As he rolled off of her he realized that she wasn't with him on what just happened.? He had misread her cues and now felt bad for taking advantage of her.? He didn't know what else to do so rolled on his side to wait for her to return.? Once she had he did the same and then carried to the window to dump it out into the sea.
He stood there for a moment looking out and sighed.? This was a bad idea.? He loved her, but at the same time felt he was putting them both in danger going with her like this.? He was at a loss now and simple placed the chamber pot behind the screen before starting to dress himself, not knowing what to say.
Khadashee
Khadashee was trying to get her bearings. Her stomach was in knots. The fear was so strong. ¡°hey handsome,¡± she said as She turned to him with a smile and then she saw his face.
¡°I have upset you didn¡¯t I?¡± She said nipping in her bottom lip. ¡°I am sorry my captain. I am sorry that past has come to affect you in the manner that it has. If you want to leave me, I will understand,¡± she said wringing her hands.