Hello garyrrenard@...,
In reference to your comment:
è So I send you my love and join with you, and? remind
è you the Course says that minds joined with the Holy
è Spirit are invincible. Then, as forgiveness works its
è miracle,? perhaps we'll realize that the love you have for
è your son, just as? the love that I have for my parents, is
è still there; more real than? ever, because love is all
è there is.
Thank you Gary
After these few years dealing with the Course, it just amazes me, the great lengths we go through to keep this ego thought sytem intact.
They way I am able to compartmentalize and use the Course to validate what I am doing.? I have learned not to feel guility about it, because that the the trap, the quicksand.? Ahhhh but sometimes ...
On one level I know this is a script ... then I go schizo and allow myself to experience and practically reenact the pain over and over and over again.? Right now I am crying ...? but at the same time I know it is a process and I have moments when I can see the payoff in this ... the insanity of it all.
So thank you again for reminding me there is no order of difficulty in miracles.
One statement that Helen made that I identify with so much
"I know that this is the Truth, [I just need to believe it]."? (parapharasing)
And through vigilant practice of Forgiveness ... I will believe? ... that is a guaranty.? :-)
Peace
Ossie Marie
