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Dear friends,

I am writing to let you know that after years of working to line
up my vibrations I finally got it and the universe was able to
deliver to me the love life of my dreams. My husband urged me to
tell you this story because he felt that it may inspire those who
read it to feel greater confidence in their own ability to create
whatever they want for themselves as well.

There were many things about my marriage that were a match to my
desires, and I wanted to keep them in my life. On the other hand
there was also plenty of contrast. When I first found Abe I did
not know what to do as far as creating the love relationship I
wanted. It appeared to me that if I allow myself to vibrate as a
match to my desires I will vibrate Ezra right out of my
experience.

Eventually I was inspired by my son to allow myself to want what
I wanted and trust the universe to deliver in a happy way that is
a match to the full spectrum of my desires. Still, I found that
envisioning what I wanted coming through Ezra just made me feel
dependent on his choices. So I decided to back off into a more
general place and focus on having the kind of relationship that I
wanted rather than insisting that it comes in the context of my
current relationship.

The last breakthrough came when I decided to stop focusing on the
things that I wanted, to treat anything that took place between
us that was not a match to me as none of my business, and to
focus exclusively on the things that pleased me. As I made that
decision I knew that at that point I truly became a match to my
desires, and that the universe is going to deliver, and swiftly.

I told Ezra that I know that I am going to have everything that I
want in my love life within the next few months, and that it is
up to him whether he will be the path through which I will
receive it. He was not impressed He said that things were good
enough and that if there is more than I wanted I could get it
though my friends True to my decision I chose to take my
attention off this remark and focus on having a good time.

As soon as alignment was achieved the universe started to deliver
- There was no time gap. My relationship with Ezra shifted right
away practically everything that took place from that point on
was a match to my desires. We became closer and enjoyed each
other more. The first dramatic change came within a few weeks in
a family gathering. For the first time Ezra spoke up in support
and appreciation of my beliefs, pointing out that I was truly
helping my friends and making a positive difference in their
lives through the application of these ideas.

A few weeks later I received the second major delivery I met a
very sweet and attractive man who was just as powerfully
attracted to me and a relationship developed between us that
felt like the perfect complement to my relationship with Ezra. I
felt wonderful, and became clearer than ever that I wanted to
have a love life that feels like that, and that I am going to
have it regardless of what Ezra chooses and even regardless of
whether my new relationship continues to live up to its promise.

It was several weeks before I had a chance to speak with Ezra
face to face. As soon as we were alone I told him about my other
relationship. I said that it was my work to be a match to my
desires so that they could be fulfilled through the path of least
resistance, but it is up to him to choose to be such a path. I
reminded him that he declined to make that choice and I
explained that I have found another man who was delighted to
fulfill this role for me and that I was very happy with him. I
told Ezra that I loved him and did not intend to leave him, but I
had no intention of giving up on a relationship that made me
happy and I would understand if he decided to leave me.

Though I have given Ezra a fair warning (he says I gave him the
right of first refusal) he basically have chosen from his place
of resistance to ignore both my verbal and written
communications. Now he found himself facing a situation that he
could ignore no longer. I was not just telling him that the
universe is going to deliver to me what I wanted through other
paths. I have received a delivery and I meant to keep it...

The awareness that I am happily in love with another man was a
huge contrast, big enough to give birth to a desire so intense
that it broke through the barriers of the resistant beliefs that
he had accumulated over the years. He realized that he wanted us
to be truly happy with each other. He realized that he wanted me
to be able to find everything that I wanted in my love life in
the context of our relationship.

Ezra describes what took place within him at this point as being
as easy as dropping a Lands End shirt on the floor of Ultimo...
What he dropped in one fell swoop was a whole bunch of
uncomfortable beliefs and attitudes that he has accumulated over
the years. He did not need to go through any process of
deliberate shifting. The contrast he faced gave birth to a very
intense desire that was a match to my purely lined up vibration
and the result was an instantaneous and dramatic shift of
perspective. And as the resistance and bitterness dropped what
was left was his true, sweet, loving, happy, and delightful self.

He became an allower. No longer does he feel the need to control
other peoples actions so that he can be comfortable, but instead
he seeks thoughts that allow him to feel good regardless. Our
children now feel safe and unconditionally loved. A dear friend
of mine that used to be afraid of him is now thinking of him as a
sweet and wonderful man and she loves being around him.

He recognized right away that it is his work to make peace with
my freedom to pursue the relationship that have developed between
me and the other man in any way that feels good to me, rather
than my work being to limit myself in deference to his
discomfort. He told me that his love for me, his happiness with
me and his choice to stay with me are independent of any of that.

It took about two months for my sense of connection to shift
completely from the other man to Ezra. During that time I was in
love with both of them and I was basically allowing myself to
stay in that place for as long as I was inspired to stay there.

The idea of me being in love with another man remained a contrast
to Ezra. It took him a few weeks to come to the place of being
able to think of this, feel the sting of the contrast and move
from it into a comfortable place.

Whenever he felt the resistance building up inside him he talked
it over with me and together we worked through it until both of
us felt good again. These conversations brought us closer then
ever. It felt wonderful to sense his respect for my beliefs and
for my freedom to follow my inner guidance, to sense his love and
his desire for my happiness and his powerful desire for a happy,
loving feeling of heart to heart connection with me. It was
wonderful to realize that rather than struggling with this on his
own he was now fully trusting me with his feelings and
appreciating my input.

The nicest part of all this is that in learning to allow my
freedom he set himself free, because now he truly knows his power
to choose how he feels regardless of my choices. Now he is
actually taking so much pleasure in thinking of himself as an
allower of my freedom that he feels that he could not care less
what I actually do with it... He feels great about the deliberate
stretching and going beyond his original set of beliefs that we
have accomplished. He knows the value of the ability to shift his
thoughts deliberately in terms of his control over his
experience.

Ezra became my best friend. He finally realized that to be my
lover he has to first be my friend - a person with whom I can
speak freely about everything and be sure to be received
lovingly, a person with whom I feel safe.

He used to desire to be left alone to recharge, and certainly
he wanted to be left alone while he worked (when not traveling he
often works at home.) Now he wants to be with me as much as
possible. He even wants me to be next to him when he works, and
so I wrote most of this on my portable computer while sitting by
his desk. He used to travel all the time for his work, and while
he did not like it he considered it a reasonable price to pay.

Since we fell in love with each other he had made every effort to
minimize his travels. The morning I wrote the first version of
this story morning was the first time in a month that we did not
wake up in each others arms. He called me and said that he has
been wondering why he is there when his place is with me, and
that he wants to have a job that allows us to be together
always...

He became truly interested in my work. No longer in resistant
mode, he now values greatly and is eager for my feedback,
insights, and perspective. He loves thinking of me as a master of
the science of deliberate creation and he wants me to teach him
and help him learn to apply it in his life. He listens to the Abe
tapes with me and has attended the LA workshop with me (and is
already looking forward to the next one!) - one more dream come
true...

Ezra was already in LA for his work during the week before the
workshop. Rather then having me fly there by myself he flew back
home, arriving at 1AM on Thursday so that we can sleep the rest
of that night together and fly together back to LA...

His idea of my role in our partnership has changed. My tendency
is to prioritize doing things that I enjoy, and so I tend to
place household tasks on the universe side of the place-mat...
This used to be a contrast to Ezra who likes a well run household
where meals and laundry are handled in a timely fashion and who
believed that it was my job to be the path through which the
universe provided him and the rest of the family with those
services...

No more. Now his desire for my company, his desire for my
happiness and his respect for my work have inspired him to
recognize that it is his job to be a match to his desires rather
than my job to fulfill them. Being a man of action he is often
inspired to toss a load in the machine or whip up a batch of
pancakes for the kids he has no resistance about it and it
takes him only a few minutes to get whatever he wants done. I am
a little more inspired to do those things now that he is coming
from an allowing place, and between the two of us and the
universe we are doing just fine and looking forward to things
getting better and better.

When I am not busy with Ezra I am usually in front of my
computer, as was the case BC. However, now Ezra knows and
understand the value of my work. He used to come back from trips
and ask what I have been doing, and I would know that he meant
other then sitting in front of your computer Now when he asks
me what I have done today he means what new insights did you
come up with? Any developments with the people that you are
currently assisting? Did you post anything to the list? So as
I sit in the midst of chaos, blissfully ignorant of it and
focused on my calling, I feel loved and supported and appreciated
and I know that he will come back and see the piles of laundry as
nothing more then something to navigate around on his way to
hugging me...

He delights in doing things with and for me. Before the Change
(BC ! :)), the few times when Ezra consented to go with me when
shopping for my cloths he did so reluctantly, and usually was in
a hurry My new friend have helped me buy an outfit and it was a
treat to be with a man who took pleasure in assisting me to find
something that suits me, that I can wear and feel beautiful.
Ezra did not care for my new outfit but it did inspire him to
get me a whole new wardrobe... We had great fun together shopping
the finest stores in Florence and in Chicago, with the result
that I now own a most luxurious and beautiful wardrobe that makes
me look and feel like a million Ezra enjoys seeing me looking
beautiful, but his greatest joy is to see the look in my eye that
says that I am feeling beautiful.

We stopped several times at Fly-By-Night, our favorite antic art
& jewelry store, and purchased a gorgeous collection of jewelry
to go with my new clothing We also stopped at Tiffanys and
looked at the Sapphires and Diamonds bracelet that I bought
with my abundance game money. Ezra was ready to buy it, but I
felt that it was not really my styleAmong my new treasures is a
Onyx and silver ring set with tiny Marquesites. It is a unique
and magnificent work of art. As we were driving home Ezra reached
for my hand, took the ring off my finger, and put it on again
saying - With this ring I consecrate you unto me for as long as
we are both happy together. To my mind this was a great
improvement over the phrased used at our official wedding (With
this ring I consecrate you unto me according to the laws of Moses
and Israel) My new ring is our symbol signifying our mutual
sense that this is an entirely new relationship, even if it has
some of its roots in the old relationship.

I feel more beautiful then I have ever felt for the first time
in my life I have clothing that really are a match to me, and
Ezras adoration and desire for me makes me feel very attractive.
While walking in Chicago he said that I must be the most
beautiful woman in the city, and though I am sure that this is
his subjective opinion, this is certainly the one opinion that
counts (except for mine, of course...)

I used to feel very constrained in the matters of money because
of the tension that we had around this subject among others. It
felt as if it was mostly his money, and certainly under his
control. Now I feel without any doubt that it is just as much my
money (and my Porsche!) which means a change in my financial
sense of abundance of several orders of magnitude.

He became open to the possibility of having another baby. For the
last 5 years I wanted the option to have another baby and Ezra
would have nothing to do with it. I did become pregnant at one
point, which he reluctantly accepted, but then I miscarried. At
the time of the miscarriage he said that if I wanted another
chance he would be open to that, but it turned out that he
decided that he really did not want a baby. Now, realizing how
important it was for me to have that option, he decided that he
actually does not mind it at all... For a while he even felt
quite eager about it!

It turned out that at this point what I want is to have the
option to have a baby, rather than to actually have a baby Ezra
and I are enjoying our new love life so much that we like to stay
focused on it for now. But Ezra is very clear that he rather have
a baby than be an obstacle standing between me and my desire.

I am living in a fairy tale... I always wondered what it is
really like in the they lived happily ever after part... Now I
get to find out! And it is also a challenge how DO you find time
for the rest of your reality when all you want to do is enjoy
each other in every possible way? We just had a three month
honey-moon which just left us wanting more It is an interesting
situation considering that the rest of the world (children,
partners, etc.) does not really understand what is going on. Ezra
says that there is no one that he could share this with who would
understand. you wouldnt believe who I have been sleeping with
for the last two months!! who? my wife! huh?? We have been
together for 18 years! So what else is new? What else is new is
that we are in LOVE! Blissful, delightful, Powerful, amazing,
Goosebumps producing LOVE!

I have chosen to feel happy before and throughout this
manifestation, and so the change for me is less dramatic than the
change for Ezra. But this is the first time ever that I really
feel that I am not on my own (in terms of physical
relationships...) I have a soul-mate, a partner with whom I
share a sense of belonging and connection that I have never
experienced before.

I have been practicing deliberate creation for a couple of years
now, and had some really cool manifestations, but this was the
first time that I got to watch such a magnificent and obvious
orchestration of people, circumstances and events with each piece
of the puzzle falling perfectly into place as a match to everyone
involved. A quick example when I first called my new friend he
was home, heard the phone ringing but was unable to reach it in
time. The next morning his girlfriend broke up with him, and that
night when I called again he was not only available to speak with
me, but also free to go out with me.

Also, I have never felt so clearly inspired to actions that FELT
like the next logical step regardless of appearance as being
rather risky. Examples of that are that I felt no hesitation
about my involvement in a relationship that could very well
signify the end of my marriage despite the fact that I loved my
husband and wanted our partnership to continue. Also, I felt no
hesitation around my decision to tell him everything despite my
belief that he was likely to be inspired to leave me It simply
was the obvious thing to do. I love having access to such
reliable guidance which is always based on the full picture
regardless of the extent of my conscious awareness of it.

Abe says that they want those of us who are wanting to be crystal
clear examples so that we can say this is what I wanted, this
is want I thought, and this is what I got. I had a desire for
some time to come up with such an example of dramatic
proportions. I think that this one qualifies

I love this universe, I love Abe, I love Ezra and I love you all,

Ilana-Ora


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Hi Green,

I somehow missed your Raven post but I'd love to read it.

We have ravens or crows- don't really know how to tell the difference- that
play with Cordy ALL day EVERY day. If he's not outside when he normally is,
then they come and find him, looking in the windows of the house or just sit
downstairs on the back porch step and peck at the door until he comes to
play. One morning, when we were sleeping in and my window was opened, we
were rudely awoken by one of them CAWING in my ear, I think I lost 5 years
that morning and then the game was a foot between them and the mutt. This
morning we went out to play a quick game of Frisbee only to discover that 4
of them were up in the trees. I'm sure all of you heard what Cordy had to
say about THAT little game, a storm is coming thru so hopefully they'll come
back down, but it was either the squirrels or the birds that pulled off that
little stunt, and it was hysterical to see.

Anyway, just throwing in my two cents on the subject. What happened with
the ravens in Your life?

LOVE YA- Juls

At 01:44 PM 7/28/99 EDT, TheStarNav@... wrote:

From: TheStarNav@...


I have always believed that there were ETs. Yet, as I listened to this

week's

Abe tape this morning, they were saying that there were not such, if I
understood correctly. But, I'm not sure I understood at all correctly. I
have seen "flying saucers" and while I've not had one, I do believe in

"close

encounters".

Any thoughts about reconciling Abe and the ET matter?

Star

~~~~~~~~

Hi Bright Star!

I heard Abe say on a tape that it ALL exists -- everything that has been
thought is real in some way or sense. Just a question where on focuses,
given such vast choices.

~^^V^^~

Hi all,

Yesterday I mentioned Lois letter on Abraham. I realized that there are a
lot
of new people on this list and would like to repost it so others might
savor
the varieties of flavors she offered here.

Great stuff! Thanks for that! Lois, keep that mouth (er, those fingers)
flyin'!

I have always believed that there were ETs. Yet, as I listened to this
week's
Abe tape this morning, they were saying that there were not such, if I
understood correctly. But, I'm not sure I understood at all correctly. I
have seen "flying saucers" and while I've not had one, I do believe in
"close
encounters".

I haven't heard that tape but would like to . . . what's the number?
Still buying the special subjects, etc. ones . . . BUT I do think there
are ET's, and I'm certain I had an experience with them, as did others,
all on the same recent weekend. These were beings wanting to help us
evolve faster in order to help Earth evolve faster. Not too much
intervention, just a touch . . . and only by invitation. It was very
short but wonderful! Not sure if this is the place to talk about it
though as it's not Abe-related . . .

NM Carla

my heart is quivering in rhythm with your own
we are awake and bathed in the pervasive peace
that floods a ripening heart

sweet are the fruits of desire
that swell from within...
bursting into magnificence
as outer leaves fall with grace

and, standing within the heart of the golden lotus,
we are radiantly poised
on a petal's quivering edge

with perfect joy I touch the soft gleam
of your soul's exquisite light
and I KNOW MYSELF once more.


Pbabin'withYOUinthisvibrantmoment

Juls, Juls, those were GREAT Abe quotes from his tapes on abundance
and health! Excellent selections, thanks for sharing them!!


I have to get some of Abe's books and tapes. So far I have read his texts
from the website, but I want to have something to carry around with me on
trips to read or listen to. You have motivated me, Juls, thanks.

What I find especially refreshing with Abe is how he uses very clear
language with a lot of fun, teasing, theatrics and occasional hilarious
slang.

I remember the transcript where he tells us to concentrate in life on
what we want, as we do at a bakery's cookie counter. When we pick out
cookies at a bakery we don't lament over the cookies we don't want or fear
that they will spread and take over the entire bakery. We look through the
counter and say "Oooohhhh, I really love those peanut butter cookies, I'll
take three of those. And ooooohhh, look at those double chocolate chip
cookies, wonderful, give me six of those. What are those? Pistachio? No
thanks, but mmmmmmm, those oatmeal cookies smell great, give me six of
those...[etc. etc.]" I'm quoting approximately, just from memory; the way
he kids around is even more amusing. I love the way he keeps coming up with
analogies to show us our bad habits of dwelling on what we don't want and
explaining to us how easy it is to attract/create what we do want by
thinking about it without counteracting it.

It's a good thing he keeps reminding us because it takes a while to build
up the faith to stop worrying/fretting about what is not liked, at least it
does for me.

Thanks again, Juls.

Light and joy, Jon

Hi Susan and all,

Susan James wrote:

I. We all have a choice. We can remain in the tar pit...with all of the
others, or we can change ourselves, FOR ourselves....and others will see,
and they will naturally want to know more.
I left the tar pit long ago....and a good deal of it had to do with this
list and the ones who had
the courage to state who they are and what they intended. They left the
other bullshit to the
folks in the tarpit. We call get to choose.

I liked the way Connee expressed that we are all just notes in this great
symphony. The person in the tarpit is vibrating in perfect pitch. Pun not
intended but oh well :) I am all vibrations of creation and so I am in perfect
harmony with the tarpit. It is perfect as are the trees and the stars and you
and me and so on. It is light manifesting in this playground of physicality.
Light is light no matter what name we call it.

Love,
SilverLaughter

Hi all,

Yesterday I mentioned Lois letter on Abraham. I realized that there are a lot
of new people on this list and would like to repost it so others might savor
the varieties of flavors she offered here.

Love,
SilverLaughter

Vilik Rapheles wrote:

I just listened to the first hour and a half of Stacey, read by and with
music added by Lois. The songs come in at appropriate points, as in a
musical. There's "This little light of mine," "What a wonderful world", and
many many more.

Lois, your voice is perfect. Soft, sweet, expressive, with a hint of a
drawl. The best voice in the world to read a children's story.

The combination of words and music is so far beyond the simple story, and
so far beyond anything I could have dreamed. Sometimes words really are not
adequate. But I'll try.

It is MAGNIFICENT! Absolutely Awe-inspiring.

Hi ~^^V^^~ and Lo(ve)is,

So how do I get my copy? I loved the story on list and I love the creative
side of it too. I would love to hear this tape. I will pay :) :) :) Who gets
my money?

Love,
SilverLaughter

HI Connee!

EXACTLY! Our thoughts, feelings and actions of today are a direct paving of our
tomorrow's! EXCELLENT!

Thank you for sharing. Your wisdom is greatly appreciated by ALL!

Life is but a dream or a big huge script. What are you doing today? Is it in
alignment with your tomorrow and what you want?

We ALL have the best source to ATI, our Inner Beings. Our Inner Beings tell us each
and every moment where we are on a scale of 1-10 on what we want! JEEZ, what more
could we ask for? We already have the best possible connection!

I AM THAT I AM, As we ALL ARE!
Trixi

Connee Chandler wrote:

From: Connee Chandler <connee@...>

Hi, Lois,

You posted about wondering whether you should speak out or muck up list
vibrations and you asked:

Robert Payne wrote:

From: "Robert Payne" <loispayne@...>

so what is the opinion of having diferent lists to post different tones?

should we use other lists to keep the abespace here nice and tidy?

I don't choose my thoughts and posts to keep the space tidy, or to not muck up
vibrations.

I choose my thoughts and the things I write in order to set my tone in telling
the Universe who I am. *Everything* I think, say, feel, and, particularly,
write today creates my reality for tomorrow.

I want my tomorrows to be filled with joy, laughter, ease, grace, passion,
connection and prosperity. So I use all the lists I frequent to leverage those
feelings in my life. If I write something that doesn't feel like that, I
usually choose to delete it unsent, and either go take a nap, distract myself or
try again until I find a thought that feels better.

That is just my way, but it appears to be creating a life of greater bliss than
I have ever experienced before, so please don't ask me to stop! <grin>

I have come to know that what makes me blissful does not serve for others. So
you, of course, must do what you choose that makes you feel good. Or not. I'll
love you no matter what you do.

Love and hugs,

Connee

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Hi, Lois,

You posted about wondering whether you should speak out or muck up list
vibrations and you asked:

Robert Payne wrote:

From: "Robert Payne" <loispayne@...>

so what is the opinion of having diferent lists to post different tones?

should we use other lists to keep the abespace here nice and tidy?

I don't choose my thoughts and posts to keep the space tidy, or to not muck up
vibrations.

I choose my thoughts and the things I write in order to set my tone in telling
the Universe who I am. *Everything* I think, say, feel, and, particularly,
write today creates my reality for tomorrow.

I want my tomorrows to be filled with joy, laughter, ease, grace, passion,
connection and prosperity. So I use all the lists I frequent to leverage those
feelings in my life. If I write something that doesn't feel like that, I
usually choose to delete it unsent, and either go take a nap, distract myself or
try again until I find a thought that feels better.

That is just my way, but it appears to be creating a life of greater bliss than
I have ever experienced before, so please don't ask me to stop! <grin>

I have come to know that what makes me blissful does not serve for others. So
you, of course, must do what you choose that makes you feel good. Or not. I'll
love you no matter what you do.

Love and hugs,

Connee

Message : ****The Next Moment -Unequivocally- comes from this
Moment.*

and so on and so on and so on and so and so on and so on and so and so
and so and
so...................................ad infinitum.

==============================================================
All the different Theorems of 'where' the next moments come 'from' that
are believed.

--From a "karma" of a past life.

--From a deity off somewhere else.

--From pure Randomness.

or
--From the previous moment.

****The Next Moment -Unequivocally- comes from this Moment.*
and so on and so on and so on..........ad infinitum.

If anyone on this list has had contact with ET's, particularly
Andromedans, I'd like to talk with you privately. Not abductions, but
contact. Thanks.
Love,
Carla

I have always believed that there were ETs. Yet, as I listened to this week's
Abe tape this morning, they were saying that there were not such, if I
understood correctly. But, I'm not sure I understood at all correctly. I
have seen "flying saucers" and while I've not had one, I do believe in "close
encounters".

Any thoughts about reconciling Abe and the ET matter?

Star

Dearones,

I posted here three days ago in response to Carla's wonderful post relating
her experience with a hummingbird, sharing my own experience with a pair of
wild ravens. I'd like to add just a few thoughts to what I wrote then.

You know, that incident was doubly incredible considering how extremely
wary of humans that ravens are, and with reason. Oh, they are really slick!
I have so much respect for them. They are very special to me!

But this one seemed to know I would help. It willingly put itself in far
closer proximity to me than wild ravens normally do to humans. It
deliberately placed the life of its precious mate in my hands. Was that a
gamble on the part of the raven? I don't know, but it was a great gift to
me. My heart lifted with them as they made haste together, "gettin' outa
town."

Oh, btw, I "talk" to ravens -- learned it back in those years I spent so
much time in wilderness settings -- answer their calls. They often come in
close to investigate, looking for the "strange" new raven in the
neighborhood. They seem a little indignant sometimes to learn I have no
wings.

My wings are in my heart.

With Love,

Green


PS -- For the convenience of any who may have missed my story about "the
happy couple," I'm pasting it below:

+++++

I'd like to share an experience I had, Oh! This is twenty years ago now, but
just as clear in my mind and heart as if it were yesterday.

I love to spend time in wild nature, and there is little I Iove better than
leisurely exploration of wild mountain settings. On this particular day I
was way out in the mountains East of Eureka, California, outside the small
town of Orleans, on Red Cap Creek.

The narrow mountain roadway I was using was blocked by an ongoing logging
operation in which a yarder was set up in the road. A yarder is a kind of
mobile crane which retrieves logs by cable from the clearcut below and decks
them for loading onto trucks for transport to market. And though by law a
logging operation is supposed to unblock the roadway for passing public
traffic, it's a hassle for them and I saw no need to pass. I had parked
well beck from the operation and was moving on foot down the brushy edge of
an old clearcut when a raven approached me flying low, vocalizing, and
circling near me, "talking" and encouraging me to follow. It lead me along
the forest edge to a particular nearby location and then moved in very
close, with gutteral excited exclamation.

To my surprise, near the base of a clump of bushes at the forest edge,
utterly silent and unmoving on the ground, nestled another raven, eyeing me
steadily. To the cacophonous accompaniment of my newly-acquired escort, I
edged to within a few feet of the bird on the ground, and saw that it was
held by the tip of one toe in the steel jaws of a rusty leghold trap.

Moving slowly, love in my heart, the bird unresisting, I held its folded
wings to its body with both hands while I depressed the trap's spring with
my foot, releasing cruel steel jaws.

Standing with black beauty in my hands, looking into deep avian eyes,
appreciating irridescent purple sheen of delicately arranged plumage, with
the bird's excited mate circling fifteen feet above my head, I gently lofted
my charge into the air. It took easily to its wings, there was a brief
aerial embrace above my head, and in sudden and total silence the happy
couple made haste to absent themselves.

With deep satisfaction I penned a short note on a page of the pocket
notebook I always carry, ripped the page from its spiral binding, extracted
two one-dollar bills from my wallet, and stooped to leave them, folded
together with the note, in the trap's jaws.

The note read: "An otherwise uninjured raven was caught here by the toe.
Meaning no disrespect to you, and the raven being worth far more to me alive
and free than dead to you, I released it to the grateful company of its
mate."

With Love for ALL,


Green

Ha! I forwarded these to my retired minister friend.
Love,
Carla

C allison wrote:

From: C allison <callison@...>

Did you hear about the Buddhist monk
who refused his dentist's Novocain
during root canal work?
The Buddhist monk wanted to
transcend dental medication.

One Sunday morning, the pastor noticed little Johnny was staring up
at the large plaque that hung in the foyer of the church. The seven-
year-old had been staring at the plaque for some time, so the pastor
walked up, stood beside the boy, and said quietly, "Good morning son."

"Good morning pastor" replied the young man, focused on the plaque.

"Sir, what is this?" Johnny asked.

"Well son, these are all the people who have died in the service,"
replied the pastor.

Soberly, they stood together, staring at the large plaque.

Little Johnny's voice barely broke the silence when he asked quietly,

"Which one sir, the 8:30 or the 10:30 service?"
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Susans Turn

1.This has been both interesting and intriguing to watch, especially since
my name is Susan.

2. But what has happened really?

A. Someone by the name of Susan.....whom from the moment she was
introduced to
Abe has taken the principles seriously and has applied them to her life.

B. And what has this brought her? Peace, joy, happiness, abundance, bliss.
DAILY.

C. I have stood outside this list and watched what happened. It has been
incredible !
And all of it has been ABE.

D. Abe teaches...MOVE HIGHER. GET YOUR VIBRATION HIGHER !!!!!

E. Many who have followed Abe principles SUCCESSFULLY, have taken them and
moved
on from this list, and their wisdom is missed.

F. The folks that have had challenges with some of the posts here, let me
tell you what you have
been a part of, but NOT privy to.

G. I have received PEM after PEM of changed hearts. Of changed hearts, of
changed hearts,
of changed hearts.! All of you, have contributed. In fact it was the posts
of others that kept the vibrations moving upwards. I saw the LOVE going on.
The folks that had challenges with some of the words here and the ones
that did not, YOU ALL, moved hearts.....in one direction or another.
Decisions were made......choices were made......INTENTIONS WERE SET IN
STONE.

H. Do you think for one second that I will sacrifice that, simply because
some have not yet
left their own comfort zone ? NO , I will NOT.

I. We all have a choice. We can remain in the tar pit...with all of the
others, or we can change ourselves, FOR ourselves....and others will see,
and they will naturally want to know more.
I left the tar pit long ago....and a good deal of it had to do with this
list and the ones who had
the courage to state who they are and what they intended. They left the
other bullshit to the
folks in the tarpit. We call get to choose.

J. Any more heads up butts after this one....Oh, I just bet there is !


Love Susan

Hi, Friends,

I was talking to a friend yesterday, she is an extraordinary
student and teacher of the Abe materials, a blessing in the lives
of many people who know her. She was telling me of an adventure
of going into a Baptist church to ask if they would be willing to
offer assistance in relocating to the daughter of a new friend
she made last week, a man who was sitting next to her on an
airplane. This church is right up the street from her house, and
in the neighborhood the young woman wants to move to.

Well, her perception was that they were not helpful. That the
vibration of the place was fear. The people who worked there
appeared nervous, and the vibration, even of the bulletin boards,
was that there were a lot of rules that had to be followed, and a
lot of likelihood that people were doing it wrong.

In the last hour, the 4 AM quiet hour, when I tend to receive a
lot of information, I began to get a new understanding and to set
a new intention for my vision of the world I want to live in.

Steve Rother, who channels the Group, told me recently that in
their view, consciousness is not like a ladder where everyone
must climb to the highest rung. He said that the ladder exists,
many different frequencies, but a purpose is met for each of the
frequencies to be here. That it is within each frequency that
the movement of a life occurs, and each person comes with an
intent to move just a certain way.

Steve also said that another analogy could be a keyboard, where
the two notes become a chord.

So that for one individual, moving from a C to a C# could be the
accomplishment of a lifetime to be celebrated. For another to
move from C to G would be more in harmony with their life
intention. For another, to play a drone note, ever the same with
no movement, is perfect counterpoint. Perhaps each of us have a
range of notes we can vibrate, like the vocal ranges of singers,
one a bass and one a soprano, perhaps with little overlap in the
range, but many notes within the range of each that are in
harmony with another.

I listened to a wonderful musician tune his guitar on Sunday,
always reaching for a purer tone within the range of each
string. Perhaps that is what we are doing - purifying the tones
we have in our range!

Studying the Heartmath materials this weekend, I realized it is
about bringing our minds into greater harmony with our hearts.
When we bring our hearts' caring into action, our brains
automatically go into sync, entrainment, which brings coherence
into our bodily system.

Perhaps as each of us consciously brings our heart into our
relationships with others, caring, it purifies our notes even
further, and allows our community body, the greater human system,
to go into sync! What if instead of perceiving that lower note
at the other church as fear, she could just bring her heart in on
the action, and appreciate those people for the gift of community
they bring to each other. At that place, perhaps the note they
are playing would seem less like fear and more like a bass note,
lower and slower, that could be played in divine harmony with her
soprano note. No judgment, neither better nor worse, but
different, harmonic, enhancing. Capable of being played in a
chord of pure love...

What if we can begin to view all frequencies as perfect as the
notes on a keyboard, all necessary to play the symphony of life
in harmony? What if I can set my intention to clearly listen for
the purity of each note, knowing that the Inner Beings of each
person on this planet is guiding them to tune up their human
instrument to play in this greater band of joy?

What if we here on the list can do this, too? True allowing goes
beyond tolerance and forgiveness that still include judgment, to
nonjudgment. But then, it goes beyond nonjudgment to
appreciation and unconditional love.

Isn't this a perfect place to be tuning our own range, finding
the purest notes we can play? And an ideal crucible for learning
new harmonies, listening for the purity of intent behind the
notes of others being played? Listening for the Inner Being of
each one?

Someone asked before how to go about vibrate with the core energy
of someone, which is my definition of compassion. I have been
doing it by "seeing" them with my third eye. But for the
auditory, perhaps there is a better metaphor. To be in
compassion is to be listening with the third ear to the pure
frequency that they are tuning to, and vibrating there for them
to hear it more clearly. It would only be possible to do that if
their frequency were in your range...

And kinesthetically, to be feeling the pure tones of the high
level emotions - joy, love, grace, peace - and vibrating there so
that people can pick them up from you. And so you can tune into
harmony with the resonant frequencies, the over and undertones of
the emotions that make a rich feeling artwork.

If a visual work of art is a painting, drawing, sculpture, and an
auditory work of art is a symphony, a folk song, a hymn, what is
the language for kinesthetic works of art - a folk dance dance, a
ballet, even a quilting bee? And multisensory works of art being
videos, virtual reality?

To create our lives as incredibly beautiful, multisensory works
of art! Creating a visual movie, with an auditory sound track,
and a virtual reality component, all in divine harmony of pure
tones of color, sound and feeling! And then bringing it all
alive, actually living out the results of the vision in a new
world, deliberately created.

The vision I had doesn't seem at first like it related at all to
this new picture I have of my intention.

What I saw was a wide field of stars, and from the field, an
image emerged and then came into focus of an exquisite, huge,
almost whole field size, head of a gloriously beautiful woman.
As I watched, she smiled at me. What I feel in this moment,
viewing the image again in my mind, is a tremendous feeling of
approval from the Goddess/Universal Mother for a job well done,
in synthesizing all this information this morning, and offering
it in this way. And, especially, for setting a new intention to
bring love more consciously into my interactions with others.
And most importantly, perhaps, for choosing to bring love more
effectively into my vision of the world I am creating with every
thought and feeling.

I am blessed to have you to share it with. Thank you for
listening.

Laughter and joy!

Connee

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Dear List,

First, I gave the wrong email address for Green. If you want a copy of
Stacey, write to him at <green1@...> (That is a #1 after his name...for
awhile I tried to write to him using the letter L...)

He says:
The attachment is is in Word 97 format. If that won't work for you, let me
know what format would, I may be able to oblige. I'm also prepared to send
STACEY as text by e-mail, one chapter per message.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I just listened to the first hour and a half of Stacey, read by and with
music added by Lois. The songs come in at appropriate points, as in a
musical. There's "This little light of mine," "What a wonderful world", and
many many more.

Lois, your voice is perfect. Soft, sweet, expressive, with a hint of a
drawl. The best voice in the world to read a children's story.

The combination of words and music is so far beyond the simple story, and
so far beyond anything I could have dreamed. Sometimes words really are not
adequate. But I'll try.

It is MAGNIFICENT! Absolutely Awe-inspiring.

Margaret's memorial dinner was Sunday (she passed into pure NP on July 1).
I had one of the centerpieces from the dinner on my kitchen table. I put
the tapes with it all afternoon. Then this evening I listened to it with
her mother.

My heart got so big. My reality got so big. By brain was stretching to keep
up.

I will never be the same. The love and artistry poured into this work and
now pouring from my loudspeaker is transformative. I have such a sense of
love, and the power of love, and the power of creativity.

Margaret's mother says, "I am so touched. It is a blessing."

I kept thinking of children listening to this, teens, who are dying or who
have a relative or friend who is or who has. Or parents who have lost a
friend. And I know this is so BIG, that I am just not completely grokking
it yet.

A few people have written and said something like, "Good creation". And I'm
thinking...I didn't see this, visualize this, intend this. So...what's
happening? It seems to have a life of it's own.

This, I think, is what's happening.

I had a very very strong desire to express my heart, my beliefs, my
understanding of ATI, of nonphysical, to Margaret, but no channel to do
it. It was a burning desire. One weekend I was so unhappy, I kept posting
to the COL list, trying this and that, and sweet sweet souls responded to
me. (Thank you!) Then I heard a concert in which the performer said he
dealt with the death of a friend by writing a song. And I remembered that
some angels had been knocking on the door of my thoughts, but I had shooed
them away. So I sat down and let them loose, on paper.

I had no vision of HOW it would happen, I only knew and felt and desired to
express my knowing in words that someone else could hear. That a child
could hear. And it seems that what has happened is that something has been
created that will speak to not just one other person but to many other
people.

It makes me think that there is a special connection, perhaps, a special
"juice", when the desire is so strongly to bring NP knowing into physical
reality, in a way to uplift.

The whole book/musical on tape takes about 3 hours...I have only listened
to the first half so far. Margaret's mother and I were talking of having
some people over for a potluck: a few people from alternative schools,
someone from hospice, a friend whose husband died, a minister, etc. Two
potlucks, actually, because it would take two evenings I think.

The mostest bestest audience will be children. The music will just delight
them. It's all music children and teens would (and will) love. That is who
I see listening to it most.

Lois, if I was at the leading edge with the story, you have taken a leap
beyond the edge with your creation. You have gone past the edge, defied
gravity and flown.

No words can thank you. Only my heart can.

~^^V^^~

From: Vilik Rapheles <vilik@...>

snip<<

>Then Green, a most thorough editor, edited STACEY and made her into an
attachment. (If you would like a copy PEM him at <Green@...>
=====

<3 <3 Yes dearones! But you better PEM me at my correct address if you
want to reach me! ;-) green1@...

The attachment is is in Word 97 format. If that won't work for you, let me
know what format would, I may be able to oblige. I'm also prepared to send
STACEY as text by e-mail, one chapter per message.

With Love,

Green