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I believe it is called purging, LOL...You know when you stir the
waters...any sediment on the bottom is going to get all stirred...up... It
is a good opportunity, when your vibe is high...to once and for all...delete
the "sediment" if you know what I mean. Deep down you have a thought still
that your well-padded. You gotta one by one...when the guy said that about
his wife...go "delete", and the guy with the beer fall...go delete...it's
old stuff on its way out!!! and also if it gets a "RISE" out of you...be
sure its one of those buried beliefs... If the "OTHERS" are the bad
guys...your projecting...
And then again, when you WAKE UP finally and SEE what is going on around
you, and how most people, (us included) are on automatic pilot most of the
day)...its a little scary. Like the guy with the pregnant wife...he may
just be reacting to his buddies, or what he was taught to see as
beautiful...on AUTO...And the beer fall guy..same thing..It's really rare to
meet people who think a bit before opening their mouths. IT's all
automatic, really and it's freaky sometimes to see this.
I went to a party last night, and I watched what was going on from time to
time, between dancing around and enjoying the music and house (was
beautiful) but I watched the guys. I was with two girlfriends...I was the
big curvy one about a head taller and two times bigger, the other was a
blond, thin sexy, straight forward reporter, and the other a brunette,
mignion, tiny tiny bitsy little doll, fashion magazine editor. The
blond...everyone talked to...she danced and had FUN...and made contacts..and
all liked to be seen talking to her. (but that is how she is, that is what
she likes...gemini=contacts). The bitsy brunette..EVERY single "single-"
guy (the one's that move the room) made a hit on her...she was sweet and
small and a bit naive. Finally with the help of the blond...she made contact
with a very sweet, guy, at the last moment of the party (they are going for
coffee today).
I usually don't do well at parties that are like BARS with loud music...I'm
more the dinner party type..so at functions where the music is loud and I
can't talk..I'm left to see what my body attracts. When the party heated up
a bit (and the strutting stopped)and the Greek dances started going...and
the tsiftetelia, and the zebecika...I assure you I had every guy...rubbing
against me...and dancing and clapping and enjoying..And all the girls big
and small were feeling good..It is very primal...these dances..and they are
very ecstasy making..the entire room just was beaming...and everyone smiling
and sweating and connecting....So, I believe all these ideas of body types
are superficial. It is an error in thinking. When the pirmal self is
released...everything is beautiful.
I am well padded as well 5'7" 150 pounds..I've also gotten comments about
well-paddedness from some...and from others... have them drooling on me...it
is relative...I have had thin men and short men and tall men..whatever ..it
is a matter of partially chemistry, and mental thought forms and the degree
of connection with the other...It is not as simple as you are making it...IT
isn't just a matter of thin or fat...This is much too simplistic. So, its
like you are looking for excuses. The brunette made a connection because
she was young and didn't have much to hold her back.She was thin as a rail,
but had bad skin and was self-conscious about that..Your stuck on the idea
of padding...where my thin friend was stuck on some zits on her
face...Everyone has got an excuse...

Lots of love,
Tima