Klaus listened and didn¡¯t interrupt her letting her say what she needed .??he said ¡°I don¡¯t blame you for my mothers actions.??My mother was a manipulative women.??She knew how to get her way.??Shes always done that.??those times seem so far and at times they seem to rush back and hit me in the gut. Finding out about my real father.??It made things clearer why micheal hated me so.??So much pain when it comes to my parents.??Though at the time the only real light I had was you. True I had my siblings but you were the true light that kept me out of the darkness.??You couldn¡¯t of known that my mother was being well my mother. Nor known what she had planned/ so don¡¯t beat yourself up about it.¡±
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He took a breath looking out before him and said ¡°I suppose in the end me or Elijah would have been hurt. As for what happened that day.in the end I cant blame you for reacting like you did.??I am a monster.??I have done horrible and unforgivable things. Who knows if things would of changed other wise.¡±
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He looked down as he would of hoped if things had been different that things would of turned out differently but then the thought of him accidently hurting her back then or worse.??The thought hurt??to think about.??how could things be any different now.??in the end he would always be a monster.??Perhaps micheal was right he would never really be loved. He always be a mistake.
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He briefly looked up catching her gaze.??He heard her words.??He wanted to believe them with every fiber of his being.??He knew she probably still harbor feelings for Elijah deep down.??He said ¡° perhaps you shouldn¡¯t love me. I am cursed. Everyone I get close to that I love tends to die. Even now my little girl is in bed now something coming after her and I cant do a thing about it.¡±??he got up and went to the railing of the porch looking out over the grounds.??Trying to hide the heart ache he was feeling.??He said ¡°I have always loved you from the start talia. I remember watching you smile dancing around the fire with not a care in the world. Hearing those words from you means a lot to me.??so much so that I would ask you to marry me. though perhaps the best thing for me to do to protect you is to ntay away from me. I couldn¡¯t bare to lose you again¡± Klaus couldn¡¯t bare to look at her.??not because he didn¡¯t want to but because he was afraid he would totally break down.??It was rare he got this emotional.
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