Lesson 42. God is my strength. Vision is His gift.The idea for today combines two very powerful thoughts, both of majorimportance. It also sets forth a cause and effect relationship that explains whyyou cannot fail in your efforts to achieve the goal of the course. You will seebecause it is the Will of God. It is His strength, not your own, that gives youpower. And it is His gift, rather than your own, that offers vision to you.God is indeed your strength, and what He gives is truly given. This means thatyou can receive it any time and anywhere, wherever you are, and in whatevercircumstance you find yourself. Your passage through time and space is not atrandom. You cannot but be in the right place at the right time. Such is thestrength of God. Such are His gifts.We will have two three-to-five-minute practice periods today, one as soon aspossible after you wake, and another as close as possible to the time you go tosleep. It is better, however, to wait until you can sit quietly by yourself, ata time when you feel ready, than it is to be concerned with the time as such.Begin these practice periods by repeating the idea for today slowly, with youreyes open, looking about you. Then close your eyes and repeat the idea again,even slower than before. After this, try to think of nothing except thoughtsthat occur to you in relation to the idea for the day. You might think, forexample:Vision must be possible. God gives truly,< or:God's gifts to me must be mine, because He gave them to me.< Any thought that is clearly related to the idea for today is suitable. You may,in fact, be astonished at the amount of course-related understanding some ofyour thoughts contain. Let them come without censoring unless you find your mindis merely wandering, and you have let obviously irrelevant thoughts intrude. Youmay also reach a point where no thoughts at all seem to come to mind. If suchinterferences occur, open your eyes and repeat the thought once more whilelooking slowly about; close your eyes, repeat the idea once more, and thencontinue to look for related thoughts in your mind.Remember, however, that active searching for relevant thoughts is notappropriate for today's exercises. Try merely to step back and let the thoughtscome. If you find this difficult, it is better to spend the practice periodalternating between slow repetitions of the idea with eyes open, then with eyesclosed, than it is to strain to find suitable thoughts.There is no limit on the number of short practice periods that would bebeneficial today. The idea for the day is a beginning step in bringing thoughtstogether, and teaching you that you are studying a unified thought system inwhich nothing is lacking that is needed, and nothing is included that iscontradictory or irrelevant.The more often you repeat the idea during the day, the more often you will bereminding yourself that the goal of the course is important to you, and that youhave not forgotten it.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 42. "God is my strength. Vision is His gift."(1:1-2) "The idea for today combines two very powerful thoughts, both of majorimportance. It also sets forth a cause and effect relationship that explains whyyou cannot fail in your efforts to achieve the goal of the course."*This "cause and effect relationship" is that if I know God "walks with me" andHe is my strength, I shall automatically perceive through the eyes of His Loveand Holiness. Christ's vision comes from the thought I am holy and part of God.When I look out, which, as we have learned, has nothing to do with our physicaleyes, all I shall see are figures in a dream either expressing love and tryingto return home, or still too afraid of love and attempting to attack it. Inother words, the <cause> is the vision that sees all people as part of theSonship, regardless of their disparate forms.*(1:3-5) "You will see because it is the Will of God. It is His strength, notyour own, that gives you power. And it is His gift, rather than your own, thatoffers vision to you."*Jesus is urging us to trust him that we cannot fail. Illusions of ego strengthcan have no power over the real Source of strength within us. Jesus now sets outthe wonderful consequences of this happy fact:*(2:1-2) "God is indeed your strength, and what He gives is truly given. Thismeans that you can receive it any time and anywhere, wherever you are, and inwhatever circumstance you find yourself."*Since the mind, the home of God's strength, is beyond time (and space), it is<always> available to us. It simply awaits our acceptance. That is why Jesustells us in the text, already cited, that we need do nothing (T-18.VII). We needdo nothing <except> to accept what is already there. Thus our need is to learnto <un>do what the ego has taught us, releasing God's strength to once again beour own. Since this is a process occurring in our <minds>, which are totallyunder our control, this joyful acceptance can occur anywhere, any time,regardless of external circumstances.This discussion next moves more specifically to the topic of time, which weshall examine much more carefully later on. For now I shall just make some briefcomments: *(2:3-6) "Your passage through time and space is not at random. You cannot but bein the right place at the right time. Such is the strength of God. Such are Hisgifts."*Jesus is saying that nothing is at random because it is all our dream. The egochooses our scripts as a way to keep us further and further away from the truth.When we look at these scripts with Jesus, they then become classrooms. Butnothing is random. I -- the mind that my current physical identity is but afragment of -- have chosen my life and what happens in it as a way ofreinforcing my individuality and specialness. If I look at any aspect of thiswith Jesus and ask his help, I see it as the means of learning forgiveness so Imay return to an awareness of my true Identity. Thus I am "in the right place atthe right place at the right time," for lessons of forgiveness can <always> belearned, regardless of the outer circumstance.For the two longer practice periods today, Jesus encourages us to focus onhaving <quiet> time. Looking at the instructions for these lessons as a whole,we can see how Jesus has emphasized different aspects of our practice atdifferent times; sometimes focusing on the <form> (the external), other times onthe <content> (the internal). The point here, of course, is to help us at ourown level of learning, so that we may come to understand that <cause andeffect>, <content and form> <inner and outer>, are never separated.*(3) "We will have two three-to-five-minute practice periods today, one as soonas possible after you wake, and another as close as possible to the time you goto sleep. It is better, however, to wait until you can sit quietly by yourself,at a time when you feel ready, than it is to be concerned with the time assuch."*Jesus' weaning us from reliance on the <form> of our practicing is part of histraining us not to be slaves to ritual. We previously cited the discussion inthe manual for teachers in this regard, and here is the relevant passage:"There are some general rules which do apply, although each one must usethem as best he can in his own way. Routines as such are dangerous, because theyeasily become gods in their own right, threatening the very goals for which theywere set up. ... This course is always practical. ... Duration is not the majorconcern. One can easily sit still an hour with closed eyes and accomplishnothing. One can as easily give God only an instant, and in that instant joinwith Him completely." (M-16.2:4-5;4:1,4-6).We shall return to this important theme of the <quality> of our time spent withthe Holy Spirit, rather than its <quantity>.The fourth paragraph discusses our personal thoughts "in relation to the ideafor the day." *(4) "Begin these practice periods by repeating the idea for today slowly, withyour eyes open, looking about you. Then close your eyes and repeat the ideaagain, even slower than before. After this, try to think of nothing exceptthoughts that occur to you in relation to the idea for the day. You might think,for example:Vision must be possible. God gives truly,or:God's gifts to me must be mine, because He gave them to me."*Once again we can observe the emphasis Jesus places on bringing <our> thoughtsto <his>, and thereby practice bringing them into harmony with his vision offorgiveness and peace.In the next paragraph Jesus plays down the active mind-searching exercises ofbefore, asking us to be quiet, letting his thoughts come to us, rather than ourcoming to them:*(5) "Any thought that is clearly related to the idea for today is suitable. Youmay, in fact, be astonished at the amount of course-related understanding someof your thoughts contain. Let them come without censoring unless you find yourmind is merely wandering, and you have let obviously irrelevant thoughtsintrude. You may also reach a point where no thoughts at all seem to come tomind. If such interferences occur, open your eyes and repeat the thought oncemore while looking slowly about; close your eyes, repeat the idea once more, andthen continue to look for related thoughts in your mind."*However, if nothing "comes," our gentle teacher instructs us in the nextparagraph to become more active again and look for the thoughts. Yet, thislooking is <not> the focus here, but rather the letting go of control, allowinghis guidance to take over, reminiscent of this statement from the text:"My control can take over everything that does not matter, while myguidance can direct everything that does, if you so choose. ... This iscontrolled by me automatically as soon as you place what you think under myguidance." (T-2.VI.1:3;2-9)*(6:1) "Remember, however, that active searching for relevant thoughts is notappropriate for today's exercises."*Jesus is thus saying you do not have to search for God. Once you have removedyour negative thoughts, the work of earlier lessons, the resultant blank slateallows the thoughts of love to appear to you. Therefore:*(6:2-3) "Try merely to step back and let the thoughts come. If you find thisdifficult, it is better to spend the practice period alternating between slowrepetitions of the idea with eyes open, then with eyes closed, than it is tostrain to find suitable thoughts."*I might add that in reality the thoughts do not come to us; <we come to them>.It was our mind's decision maker that chose to leave the thought of theAtonement for the thought of separation, and so it is this decision maker thannow must make the choice to return to that thought, although our experience maywell be that the Atonement and its reflected thoughts come to us. Thatexperience is reflected in this lesson, as is Jesus' emphasis on the gentle andnon-coercive nature of this learning.*(7) "There is no limit on the number of short practice periods that would bebeneficial today. The idea for the day is a beginning step in bringing thoughtstogether, and teaching you that you are studying a unified thought system inwhich nothing is lacking that is needed, and nothing is included that iscontradictory or irrelevant."*This is a point that Jesus makes in many other places as well. Everything youever need is in this course; there is no need to seek elsewhere. Once you decideA Course in Miracles is your spiritual path, to do anything else will simplyconfuse you. As Jesus told Helen specifically, in words meant for <all> hisstudents:"You are not making use of the course if you insist on using means whichhave served others well, neglecting what was made for you." (T.18.VII.6.5)A Course in Miracles contains everything that will help you undo your ego, andtherefore everything that will help remind you of who you are. Insisting on"using means which have served others well," will simply defend againstaccepting the Course's message of forgiveness as your own.*(8) "The more often you repeat the idea during the day, the more often you willbe reminding yourself that the goal of the course is important to you, and thatyou have not forgotten it."*You need to realize there is a part of you, despite your fear, that does wantto learn what this course is teaching, and that its goal is truly important toyou. Despite all attempts to cover it with clouds of guilt, there remains theright-minded self that remembers your goal: above all you want to return home. ACourse in Miracles, with Jesus as your teacher, will be the means to help youultimately reach that goal.*
Love and Blessings,
Lyn Johnson 719-369-1822
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