It might be more effective to ask for a relationship with someone who has
all the qualities you desire (and found in this person who left), rather
than to 'summon' a specific person back to you. There seems to me to be a
quality of manipulation in the latter, however unintentional that might be,
that you might want to consider before the creating. Of course, it may not
feel like that to you and therefore, it's not but just wanted to offer this
in the event that it might be helpful.
In the end, we can't get it wrong though I feel sometimes that we can,
perhaps, get it purer and therefore - faster. Ultimately, get it, you will!
Well, my plan was actually just to summon him back into my life as in running into each other where we have an opportunity to say hello and chat. Then it's up to the U. I didn't plan on summoning him back as in 'be my lover'. I only want it to happen if he wants it to happen. Otherwise, it's empty. I simply WANT for us to cross paths again in a setting where we can say hello, talk and relax socially, and see what happens from there. I guess I just want another chance without having it be a forced issue. The way I see it, the U can easily have us cross paths and be able to talk again, but I believe that he will be happy to see me and radiating that... and radiating that I am very happy to see him, and that will produce what I want. But that is not manipulating. Now if I believed it wouldn't matter if he saw me, then that would set it so when we saw each other, nothing happened beyond cordial conversation... perhaps about the weather. LOL
And actually, neither he nor I 'left'. It is simply that our opportunity to see each other ended, and we never dated, but I would like to see what would happen if we had another opportunity to see each other in a different setting.
blessings,
Adrienne
