Anna Marie, you cant get it wrong!
regardless, no judgements.......We are safe here on this list and in all
ways. The truth is we are all much more than we post on any list! I
appreciate your candor and courage always for standing up for what YOU
believe, especially in the company of all the chocolate and donut lovers.
BTW, I actually thought of you today while eating a big bowl of steamed
brussels sprouts for lunch...I said, hello Anna Marie, there in my brussels
sprouts!
K
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I had a `bad' week last week. A little PMS and too little plant food!
I am both remorseful and glad I responded to the post to Rick about
Economic Collapse; not because I'm proud of myself, as I have been in
other posts, but because I exposed a lot of fear-based thinking that
I've unconsciously accepted as truth. It `kills' me to see quoted
bits from that post showing up in a lot of places, because its hard
to believe that I wrote and continue to think like that. But
important to see.
I am making important shifts in terms of self awareness and
understanding. I have had difficulty seeing how deeply ingrained are
many fear-based concepts and it is holding onto to these fear based
concepts that is keeping me from writing with true power or wisdom,
particularly in the area of health. I really appreciate those
members of this list that responded to my post helping me see what
lack of joy I put out or take in, by fearful thinking and projection.
The reason for our existence is linked to our becoming aware and
letting go of fear-based programming and I think that the
communication I've had with this group has been instrumentally
important in helping me become aware of my thinking processes and
limitations.
I haven't spent too much time wallowing in the fact that I exposed
faulty and negative thinking (which reflects a huge shift all on its
own). I am so intent on personal evolution that revealing limited
and negative thinking on my part kind of thrills me once being
ashamed of being `faulty, wrong and inadequate' runs its course.
It's like finding that missing piece of a jigsaw puzzle. Revealing
myself to myself can only benefit myself and everyone associated with
me.
It's what we don't see about ourselves that limits our evolution.
Expression of self is important and not always pretty. I would
rather reveal myself and my thinking than write to make myself look
good (although being seen AND looking good is a vision I hold for
myself and a choice I am making). I won't always embarrass myself in
order to evolve, the angels assure me.
I do have the intention to experience enlightenment in this lifetime
(knowing I am enlightened at any moment I believe myself to be). So
I am less concerned with creating a good image than expressing myself
so all parts of me can be brought to the light under the possible
discomfort of self and public examination.
Anna Marie (with more good intent than what might appear)
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