I had a total epiphany this morning. I realized that I perfectly
created the failure of a relationship. Not exactly what I wanted.
It was definitely a creation by default because at the 'end' I was
focused on fear, worry, and primary thoughts that it was too good to
be true and good stuff never happens to me. These beliefs became
active after I paid too much attention to other peoples beliefs about
this relationship. Until then, all was great and going smoothly.
But I let others influence my creation with their negativity. But,
it was a good creation because I created exactly what I was focused
on, and that is sooo exciting.
Now, I will ammend this creation and summon this person back into my
life. Afterall, I brought him in the first time. A return should be
EASY. And this time I will focus on positive feelings. I will focus
on a happy, loving relationship that is NOT EVER influenced by
others. I send out welcoming, inviting energy to the U to bring this
person back into my life. Afterall, it is my reality. So of course
he can return if that is what I want. Duh? I didn't understand that
until just now. I didn't fully comprehend that he is a projection of
my beliefs and energies (positive and negative) and he responds
PERFECTLY to what I send out.
When I break it down into it's basic form, it's so simple. My
reality is what I WANT. People respond to me in the way I believe
they will. My energy creates my reality.
I'm so excited! I thought everything had gone terribly awry. But
they had gone perfectly based on my focus. Had my focus not shifted
to the negative, it would have been perfect but in the way I wanted
rather than a perfect default creation. Back to the drawing board.
Adrienne
