?He looked at her and seems she didn¡¯t want to give him the read he expected from her.? She was going to put it to him plain and he knew.?
¡°Father was telling me I failed myself.? I but I know only that I didn¡¯t lead them¡I left them hanging out in the wind after I was demoted.? Which seems to make Ireland think I turned by back on her.? She thought she had hurt me.? I told her don¡¯t worry about it¡she says she doesn¡¯t want anything to do with me anymore.¡±? He sighed.
¡°The group crumbled beneath my brief leadership hence I am not the leader.? But everyone is out on their asses now cause I didn¡¯t support them.? So since you taught me how to count.? 2+2 is still 4.? So because I didn¡¯t lead them well¡they are no longer here.? Because I am such a whiner my family? wants nothing to do with me.? So I came to get your perspective on all of this?? That is all.¡±? Brandon said as he looked at her.
Raine wanted to laugh so badly.? He really did he focused his body to sound pulling the sound from his brother¡¯s mouth to him.? Even though he was energy right now he still covered his mouth.? ¡®Yeah you are a whiny little biznatch!? But seems somethings never change.? ¡®Wow¡family wants nothing to do with him?? Wow, did Ireland finally come to her senses?!?? Good!? So sissy boy finally went skirt chasing.? Hmmm came to his senses, he was never going to get Ireland.? She wanted someone that wasn¡¯t weak as his ass.? He was the leader and he failed his first time out¡surprise, surprise.? I could have told you that!? He was too nice, he wants to please every damned body and you can¡¯t.? Good even Chord finally told him he wasn¡¯t the perfect son.? Bout damned time!? Oh my god, his world is coming to an end, he is not the golden child. Boohoo!¡¯? He thought as he was now just waiting for them to really get to something really interesting.? This had been nothing new¡he heard this all before!? Brandon is
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¡°I highly doubt that was what your father said. But you it?seem,¡± Harrison said ¡°that you have it all figured out Brandon. There is really no need for me to elaborate on anything. Especially since you know what you are attempting to pull me into I do not engage in. And based on everything you are saying now you only hear what you want to hear.¡±
[Brandon] "I don't have it all figured out.? That is why I came here.? I am not trying to pull you into anything.? I sincerely wanted your opinion.? If you don't want to give it just say that."
He listened to her and seems like Harrison and Father were saying the same thing...'you only hear what you want to hear.'? ?He seems that was the same song everyone was singing and yet it was just the way it looked to him.? If he took himself out of the equation...everyone would be better.? Obviously Ireland would be of all of this that hurt the most.? If nothing else his leaving would give her what she wanted..him out of her life.