roles. ?Also several classes cancelled (with gender or sexual orientation in the title) and several readings removed from the curriculum. ?(This isn¡¯t supposed to happen! ?They are supposed to have academic freedom in assigning readings!!)

However he retains his eternally sunny disposition (his finest quality!) and continues to maintain that all will be well. ?He just has to make it a year and a half until retirement.

Prayers up sisters. ?This is going to last awhile and it¡¯s going to get a lot worse before it gets better.

In love and solidarity,

Suzanne

On Sunday, February 2, 2025, 02:51:07 PM EST, Paige via groups.io <pgly.gardner@...> wrote:


Hello Friends and Family of mine-

Below is an email from my cousin Erica Bollerud. She works for the EPA. My neice Erin (Farrell) Wilson works for NASA. I have other friends who also work for the Federal Government. I can't begin to imagine how destabilizing it must be on the receiving end of such fast and furious edicts being sent out daily!

If you are feeling called to DO something, given the planned chaos of the incoming administration, Erica has an update on how things are going (at the EPA), ways to contact your members of Congress and links to resources and information.?

Thank you,
Paige

-------- Original message --------
From: Erica Bollerud <erica.bollerud@...>
Date: 2/2/25 1:59 PM (GMT-05:00)
To:
Subject: How things are going...and a request

Dear family & friends-

I am reaching out to ask a favor. Will you contact your members of Congress and ask them to stop the onslaught of illegal and unjust actions of the new Administration??

As a federal employee who, yes, received an email this past week from my job, I am being targeted. I fully expect things to get worse for me personally before they get better.?

I have the scammy, illegal "deferred resignation" offer, but as someone who works on climate change, I have no reason to believe they won't turn on me/EPA next, and will ignore my union's collective bargaining agreement and employment law while doing so.

Since to the Office of Personnel Management's massive data files on every federal employee, as well as now having ?(the source of social security and medicare payments, in addition to every other federal payment), it's reasonable to think that this could all happen very quickly and on a massive scale....if we let the new administration make good on these threats.

This targeting of federal workers is on top of egregious ICE raids, executive orders rolling back diversity efforts, transgender recognition and protection, illegal freezes on spending that had been legally obligated to non-profits, States, Local governments, and Tribal governments. This avalanche of threats is intended to scare, overwhelm, and freeze us all.?

If my?job disappears I like to think that I will be ok; I will figure things out for myself. But there are many, many people who are far more vulnerable than I am, and who won't be able to weather this storm that has been unleashed. I believe we all need to do what we can to , and to minimize the damage as much as we can.?

Please contact your members of Congress, and tell them to stand up against this onslaught! Let them know you aren't interested in living under a dictator who can break all the rules. If not for me, think of all the chaos that will ripple out from these illegal, unjust orders, frozen spending, and from letting unelected, unvetted billionaires run amok within our government.

You can use ?or look up your . Thank you for considering this request and for reading this long message!

Love,
Erica





How things are going (for Federal Workers)...and a request

 

Hello Friends and Family of mine-

Below is an email from my cousin Erica Bollerud. She works for the EPA. My neice Erin (Farrell) Wilson works for NASA. I have other friends who also work for the Federal Government. I can't begin to imagine how destabilizing it must be on the receiving end of such fast and furious edicts being sent out daily!

If you are feeling called to DO something, given the planned chaos of the incoming administration, Erica has an update on how things are going (at the EPA), ways to contact your members of Congress and links to resources and information.?

Thank you,
Paige

-------- Original message --------
From: Erica Bollerud <erica.bollerud@...>
Date: 2/2/25 1:59 PM (GMT-05:00)
To:
Subject: How things are going...and a request

Dear family & friends-

I am reaching out to ask a favor. Will you contact your members of Congress and ask them to stop the onslaught of illegal and unjust actions of the new Administration??

As a federal employee who, yes, received an email this past week from my job, I am being targeted. I fully expect things to get worse for me personally before they get better.?

I have the scammy, illegal "deferred resignation" offer, but as someone who works on climate change, I have no reason to believe they won't turn on me/EPA next, and will ignore my union's collective bargaining agreement and employment law while doing so.

Since to the Office of Personnel Management's massive data files on every federal employee, as well as now having ?(the source of social security and medicare payments, in addition to every other federal payment), it's reasonable to think that this could all happen very quickly and on a massive scale....if we let the new administration make good on these threats.

This targeting of federal workers is on top of egregious ICE raids, executive orders rolling back diversity efforts, transgender recognition and protection, illegal freezes on spending that had been legally obligated to non-profits, States, Local governments, and Tribal governments. This avalanche of threats is intended to scare, overwhelm, and freeze us all.?

If my?job disappears I like to think that I will be ok; I will figure things out for myself. But there are many, many people who are far more vulnerable than I am, and who won't be able to weather this storm that has been unleashed. I believe we all need to do what we can to , and to minimize the damage as much as we can.?

Please contact your members of Congress, and tell them to stand up against this onslaught! Let them know you aren't interested in living under a dictator who can break all the rules. If not for me, think of all the chaos that will ripple out from these illegal, unjust orders, frozen spending, and from letting unelected, unvetted billionaires run amok within our government.

You can use ?or look up your . Thank you for considering this request and for reading this long message!

Love,
Erica





Re: A laugh for you

 

YUP my favorite TV show also

Kate Zehnter
978-884-6712
kzehnter@...



nngs
On Friday, January 31, 2025 at 09:57:38 AM EST, Jill via groups.io <jnienhiser@...> wrote:


Hi sisters,

I had posted this clip on Facebook a year ago and it popped up in my Facebook "memories." Worth a share with y'all--my favorite clip from a show I loved as a kid, "Laverne & Shirley." They were such great physical comediennes!



Happy Friday

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
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via jnienhiser@...

Sent with secure email.


A laugh for you

 

Hi sisters,

I had posted this clip on Facebook a year ago and it popped up in my Facebook "memories." Worth a share with y'all--my favorite clip from a show I loved as a kid, "Laverne & Shirley." They were such great physical comediennes!



Happy Friday

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser
via jnienhiser@...

Sent with secure email.


Re: April SSR *Request* <3

 

Hi Gretchin?
Meggie knows I completed the questionair?
Please check to make sure I did what you wanted
Kate z?

Kate Zehnter
978-884-6712
kzehnter@...




On Sunday, January 19, 2025 at 01:36:43 PM EST, Noreen via groups.io <wombcare@...> wrote:


Co- Foliage Facilitators! ? ???

Thank you for your time, effort, your love and holding our container!?


On Fri, Jan 17, 2025 at 2:18?PM Gretchen via <gretchenkainz=[email protected]> wrote:

Hello Sacred Sisters!!

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We¡¯re just three months from our April 2025 SSR weekend (April 25-27), and that time will approach FAST. As a reminder, our agreement with each other is that we will RSVP our attendance intentions 90 days prior to the weekend. Yay! (Another reminder: will be our April facilitator. Yay again!)

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This time, we¡¯ll do RSVPs with a beautiful survey Meggie created. (Thanks, Meggie! ? ) Please note there are a couple additional questions that will help for financial planning, but it won¡¯t take long. Our request is that you complete the survey no later than next Friday, January 24th as that will be our 90 days out date.

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Here¡¯s the link: !

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Thanks so much, Sisters.

?

Love,

Co-Foliage, Gretchen and Meggie

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Gretchen Kainz, MA, PCC

Life Rewards Action!? Yay!?

High - five!

850-774-2236

(she/her)

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Upcoming Events:

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--
Noreen Cerqua
Licensed Massage Therapist - LMT
Mayan Abdominal Practitioner


Re: April SSR *Request* <3

 

Co- Foliage Facilitators! ? ???

Thank you for your time, effort, your love and holding our container!?


On Fri, Jan 17, 2025 at 2:18?PM Gretchen via <gretchenkainz=[email protected]> wrote:

Hello Sacred Sisters!!

?

We¡¯re just three months from our April 2025 SSR weekend (April 25-27), and that time will approach FAST. As a reminder, our agreement with each other is that we will RSVP our attendance intentions 90 days prior to the weekend. Yay! (Another reminder: will be our April facilitator. Yay again!)

?

This time, we¡¯ll do RSVPs with a beautiful survey Meggie created. (Thanks, Meggie! ? ) Please note there are a couple additional questions that will help for financial planning, but it won¡¯t take long. Our request is that you complete the survey no later than next Friday, January 24th as that will be our 90 days out date.

?

Here¡¯s the link: !

?

Thanks so much, Sisters.

?

Love,

Co-Foliage, Gretchen and Meggie

?

?

?

Gretchen Kainz, MA, PCC

Life Rewards Action!? Yay!?

High - five!

850-774-2236

(she/her)

?

Upcoming Events:

?



--
Noreen Cerqua
Licensed Massage Therapist - LMT
Mayan Abdominal Practitioner


April SSR *Request* <3

 

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Hello Sacred Sisters!!

?

We¡¯re just three months from our April 2025 SSR weekend (April 25-27), and that time will approach FAST. As a reminder, our agreement with each other is that we will RSVP our attendance intentions 90 days prior to the weekend. Yay! (Another reminder: will be our April facilitator. Yay again!)

?

This time, we¡¯ll do RSVPs with a beautiful survey Meggie created. (Thanks, Meggie! ? ) Please note there are a couple additional questions that will help for financial planning, but it won¡¯t take long. Our request is that you complete the survey no later than next Friday, January 24th as that will be our 90 days out date.

?

Here¡¯s the link: !

?

Thanks so much, Sisters.

?

Love,

Co-Foliage, Gretchen and Meggie

?

?

?

Gretchen Kainz, MA, PCC

Life Rewards Action!? Yay!?

High - five!

850-774-2236

(she/her)

?

Upcoming Events:

?


Re: Update on my mom

 

Thanks all!

Matooka, my mom's name is Frances and she goes by Frankie with most people
Kate z, rainbow lights would be lovely.

We just took her home a short while ago; my sister is there for now and I'll go over there to sleep later. The hospital will be helping us arrange home health and I'm not sure what all that will involve or not involve. Hoping she can keep staying at her home alone but with more frequent visits from others (not just me and my aunt). However, I'm not sure about her being alone at night there; getting up to go to the bathroom.

If home health services aren't sufficient to the occasion then I guess we'll look at assisted living.

Thanks....


From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser
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On Sunday, December 22nd, 2024 at 9:24 AM, Kate via groups.io <kzehnter@...> wrote:

Morning Jill
These times are strenuous hang in there?
If you would like me to send you the Rainbow Lights for energetic support let me know
Sending hugs
Kate z

Allowing for the Possibility
978 884-6712
Zehnergy.org


On Dec 21, 2024, at 11:54?AM, Jill via groups.io <jnienhiser@...> wrote:

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Yesterday I dropped off my mom at physical therapy and she seemed fine. Picked her up an hour later and the therapist said she had starting speaking in gibberish on and off, and that I should take her to the ER. So i collected my aunt (her sister) on the way and we went to the ER. I've been here all night although Dane came and spelled me for a bit this morning so I could go home and shower, change. Susan (my sister) is coming from Kansas City in about an hour.

Mom probably had a transient ischemic attack (TIA), basically a transient stroke where the blood vessels narrow for a bit, but then for whatever reason the blood starts getting through again. Also her sodium was low. So far she's been on IV to get her sodium back up but nothing else. They plan to add baby aspirin to her daily meds to try to prevent more TIAs.

She hasn't been speaking gibberish since she was in the ER where they started the sodium IV. Not that she feels good, just it's not nonsense. Brains are so weird, she would try to talk and hear herself and she knew the words didn't make sense; weren't what she was trying to say.

Last night after transferring from ER to hospital room she had stopped the gibberish but remained confused. Kept thinking she was in the hospital for constipation (something that troubles her regularly because of the different drugs she is on).

Therapy will be here at some point today to see what her balance, standing, sitting, walking,, etc are like to evaluate if she's safe to go home, so they think she will likely be here for observation until tomorrow.

Hard to imagine given the state she's in at the moment that she could be alone at home any time soon. This situation may move forward the idea of assisted living that we have floated with her before with limited success. Or maybe she will rebound considerably, you never know.

Tired...

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser
via jnienhiser@...


Re: Update on my mom

 

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Morning Jill
These times are strenuous hang in there?
If you would like me to send you the Rainbow Lights for energetic support let me know
Sending hugs
Kate z

Allowing for the Possibility
978 884-6712
Zehnergy.org


On Dec 21, 2024, at 11:54?AM, Jill via groups.io <jnienhiser@...> wrote:

?
Yesterday I dropped off my mom at physical therapy and she seemed fine. Picked her up an hour later and the therapist said she had starting speaking in gibberish on and off, and that I should take her to the ER. So i collected my aunt (her sister) on the way and we went to the ER. I've been here all night although Dane came and spelled me for a bit this morning so I could go home and shower, change. Susan (my sister) is coming from Kansas City in about an hour.

Mom probably had a transient ischemic attack (TIA), basically a transient stroke where the blood vessels narrow for a bit, but then for whatever reason the blood starts getting through again. Also her sodium was low. So far she's been on IV to get her sodium back up but nothing else. They plan to add baby aspirin to her daily meds to try to prevent more TIAs.

She hasn't been speaking gibberish since she was in the ER where they started the sodium IV. Not that she feels good, just it's not nonsense. Brains are so weird, she would try to talk and hear herself and she knew the words didn't make sense; weren't what she was trying to say.

Last night after transferring from ER to hospital room she had stopped the gibberish but remained confused. Kept thinking she was in the hospital for constipation (something that troubles her regularly because of the different drugs she is on).

Therapy will be here at some point today to see what her balance, standing, sitting, walking,, etc are like to evaluate if she's safe to go home, so they think she will likely be here for observation until tomorrow.

Hard to imagine given the state she's in at the moment that she could be alone at home any time soon. This situation may move forward the idea of assisted living that we have floated with her before with limited success. Or maybe she will rebound considerably, you never know.

Tired...

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser
via jnienhiser@...


Re: Update on my mom

 

Holding you through this process, Jill. May she find peace and ease


On Sat, Dec 21, 2024, 12:30?PM Paige via <pgly.gardner=[email protected]> wrote:
Jill

Oh, Sister. This is tough stuff for sure!! So hard to find words that don't feel trite to say. I hope you can lean on Dane and Susan to get to whatever the next phase of things is.?

My friend whose mom just went to assisted living is thriving at 90 after a really rough transition.? She looked so bad and had many of the same anxious stuff as you described your mom. It took from July till late October but she is participating in activities, eating better, her meds are stabilized. And she was adamant about not going then she had fall and she came around to accepting it... so maybe your mom might feel differently about it now.


Sending you lots of love too,
Paige

On Sat, Dec 21, 2024, 11:54?AM Jill via <jnienhiser=[email protected]> wrote:
Yesterday I dropped off my mom at physical therapy and she seemed fine. Picked her up an hour later and the therapist said she had starting speaking in gibberish on and off, and that I should take her to the ER. So i collected my aunt (her sister) on the way and we went to the ER. I've been here all night although Dane came and spelled me for a bit this morning so I could go home and shower, change. Susan (my sister) is coming from Kansas City in about an hour.

Mom probably had a transient ischemic attack (TIA), basically a transient stroke where the blood vessels narrow for a bit, but then for whatever reason the blood starts getting through again. Also her sodium was low. So far she's been on IV to get her sodium back up but nothing else. They plan to add baby aspirin to her daily meds to try to prevent more TIAs.

She hasn't been speaking gibberish since she was in the ER where they started the sodium IV. Not that she feels good, just it's not nonsense. Brains are so weird, she would try to talk and hear herself and she knew the words didn't make sense; weren't what she was trying to say.

Last night after transferring from ER to hospital room she had stopped the gibberish but remained confused. Kept thinking she was in the hospital for constipation (something that troubles her regularly because of the different drugs she is on).

Therapy will be here at some point today to see what her balance, standing, sitting, walking,, etc are like to evaluate if she's safe to go home, so they think she will likely be here for observation until tomorrow.

Hard to imagine given the state she's in at the moment that she could be alone at home any time soon. This situation may move forward the idea of assisted living that we have floated with her before with limited success. Or maybe she will rebound considerably, you never know.

Tired...

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser


Re: Matooka update

 

So good to hear your share. Sending a huge hug!


On Fri, Dec 20, 2024, 10:25?PM Noreen via <wombcare=[email protected]> wrote:
Glad to hear Sister!? I took hawthorn for my heart along with Avena botonical-?


Much Love And Healing for your heart.


On Dec 20, 2024, at 12:40?PM, Matooka via <matooka1957=[email protected]> wrote:

?
Hello Sisters,?
I am updating you all with my blood pressure situation in particular sisters who witnessed my check in.?Thank you to sisters who messaged me.?For ease I copied and pasted my response to share here.?

I went to the ER yesterday and they told me after having an EKG and regular blood pressure checking that there was nothing wrong with my heart and they did bloodwork and it looks like my thyroid numbers are off and that can affect things. So I¡¯m hoping that that¡¯s the answer.?

I welcome any energy support if you feel guidance.?

Much love and gratitude,?
Matooka?


Re: Update on my mom

 

Jill

Oh, Sister. This is tough stuff for sure!! So hard to find words that don't feel trite to say. I hope you can lean on Dane and Susan to get to whatever the next phase of things is.?

My friend whose mom just went to assisted living is thriving at 90 after a really rough transition.? She looked so bad and had many of the same anxious stuff as you described your mom. It took from July till late October but she is participating in activities, eating better, her meds are stabilized. And she was adamant about not going then she had fall and she came around to accepting it... so maybe your mom might feel differently about it now.


Sending you lots of love too,
Paige

On Sat, Dec 21, 2024, 11:54?AM Jill via <jnienhiser=[email protected]> wrote:
Yesterday I dropped off my mom at physical therapy and she seemed fine. Picked her up an hour later and the therapist said she had starting speaking in gibberish on and off, and that I should take her to the ER. So i collected my aunt (her sister) on the way and we went to the ER. I've been here all night although Dane came and spelled me for a bit this morning so I could go home and shower, change. Susan (my sister) is coming from Kansas City in about an hour.

Mom probably had a transient ischemic attack (TIA), basically a transient stroke where the blood vessels narrow for a bit, but then for whatever reason the blood starts getting through again. Also her sodium was low. So far she's been on IV to get her sodium back up but nothing else. They plan to add baby aspirin to her daily meds to try to prevent more TIAs.

She hasn't been speaking gibberish since she was in the ER where they started the sodium IV. Not that she feels good, just it's not nonsense. Brains are so weird, she would try to talk and hear herself and she knew the words didn't make sense; weren't what she was trying to say.

Last night after transferring from ER to hospital room she had stopped the gibberish but remained confused. Kept thinking she was in the hospital for constipation (something that troubles her regularly because of the different drugs she is on).

Therapy will be here at some point today to see what her balance, standing, sitting, walking,, etc are like to evaluate if she's safe to go home, so they think she will likely be here for observation until tomorrow.

Hard to imagine given the state she's in at the moment that she could be alone at home any time soon. This situation may move forward the idea of assisted living that we have floated with her before with limited success. Or maybe she will rebound considerably, you never know.

Tired...

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser


Re: Update on my mom

 

Oh Jill, That seems so much. Please take good care of yourself as best you can through this process.?
Remind me what your mother's name is and I will add her to my healing altar.
Hugs,
Matooka

On Sat, Dec 21, 2024 at 11:54?AM Jill via <jnienhiser=[email protected]> wrote:
Yesterday I dropped off my mom at physical therapy and she seemed fine. Picked her up an hour later and the therapist said she had starting speaking in gibberish on and off, and that I should take her to the ER. So i collected my aunt (her sister) on the way and we went to the ER. I've been here all night although Dane came and spelled me for a bit this morning so I could go home and shower, change. Susan (my sister) is coming from Kansas City in about an hour.

Mom probably had a transient ischemic attack (TIA), basically a transient stroke where the blood vessels narrow for a bit, but then for whatever reason the blood starts getting through again. Also her sodium was low. So far she's been on IV to get her sodium back up but nothing else. They plan to add baby aspirin to her daily meds to try to prevent more TIAs.

She hasn't been speaking gibberish since she was in the ER where they started the sodium IV. Not that she feels good, just it's not nonsense. Brains are so weird, she would try to talk and hear herself and she knew the words didn't make sense; weren't what she was trying to say.

Last night after transferring from ER to hospital room she had stopped the gibberish but remained confused. Kept thinking she was in the hospital for constipation (something that troubles her regularly because of the different drugs she is on).

Therapy will be here at some point today to see what her balance, standing, sitting, walking,, etc are like to evaluate if she's safe to go home, so they think she will likely be here for observation until tomorrow.

Hard to imagine given the state she's in at the moment that she could be alone at home any time soon. This situation may move forward the idea of assisted living that we have floated with her before with limited success. Or maybe she will rebound considerably, you never know.

Tired...

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser


Update on my mom

 

Yesterday I dropped off my mom at physical therapy and she seemed fine. Picked her up an hour later and the therapist said she had starting speaking in gibberish on and off, and that I should take her to the ER. So i collected my aunt (her sister) on the way and we went to the ER. I've been here all night although Dane came and spelled me for a bit this morning so I could go home and shower, change. Susan (my sister) is coming from Kansas City in about an hour.

Mom probably had a transient ischemic attack (TIA), basically a transient stroke where the blood vessels narrow for a bit, but then for whatever reason the blood starts getting through again. Also her sodium was low. So far she's been on IV to get her sodium back up but nothing else. They plan to add baby aspirin to her daily meds to try to prevent more TIAs.

She hasn't been speaking gibberish since she was in the ER where they started the sodium IV. Not that she feels good, just it's not nonsense. Brains are so weird, she would try to talk and hear herself and she knew the words didn't make sense; weren't what she was trying to say.

Last night after transferring from ER to hospital room she had stopped the gibberish but remained confused. Kept thinking she was in the hospital for constipation (something that troubles her regularly because of the different drugs she is on).

Therapy will be here at some point today to see what her balance, standing, sitting, walking,, etc are like to evaluate if she's safe to go home, so they think she will likely be here for observation until tomorrow.

Hard to imagine given the state she's in at the moment that she could be alone at home any time soon. This situation may move forward the idea of assisted living that we have floated with her before with limited success. Or maybe she will rebound considerably, you never know.

Tired...

From the extraordinary heart and mind of
Jill Nienhiser
via jnienhiser@...