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Poland 1944

Stefan Wisniowski
 

Interesting article from Russia on the establishment of communist power in
Poland and the setting of the post-war borders.



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Stefan Wisniowski (moderator)
Sydney, Australia


Re: Getting over it

 

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I feel that we children of deportees are much more citizens of the world than the average person.? How many people have come to this group angry at what was done and stated this?? When the children find out the truth, this is understandable.? Also functioning in life and pushing the past to the back of one's mind--I just do not agree that there are no issues at all.? Everyone has or had issues whether admitted or not.? The fact of Poland's geography has nothing to do with it.?
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Eve Jesionka Jankowicz
USA?
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"One who does not respect and appreciate his past is not worthy
of the present and does not have a right to a future."

Jozef Pilsudski,
20 February 1920
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Re: Comments on Bill Maher yesterday: US "helping" Eastern Europe

 

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Group:
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I watched Bill Maher again, and Sullivan did state that the United States gave Eastern Europe its freedom.? In fact, he used Eastern Europe as his primary example.? I feel we in this group know a lot more than most of the world's citizens.? Although my father did not speak about his deportation much, I was raised with full knowledge of Ugly Americanism, of the importance of the United Nations, and allies.??
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Eve Jankowicz
USA??


How did it feel to be deported to Siberia...? And later to think you found your father in the streets of Guzari...?

 

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Dear Members of the Kresy-Siberia Group.
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Is anyone among this group a book reviewer? Out there ? In the big, wide world?
The reward for volunteering to do the?review? of Essence for the Kresy-Siberia Group is?a copy of?the book,?recently published?in Wellington, New Zealand.
Essence?is a true story of a young child who, like so many of the members of your own families, was forcibly deported?to Siberia and later lived in a Polish orphanage in the South of the Soviet Union, spent 3 years in Isfahan, Iran (Persia) and was taken with 733 Polish children to New Zealand. The story does not end there?however. The child becomes an adult?who tries to?reflect back upon past expeiences and?find answers to?questions about life and its purpose: -what is? the Essence of life? The author?tries to draw the reader inside the story, to experience, to feel.
As Dame Fiona Kidman said?when launching the book? - "Essence is a very special book to launch, a book?that I know is going to resonate? through the hearts of everyone who reads it. . . . .. . Krystine's story in New Zealand is as riveting as the one that has gone before."?
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Following are a few excerpts to introduce?to the book: _
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"Darkness.
‘Is this what hell is like?’ I ask myself. ‘Is hell just as hot, smelly and crowded? Is it just as dark? As full of crying?’?
Time passes. Suddenly, I feel the train shudder. Is it night? Or daytime? The train begins to move. As it moves, come the sounds of sobbing. The train picks up speed. It goes faster and faster.
‘Where are they taking us?’ Someone asks in the darkness.
Lips move. Words are passed from one mouth to another.
‘The railway tracks point east,’ someone says.
‘East? There is only one place to the east. The Soviet Union,’ someone else replies.
And again, comes the silence.
I listen to the silence.
Will there be end to silence?
There is.
A long, painfully long, moan follows.
As if from somewhere deep, I think. Dragged out. From under the ground. And the sound goes on.
Can someone stop the sound?
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Much later, I came to understand the sound as that of human despair. At this moment, I don’t know what the sound means however. But my blood freezes. It makes me shake and tremble. The sound becomes one word. People’s lips make the word. The word comes closer. What is it? And the word becomes louder. And the word bounces up. And the word bounces down. Off the roof? Off the ground? It slides with people’s sweat and down people’s wet faces. It explodes as does glass when broken into tiny, sharp fragments. Do fragments of the sound lodge in people’s minds? Is it just in my mind? Or does it really happen?
But what is the word? I am trying to hear. What is the word that creates so much fear? I try to make out the word. The word. Yes. The word is. "Si...be...ria."
Do others pick up the word? Or is it just the me? Do others raise it up? Or do they make it go down? If not, why does the word bounce, like a ball? Up. Down. Up. Down. "Siberia". "Siberia". "Siberia." Is it only one word? Or are there many of them? Is it only an echo? If so, where does the echo come from? And why does the word drag out so, when leaving people’s mouths? And why does it take so long to make this, only one sound?
A paralyzing terror of the word squeezes me and pours over me. This word. This sound. Siberia. What is it? Mihalinka said it’s where hungry children live. It is also the place where naughty children go. So, can adults like Mama, be sent to Siberia?
But is that where we are going? Are we going to Siberia? The fear stabs inside me. I touch it. I smell the fear. It’s like a spider web. It clings. It encircles me. I cannot move my arms or legs. It holds me tight. I cannot breathe. It’s suffocating me.
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Not days. Or nights. I can’t tell them apart. Hours, upon hours, upon hours follow. Long hours of stench, of terror. And of horrible darkness. And it’s not just my fear. It’s also others’ fear.
Are these hours or minutes? Or are they seconds only?
And then the world explodes. The sound of sirens. Crying. Rising. Falling. The sound cuts through my eardrums. It slides into my brain. My hands cover my ears. To shut out the sound. Sirens are meant as warning. I know. Warning to take cover. But we have no place to run to. We have been locked up! I shiver. Sirens wail.
And now come other sounds. Sounds of plane engines. And still more different sounds. Like thunder!
‘Bombs,’ I hear Mama shouting. ‘These are bombs exploding!’
We wait. And again more sounds.
‘Machine guns,’ Mama calls. ‘These are bullets falling!’
‘Like raining on the roof,’ I hear someone shouting.
And now the train stops. And people go quiet. There is a sort of laughter. But not a normal laughter. More like sobbing than laughing.
‘God saved us!’ I hear someone cry out. ‘These are German planes! These are the Germans coming!’
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Outside the noise still rages. Inside, it has grown quiet. Is this what people think? That Russians will let us out?
‘They will need these trains to take Russian civilians back to the Soviet Union,’ I hear someone saying. ‘To save their own people from the German armies.’
‘Russians will not want us now,’ another voice cries out. ‘Russians will let us out.’
Emotions swing from despair to overwhelming delight. Some, in readiness to get out, begin to check their luggage.
‘The train has not crossed the border,’ another person says. ‘We are on Polish soil. We will find our way home.’
The train does not move. Bombs continue to fall. But no one opens the door.
Instead, there is the sound of footsteps. Footsteps run under the train.
‘The soldiers are hiding from the bullets,’ Mama says but her voice is trembling.
People bang on the door.
‘Open the door!’ They cry. ‘Open the door! Let us out!’
But no one seems to hear. No one opens the door. I peer at the door through darkness. The door remains closed.
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And the world keeps on exploding. And again panic rises. Some weep. Some pray. Some moan. It’s dark. It’s hot. I can’t see even with my eyes open. Now, it’s Mama’s voice shouting, it’s Mama’s voice rising. I hear her above the din. Now I know she is afraid because her voice is so loud.
‘Pray Krysia!’ Mama shouts. ‘Pray that bombs don’t hit the train! Pray, Krysia! That Russians open the door!’
Pray? In this noise? Now? I can’t even remember the words! Pray? Mama tells me to pray? I try to remember the words.
‘Please God. Please let me remember!’ I beg. ‘Hail Mary!’ Yes! ‘Hail Mary! Hail Mary!’ Words come from far away. ‘Hail Mary!’ Two words tumble out of my past. ‘Hail Mary!’ Are they the words of prayer? Hail Mary? Yes. Yes. They are. ‘Hail Mary...’ But what comes after that? Can Mama tell me? Hail Mary! Hail Mary! Hail Mary. Hail Mary. Hailmaryhailmaryhailmary. Please, God. You must help me. Hail maryhailmaryhailmary...’
‘Pray, Krysia!’ Mama shouts.
‘Please God. Please. Hail Mary!’ I have to keep on repeating the words. We are safe as long as I keep on going, as long as I keep on saying the words. ‘Hail maryhailmaryhailmary...’ The words are pouring out. ‘Hailmaryhailmary!’ I can’t stop. If I stop, they will kill us! If I stop, bombs will hit the train! ‘Hail Mary!’ I have to keep on going. We are safe. As long as I keep repeating the words.
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Curled into a tight ball, with my knees bruising my chin, I lie on the floor trembling and shivering. One minute, cold sweat drenches my clothes. The next, my skin is like an oven. I am hot. I am cold. And again, I am hot.
‘Pray, Krysia!’ Mama keeps on calling.
‘Hail Mary! Hail Mary!’ Words are gushing out. ‘Hail Mary! Hail Mary!’
How long have I been praying? ‘Hail Mary!’ How long? Many days? Or hours? How long?
Now. Suddenly. There is silence. . . . . . . "
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" Words passed from lips to lips. News travelled like fire. It spread from labour camps to prisons, from steppes to forests, from salt mines to coal mines.
‘We are free. The political agreement was signed!’ the message said.
‘Go south!’ said the message.
Even the children in the Soviet orphanages heard the message.
‘You are free! Go south!’
Those who were quite alone. And those who had others with them. They heard. And left. The older took their younger brothers and sisters by the hand. Whether on their own or with others, they left.
From Archangelsk, Vorkuta, from the Ural Mountains. To the south they went. From Irkutsk, Kolyma, Novosibirsk, Krasnoyarsk and Northern Asia. Southwards, they directed their steps.
The agreement opened prison gates. It swung open doors.
‘Go south!’
‘Go south!’
The exodus began.
Having never accepted that exile was their final fate, the people were ready. Those who heard the message, left. Hundreds of thousands left their place of exile. On horse drawn wagons. On foot. By train. On trucks. On rafts. They crossed open steppes. They forged deep rivers. They found their way over mountains, through forests and sands. All were hungry. Most were ill and covered with sores and rags. Many flocked to the railway stations. On the way, they tried to rest. In the streets. The open fields. The station buildings.
But even trains did not guarantee a safe journey. Leaving the train during the stopovers, in search of food, was itself fraught with danger. The train would often leave the station without a prior warning. Family members would be left behind, never again to be found. Frequently, the trains would be stopped, shunted to a side rail and left for days or even weeks before another engine would take them further.
Many did not get inside the wagons, even when the trains arrived. Their feet tied with rags, people walked thousands of kilometres. They stopped in towns and villages. Homeless, they tramped. Hungry, they foraged.
The agreement signed by Stalin and General Sikorski meant that the Poles were free to go and form the Polish Army. Our enemy, the Soviet Union, had turned into an ally. The Polish Army would help the Soviet Union in their war against Germany.
The agreement gave people the freedom to leave, but it did not bring the promise of the guarantee of their survival. Often, it became even more difficult to go on living. No longer did people have a roof over their heads. There was no food, or shelter. There were no medicines.
So South was where the people went. South was where the Polish Army was being formed. South was where the Polish Embassy and Polish Welfare Agencies were being established. South became the promised land where there was to be no illness, no misery, no death from starvation. People hoped.
But the south did not have the means to cope with all the exiles. Weakened by slave labour and starvation, the people in their hundreds and thousands were succumbing to various epidemics. In the north, there was ice, snow and extreme hunger. The south meant malaria, typhoid, dysentery, scarlet fever and many previously unknown diseases.
And even when the people finally did get to the south: Tashkent, Bukhara, Ashabad, Kermene, Guzari, the Soviet authorities were ready and waiting. Unaware of what awaited them, the people were distributed to the nearby Collective farms. But the locals could not accommodate, feed or employ the unexpected arrivals. Land was barren. The food was scarce. They could barely keep themselves alive. Newcomers, starved and ill, were handed a spade and told to live by their own means, build their own clay huts.
Without medications, the people died like flies; standing in the streets, waiting in queues for assistance, or just sitting in gutters. The frequent passing of the tarpaulin-covered wagons which carried bodies for burial was the poignant reminder that freedom did not, necessarily, bring salvation.
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And the Polish Army? Army meant men and women tottering on their feet, sunken eyed, hollow cheeked, emaciated skeleton-like apparitions. Yet, those very men and women were formed into ranks and made to train for battle.
‘You must survive!’ they were ordered by General Anders himself, the uniform hanging loosely on his own, gaunt body.
‘You must survive!’ came the command. ‘You must survive for your own sakes as well as for the sake of Poland.’
And the bent, swaying bodies straightened, eyes filled with hope. Lips formed the words of the military songs.
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And families? Many men did not learn about their families having been deported to the Soviet Union until they were let out of the labour camps and the prisons. Women and children did not know the whereabouts of their sons, husbands and fathers. Were they dead? Or alive? Were they still in Poland? Or had they been deported to some far away place in the Soviet Union?
Yet, there were moments when a ray of sunshine pierced the gloom of this human misery. By pure chance, some came across someone they knew from their town or village. Some, also by chance, came across a member of their own family. Most often it was the children who recognized their lost parents.
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?Guzari. A street like all the other streets. Dull and gray. A young boy, seven or eight years old, walks down the street, his clothes caked with mud, his feet bare. Having buried his mother and having left an orphanage in Siberia he has no place to go to. He is on his own. Alone.
A man passes by. The boy looks up at the man’s face, as he has looked up at so many faces already. He does not expect anything from looking up. Now, it’s just a habit. And he is tired of looking at people’s feet. So many feet go past him.
The man’s face is gaunt and thin from hunger. A face without any hope in it. Like all the other faces the boy has encountered. A face without life. But when the boy looks up, the boy stops and stares.
The man keeps walking, his eyes on the ground. Unlike the boy, he has stopped looking at people’s faces. A long time ago.
Now the boy follows the man. He passes the man and turns around. He looks at the man’s face again. This time he looks at the face more keenly. It’s not a passing-by look any more. The look is alert, careful. The man keeps walking. The boy hesitates and, as the man has just passed him again, the boy hurries. When he reaches the man, the boy grabs the sleeve of the man’s jacket. He tugs at it.
The man stops. He looks at the boy blankly. A shadow of annoyance crosses the man’s face. The man sees the boy’s lips move but does not hear the words.
Child, what do you want from me? the man’s eyes say.
‘I have nothing to give you,’ the man says loudly.
The boy shakes his head. His lips move. Whispered words. But the man is not interested. The man turns. Again, he starts to walk away. But the boy does not let go. His words come out louder.
Puzzled but still exasperated, the man now tries to listen to what the boy is saying. The boy’s lips move again.
‘Tata?’ one word comes out.
‘Is that you, Tata?’ more words follow.
The boy’s lips tremble. . . . . . ."
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"Mama’s priority became to find Tata. There were so many questions that needed answers. Was he ill? Was he dead or alive? Was he in Poland or had he, like us, been deported to the Soviet Union? Did the news of the agreement reach him? And if so, was he travelling towards the south? Was he walking the streets like so many others? In rags? Homeless? Hungry?
Or has he joined the Polish Army?
Mama needed to know. The only way to find out was to go out and look for Tata. The question was, how could she find Tata?
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It’s cold, gray and wet. Streets are covered with slush. Mama leaves early mornings and returns at night. Her face is pale, her eyes are dull with exhaustion. I can feel a bleak hopelessness about her. Not only because she could not find Tata that day but also because of what she saw.
Mama brings back stories. Stories of homeless people. Of men, women and children standing and shuffling in the streets. Of people lying in the gutters and dying with no one able to help them. Mama peering down at faces full of misery and pain. Mama searching and hoping, and at the same time afraid of what, of whom, she may find. Mama also checking lists of patients in the hospitals. And Mama looking up the names of those who visited the recently set up clinics. Mama talking to people in the welfare agencies. Mama stopping strangers in the streets and asking, ‘Have you heard of, have you seen my husband, Stanislaw?’
And always, Mama hearing the same answer, ‘I haven’t.’
And in turn, Mama being asked similar questions by others, ‘Have you heard of Jozef, my husband? Jadzia, my wife? Franek and Kasia, my children?’
Names. So many names being exchanged. And always a glimmer of hope, immediately extinguished by a look of despair.
And Mama writing notes: ‘Mrs. Krystyna Pancewicz from Poland, Sokolka, looking for Stanislaw, her husband, most probably deported to some part of the Soviet Union.’
Mama pinning her notes on the huge notice boards, already covered with other small, now grubby, weather stained, pieces of paper. All waiting for, all desperately demanding an answer to the one and always the same question and message they carried.
And Mama visiting the Polish Army camps. Slush, smelly slush, and tents standing in mud. People dressed in rags. Their feet also in rags, wet and caked with mud. Mama checking lists of the enlisted soldiers. Many names, long, unending lines of names. Mama’s eyes getting very tired. Still, Mama’s eyes start at the top of the lists of names and go down. Mama’s eyes not finding the name she is looking for.
I look at Mama coming home at night and it not being necessary for me to ask about what has happened. Not words, just the sadness around her drooping lips and echoing in her eyes. And Mama’s haggard face tells me the outcome of her journey.
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Mama goes out every day. Searching. And so, yet another day. And yet another note with his name and her name on the notice board. And again, this note becomes like all her other notes and all the other people’s notes, desperately expectant and prayerful.
But one day, a man, worn, ragged and haggard comes up to the board, looks at the note, reads the note and runs after Mama.
‘Pardon me Madam for intrusion, but are you the Madam Judge from Sokolka?’
As soon as Mama entered our room that night, I knew that Mama had a different story to tell us.
‘A man told me that Tata is in the army camp. A few kilometers from Guzari,’ she said, breathless from excitement.
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Mama went to the camp the very next day. But Tata was not there. The man had made a mistake. . . . . . ."
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"‘October 1944. The American troop carrier was transporting a special cargo from Bombay to Wellington. Kiwi soldiers were coming home from the battlefields in the Middle East and Europe. Also on board were 100 adult civilians, predominantly women, and 733 children. Not ordinary children but victims of war, taken from their homes and forcibly deported to Siberia. Many remembered the terrible cold, hunger and darkness inside the cattle wagons. Many suffered nightmares from seeing their parents, brothers and sisters dying of illness and starvation. Many remembered being separated, lost or being placed in Soviet orphanages. But some did not remember anything at all. They were too little or too traumatized when it all happened.?The passage on the American troop carrier was a perilous journey. At any time, the ship could be torpedoed by a Japanese submarine. There were sounds of guns firing and of sirens warning of danger. The journey would have been distressing for the children if it was not for the Kiwi soldiers who gave them their love and attention. They spent time with the children and entertained them. The ship resounded with the children’s songs and laughter...’???????????????????????
As I spoke, I saw in my mind the vast ocean and I felt the intense heat and the constant sense of danger. I remembered Kiwi soldiers sharing with us their allocation of fruit juice and ice-cream, teaching us our first words of English and the Maori war-like dance, called "haka".??????????????????????????????????????????????????????
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Then I looked at the people in front of me. I was addressing the Hamilton Rotary Club pre-Christmas meeting in 1980. Rotarians, Rotarians’ wives and Dame Te Atairangikahu, ?the Maori Queen, were present.?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
?I saw a man at the back of the room raise his arm. He stood up and then walked towards me. As he neared, the man stretched out his arms and embraced me.
?‘I was one of the Kiwi soldiers on the American ship transporting the children,’ he whispered.?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
There was total silence. Through my own tears, I saw tears in the eyes of my audience. . . . . . ."
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And the rest of the book?
Life in Isfahan.
Life in New Zealand.
1966 - Iranian secondary schools?teach history about the Polish children, who lived in Isfahan and two?small children of Polish origin but born in NZ, lay flowers at the tombs of the first Polish kings in the golden chapel of the Poznan cathedral.
Is life only?roses in New Zealand?
How far does one need to go to find?the answer to what is the essence of life? India?
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The book can speak for itself.
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Krystine Tomaszyk
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PS.
The book can?be ordered?($NZ25 plus postage) from:
Dunmore Press,
PO Box 5115, Palmerston North, NZ.
ph: 05 358 7169,
fax: 06 357 9242,
email: books @dunmore.co.nz.
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Re: Dziadek did you have a gun?

 

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In a message dated 11/5/2004 3:33:50 AM Eastern Standard Time, annekaczanowski@... writes:

Dziadek, did you have a gun?

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The old man sat in his rocker with his grandson at his feet

As he told stories from his youth, many left incomplete.

The young boy played with the medals, tokens from the war.

And with childhood innocence kept wanting to hear more.

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“Dziadek were you a soldier? Dziadek did you have a gun?

Dziadek, dziadek? did you ever have to kill anyone?”

Heniu, Thank you for posting your poem. It is just what others said,"Well done" and the foggy glasses are the best prove of it. I am a luckey dad, since my boys did not asked that question, so I am sort of saved by the bell.
Dezio Lachocki, Wayne, NJ , USA.
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Re: Red Cross list of Polish Refugees - Problem Viewing

 

--- In Kresy-Siberia@..., "ghelon" <george@h...> wrote:

Hi All,
Anyone else having problems being able to view the above. I click
on
small pic, get the next one, but when I click to get the largest
view to read, all I get is a White Box with a Red Cross in the
Left-
hand corner.
Stefan? Could you check settings, or is just my Computer?
Regards,
Wieslaw [George] Helon
Toowoomba, Queensland, Australia
I also had this problem and my dad would really like to see the list
can you let me know what I need to do to correct this? Thanks! GD


Re: Getting over it

rich widerynski
 

Dear Lech,
Perhaps our way of "getting over it" is by having a magnificent forum like the KS group to discuss, vent and explore issues that bother us.
Rich Widerynski

-----Original Message-----
From: Lech Lesiak <lech_lesiak@...>
Sent: Nov 6, 2004 12:55 PM
To: Kresy-Siberia@...
Subject: [Kresy-Siberia] Getting over it


--- Zbigniew Bob Styrna <styrna@...> wrote:

After the WWII ended in 1945, the rest of the free
world like France, Spain,
England, Denmark, etc, and even the villains of the
war like west Germany
and Italy, prospered, while Poland was locked up in
hell for generations.
How do the Polish people and their children get over
that ?
End quote

We get over it by accepting that Poland was caught
between two large neighbors who used it to beat up on
each other. An accident of geography.

Some of us seem to have gotten over it and moved on
with our lives more easily than others.

One interesting example of this is my SIL's aunt by
marriage whom I recently met for the first time in
Toronto.

She was deported to Siberia at age 12 and suffered the
usual privations before ending up in the Polish
community in India.

I had a lengthy conversation with her about her
experiences and was amazed that she had no bitterness.

She is a history buff and understands the conditions
in central Europe over the centuries.

She is an interesting contrast to my SIL's mother who
despises Russians and Ukrainians to this day.

I must admit that I'm quite fascinated by the angst of
some members of this discussion group, in particular
that of those who were born outside of Poland.

Czesc,
Leszek
Edmonton Alberta Kanada



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Re: Polscy Chlopcy

Krystyna
 

Thank you Haniu your poem brought me to tears, but this was a good cry....
Tomorrow I will read it to my seniors and I am sure I will be looking at weepy faces.
many blessings on your head
Krystyna Styrna-Ejnesman
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Anne Kaczanowski wrote:
For new members....
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Here is a poem I wrote last year for Rememberence Day.? After all my education from the Kresy site, I finally understood our families plight, and had my father lived... these were words I would have liked to have finally told him. Perhaps for new members just starting,??this will be helpful.? This is also listed in the Kresy-Siberia site under Files and has the Polish Eagle emblem for those who wish to print with the emblem.?
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hania
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Polscy Chlopcy

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Lest We Forget was boldly printed on the card

To honour those who died for their countries while standing guard.

They were men and boys, young and old, weak and strong,

And each one was to be remembered with patriotic song.

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As long as I can remember, Nov. 11th was your special day.

You shined up your war medals and donned your beret.

As veterans paid tribute with wreaths of poppies upon the square,

You proudly saluted the heavens to all the soldiers there.

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With old trembling hands you held your card and thought to years gone by.

And every time the trumpets roared, I saw the tears that filled your eyes.

What were you thinking that brought you such pain?

Were you remembering Polscy Chlopcy that died in vain?

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Or were you thinking of your own sorrow and how this all began

Because of greed and hatred, best expressed by man.

Were your tears for your little village and all that was once yours?

Or were your tears for the broken dreams snatched away by war.

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Germany was creating havoc and Poland knew there might be trouble in sight

But she was assured there would be help, if she needed to fight.

Great America and England promised if needed theyd rise to the plate

But instead sat silent while Polands defeat became your fate.

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Were your tears for the broken promises made man to man?

Or for how meaningless had become the shake of ones hand?

Germans abounded from the west and the army was ready for almighty war

But as they were pushed back, from the east came something more.

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On Sept 17, 1939, the Rusks like hungry vultures awaiting their prey

Swarmed all around you with bayonets and for being Polish, youd pay.

They occupied quickly and took Lwow, Wilno and Luck

What did a young peasant boy know of promises the Nazis had made to the Rusks?

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In the cold of winter, they knocked on Kresyland doors ripping people from their sleep

And yelled you have an hour to pack, dont waste the time to weep!

Old people and children were herded like cattle into the snow

And guns blasted loudly at those who said I wont go!

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Sleds and wagons carried you to the nearest railway stations

Thus beginning for Kresowiacy, heartless and cruel deportations.

Crammed into frozen boxcars with little food and hardly room to lay

They prayed Swiety Boze i Matko Boska, please show us the way!

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After shuffling you into prison, black raven trucks and a windowless train

They said Comrades dont cry, save your tears for future pain!

We will send you Polscy Chlopcy to Archangel and Siberia

If hunger doesnt kill you, therell be scurvy, typhoid and diptheria

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Oh God they were right when they said

that God created heaven

and the devil created Archangel.

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Temperatures so cold, you couldnt bear your skin,

And if you dared spit, it froze in the wind.

Newspapers and rags gently wrapped around your feet

But be damned if youd let your spirit be beat.

?

With backbreaking labour you crushed rocks for their roads

Swinging axes and shovels load after load.

For a grueling days work they fed you 700 grams of bread

Anything less and youda soon been dead.

?

At night, with barely enough clothing to warm your bones

You fell fast asleep only to dream of more stones.

And whoda thought in this land of Godforsaken ice

Millions of bedbugs? and those bastardly lice.

?

On barges and boats they shuffled you around

Then rumours of freedom started to abound.

Dirty ol Stalin had found himself in a fix,

As his good buddy Hitler pulled out a few more tricks.

?

Stalin said Polscy Chlopcy, try to understand,

This wasnt about you, I just wanted your land.

Well toast to freedom, and with a new Polish Army well work side by side.

Forget about all those men who died!

?


So with release cards and empty stomachs he set you free

You headed south where the army was supposed to be.

Sikorski and Anders waited for the Polish Army to regroup

As thousands of you half starved and sick arrived for bread and soup.

?

Were your tears for all the women and children you passed on the road

Each one beyond their years, showing scars of their merciless load?

Did you cry for the corpses they callously threw into the wind?

Or ask if this was punishment for man who had sinned?

?

The Brits gave you uniforms and a white Polish eagle to wear on your shoulder

General Anders restored your faith and put things in order.

Stalin held back your bread and insisted that Polscy Chlopcy be sent to the front.

Anders refused because he knew on Stalin he could no longer count.

?

Anders moved his army to Persia in order for Polscy Chlopcy to survive.

The Caspian Sea carried you to Pahlevi, some barely alive.

With wounded souls and bodies frail

Thousands were left behind and missed the last sail.

?

Were you thinking of this when you choked back the tears?

Knowing how much they continued to suffer for many more years.

You became a proud soldier in Polish 2nd Corps

And fought in Monte Cassino with much determined force.

?

Pulled from rags in Russia, Polscy Chlopcy passed the test

They became a great army and certainly one of the best.

Polish blood soaked the soil from your countrymen that laid dead

Amongst the shattered poppies that were already red.

?


Polscy Chlopcy stood proud and still

As they placed their countrys flag upon the captured hill.

The white eagle soared with victorious delight

For all the exiled soldiers who had won their fight.

?

The world celebrated with victory parades and promised fences to mend

But Polscy Chlopcy? were not invited to attend.

Great America and England let Stalin take your land

So what exactly you had fought for, was hard to understand.

?

To appease the Communists you were again deported and pushed aside

With spirits crushed and broken hearts, valiant soldiers cried.

Instead of paying you tribute they made you search for home in a new place

While they demobilized your army just to save face.

?

Did you weep for your family for whom you would never again see?

Or the loss of their freedoms, while you were in a new land and free?

Were your tears for Polscy Chlopcy as they were being called D.P.s

Or for the suggestions that you change your Polish name and drop the ski?

?

You remained proud to your heritage and kept your name.

This was all you had left and it bore you no shame.

On Remembrance Day, you stood alone as you remembered those who died

Because there were no Polscy Chlopsy to share your memories, at your side.

?

There was no one here that had shared your footsteps from the past.

And many of the young never cared to ask.

They had never been to war, and they didnt understand

What it really meant to lose ones land.

?


Today I stand alone, holding your polished medals at your grave,

And I thank you with all my heart for being so brave.

I thank you for the Polish heritage that you passed on to me

And for raising me in a country, where I am blessed to be free.

?

For Polscy Chlopcy, I will scatter red poppies in the wind, just for you

And I will do my best to my heritage be true.

And when the trumpets roar, I too, will salute the skies

For now I finally understand the tears in your eyes.

?


?

Written in memory of my father

Kazimierz Kaczanowski

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?

Hania Kaczanowska 2003

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Cildren's Questions

 

Hi Group,
Since we are on the subject of questions asked by children, I can remember one conversation with my son (at that time I think he was about 5).
When I was telling him about many friends who were killed in action he asked me if they knew how to fight Germans. I told him that of course, they were good soldiers, who knew how to fight and yet they were killed. "Were you a good soldier, Daddy?" -he asked me. "Yes, I think, I was a good soldier" - I responded. "So, how come you were not killed?" he asked me...
Romuald


Getting over it

Lech Lesiak
 

--- Zbigniew Bob Styrna <styrna@...> wrote:

After the WWII ended in 1945, the rest of the free
world like France, Spain,
England, Denmark, etc, and even the villains of the
war like west Germany
and Italy, prospered, while Poland was locked up in
hell for generations.
How do the Polish people and their children get over
that ?
End quote

We get over it by accepting that Poland was caught
between two large neighbors who used it to beat up on
each other. An accident of geography.

Some of us seem to have gotten over it and moved on
with our lives more easily than others.

One interesting example of this is my SIL's aunt by
marriage whom I recently met for the first time in
Toronto.

She was deported to Siberia at age 12 and suffered the
usual privations before ending up in the Polish
community in India.

I had a lengthy conversation with her about her
experiences and was amazed that she had no bitterness.

She is a history buff and understands the conditions
in central Europe over the centuries.

She is an interesting contrast to my SIL's mother who
despises Russians and Ukrainians to this day.

I must admit that I'm quite fascinated by the angst of
some members of this discussion group, in particular
that of those who were born outside of Poland.

Czesc,
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Re: Comments on Bill Maher yesterday: US "helping" Eastern Europe

 

Hi Eve,
Great job Eve! Could not be said any better.
Romuald

----- Original Message -----
From: Eve5J@...
Date: Saturday, November 6, 2004 11:28 am
Subject: [Kresy-Siberia] Comments on Bill Maher yesterday: US "helping" Eastern Europe

Dear Group:

Below is an email I sent to Andrew Sullivan, a normally right-wing
blogger
who was a guest on the HBO show "Real Time With Bill Maher"
yesterday. Try to
watch this week's Bill Maher if you can.

Pozdrawiam,
Eve Jankowicz
USA
-----
Andrew:

I wanted to let you know that you were incorrect and entirely out
of line
regarding the United States coming to the aid of Eastern Europe.
As you know
Nazi Germany's invasion of Poland began World War II in 1939.
Simultaneously
Poland was invaded by the USSR on her long Eastern borders. Not
one single
country came to Poland's aid to help its citizens fight off this
dual slaughter,
and Poland was almost annihilated. Then began the long war years
of oppression,
deportation to Siberia of millions of its Eastern citizens,
incarceration,
starvation, enslavement, and wholesale murder of Poland by both
the USSR and
Germany. When the entire city of Warsaw rose against the Nazis,
the Russian army
(at that time our allies) watched as the city was destroyed,
starved, and
murdered. Again the world watched and did nothing, giving the
Russian army a
free pass to do what it would, which in this case was nothing.

During the war Poland served and gave valiantly to the war effort
as both an
ally and for its own freedom. This service was without parallel.
Men and
women served bravely on many fronts: in Poland's own Underground
Army, with the
Polish Forces Under British Command in Europe and elsewhere, and
with the
Soviet Army fighting the Nazis from the East. This is just the
tip of the iceberg
regarding what Polish citizens did for the war effort and how they
suffered.

And what was Poland's reward? 1). Its soldiers were prevented
from
participating in the Victory Parade in London because Stalin would
not allow this.
Roosevelt and Churchill capitulated to his demands, and this was
just one of the
many times that this occurred. 2). Its Eastern borderlands were
given to
and made part of the USSR, and, 3). Poland, with the rest of
Eastern Europe,
was promptly HANDED OVER in its entirety to the USSR. Poland just
emerged from
the USSR's yoke in 1989.

This was a total betrayal by the allies, of which this country was
a leading
member.
Eastern Europe, and particularly Poland, were the recipients of
and received
the brunt of the war as far as destruction of society and actual
warfare. All
of Eastern Europe was served as one of the sacrificial lambs of
World War II.

I suggest before you shoot your mouth off, know your subject
matter. The
United States was complicit in allowing these events to occur.
Our "helping
Eastern Europe" would be laughable if it wasn't so disgusting an
opposite reality.


Eve Jankowicz


Re: Dziadek did you have a gun?

 

Thank you for sharing such a beautiful and moving poem.? I do hope that one day it will be published.
Sr. Christine
Ct., U.S.A.


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Re: Comments on Bill Maher yesterday: US "helping" Eastern Europe

 

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Hi Zbyszek -
The subject of Bill Maher's last show of the season was, of course, the?US presidential election.? Bill Maher is a?comedic political satirist?with a probing mind.? Besides doing a couple of skits, he has guests on the show from?the now considered bad (by the Religious Right) "Hollywood" as well as politics, military, etc.? It's a very lively discussion, and yesterday's show was the liveliest I have ever seen, besides bringing?much needed?comic relief after the election and other events now facing the USA and?the world.? Sometimes it does tend to be a little on the risque side.? Yesterday's show was fine other than a couple of epithets, one from a former Republican Senator.
?
To me it seems that the worst type of Ugly Americanism, among other things, has reared its?head in?my country.? I cannot believe I just wrote those words about Hollywood above.??Is this the USA, my country?? I'll answer my own question:? No, it is NOT!?
?
Anyway back to Bill Maher, the subject turned to Iraq, of course, and this was when the comments were made about Eastern?Europe by Sullivan.??Thanks Zbyszek, I do know that the USA helped Poland?with food and Radio Free Europe, etc., but this was not the type of aid this guy was talking about.? He definitely wasn't talking about?weapons either.?I could tell he wasn't in the "know," so?I had to try to set him straight.??I feel it?was more in?line with the?USA giving Eastern Europe freedom!? Funny, isn't it??
?
The week before Gen. Wesley Clark was on.? He is a man to be admired, but?made the analogy of the same old?infamous Nazi propaganda?of the Polish?cavalry taking on the German tanks again.? I meant to write him with the correction, but with this past week's events, I haven't?done so yet.? I will though!?
?
I couldn't possibly include everything that was done to Poland during and after the war with all?details, but I felt that my letter provided him?food for thought.? ?I agree with you?100 percent.? It is impossible to get over the hell that Poland endured.? Americans, I am sorry to say, are ignorant on the whole, and they are showing their true colors recently.? We in this group?know firsthand that war is hell and the world?should try as hard as possible to insure that history does not repeat itself.? Hopefully that will not occur now.
?
Best regards,
Eve?
-----?

Eve,

I did not hear this person's show. But I enjoyed your summary of the events.
As usual, you are right on,... except for one tiny part.? :-)

"...Helping Eastern Europe.", is quite correct.? He meant USA shipping
millions of tons of weapons to Russia with which Russia then fought Germans
but also destroyed and oppressed Poland with them and occupied Poland for 60
years.? During the post WWII 60 years, till 1989, Russia kept Poland in the
"dark ages" and pillaged all it's resources and kept all Poles world-wide in
constant paranoia.

After the WWII ended in 1945, the rest of the free world like France, Spain,
England, Denmark, etc, and even the villains of the war like west Germany
and Italy, prospered, while Poland was locked up in hell for generations.
How do the Polish people and their children get over that ?


Regards

Zbyszek


Re: Dziadek did you have a gun?

Anne Kaczanowski
 

I loved your husband's story from his dad.? This the kind of stuff I was hoping to hear. My dad was actually quite small in the army, and when I mentioned this to someone, they said " Don't knock?his size...because a smaller target is harder to hit.

Krys Dobrzanski
wrote:
Droga Haniu, I share Liz's sentiments precisely, you have a great and unique talent and this should be more widely accessible. I have certainly emailed it to as many people as I can, both with Polish links and without, all of whom will appreciate it I'm sure.
?
I thought that you might be interested in my husband's response to your beautiful and moving poem. Firstly, he emerged with his eyes brimming with tears and then proceeded to tell me his own childhood?experience of asking this same "question" of his late father,?who was in the AK.
?
"Father, if you were fighting in the War how come that you are alive....!?"
?
"Son, I just flexed my muscles and the bullets bounced off me!"
?
A truly modest response to an horrific and painful time.
?
With kindest regards,
Krys

Ipswich, England
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Re: Dziadek did you have a gun?

Anne Kaczanowski
 

I really have no idea how to go about getting this published..but would appreciate advice from anyone who could help me with some ideas.

Liz/Ian Halko-Carrington wrote:

Dear Hania,

I was so very moved by your poem that even as I write this I still have chills and am fighting back tears thinking of all those men and women who fought so bravely and still continue to fight. This poem needs to be published for everyone to read especially as we near Remembrance Day. Our ancestors are not the only ones who do not tell their children and grandchildren what it was like to fight for their country.

Does anyone know if Hania agrees - how we can get this poem out to the world? Can we send it to newspaper editors? How would you feel about that Hania?

?

Liz Halko

Toronto, Ontario



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Re: Dziadek did you have a gun?

Krys Dobrzanski
 

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Droga Haniu, I share Liz's sentiments precisely, you have a great and unique talent and this should be more widely accessible. I have certainly emailed it to as many people as I can, both with Polish links and without, all of whom will appreciate it I'm sure.
?
I thought that you might be interested in my husband's response to your beautiful and moving poem. Firstly, he emerged with his eyes brimming with tears and then proceeded to tell me his own childhood?experience of asking this same "question" of his late father,?who was in the AK.
?
"Father, if you were fighting in the War how come that you are alive....!?"
?
"Son, I just flexed my muscles and the bullets bounced off me!"
?
A truly modest response to an horrific and painful time.
?
With kindest regards,
Krys

Ipswich, England
?
??

? I wrote this poem for Rememberence Day. 2004, ?for Kresy members ...
perhaps someone experienced the same memory and might like to share this with their family.?
?
?Enjoy and Remember!
?
hania?
?
?
?
?


poland is rising from the dark days.

stevesob58
 

i would just like to say me and my wife have just spent a week in
krakow,and poland is rising from the ashes.as an anglo pole i was
always proud of my polish roots,but i didn,t think it was possible to
feel any prouder,but i do.the people of poland deserve credit for
getting there act together,to say poland as only been free since
1989.poland as come a long way in a very short time.long may it
continue.


Re: Comments on Bill Maher yesterday: US "helping" Eastern Europe

Krys Dobrzanski
 

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Well done Eve! There is so much blatant rubbish being peddled all over the western world that it eventually becomes?" fact" (not!) which is spread by word of mouth, educational establishments, media etc and possibly even in some
academic texts also. What you are doing in re educating the masses, is highly commendable and perhaps through the Kresy Siberia links, members who are?spreading the 'word' are also making a small dent in this almost impenetrable shield of misinformation and blatant fairy tales.
?
I?had occasion to speak at length to a man who is doing some building work in our home and he had absolutely no idea that Poland was treated so brutally during WWII. He had no knowledge whatsoever about the division of?Poland between Hitler and Stalin or the mass deportation of Polish citizens into Siberia and slave labour in Germany. This is from a British-educated man who has a wide general knowledge and interest in politics and historical events, but is totally ignorant of Poland's true plight...I am sure that he is not unique in this matter and there seems to be a large void in this particular nation's education, as well as the belief that Churchill was Poland's saviour!! He certainly has another perspective on matters now and luckily is very interested and moved by my mother's Siberian deportation story...and, he is spreading this knowledge.?
?
Keep up the good work Eve, we all need to take example from your unremitting energy and enthusiasm!??
?
With kindest regards,
Krys

Ipswich, England
?
?
?

?
Below is an email I sent to Andrew Sullivan, a normally right-wing blogger who was a guest on the HBO show "Real Time With Bill Maher" yesterday.?Pozdrawiam,
Eve Jankowicz
USA


(No subject)

Zbigniew Bob Styrna
 

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Eve,

I did not hear this persons show. But I enjoyed your summary of the events.? As usual, you are right on,.. except for one tiny part.? J

"..helping Eastern Europe.", is quite correct.? He meant USA shipping millions of tons of weapons to Russia with which Russia then fought Germans but also destroyed and oppressed Poland with them and occupied Poland for 60 years.? During the post WWII 60 years, till 1989, Russia kept Poland in the dark ages and pillaged all its resources and kept all Poles world-wide in constant paranoia.

After the WWII ended in 1945, the rest of the free world like France, Spain, England, Denmark, etc, and even the villains of the war like west Germany and Italy, prospered, while Poland was locked up in hell for generations. How do the Polish people and their children get over that ?


Regards

Zbyszek



Dear Group:

?

Below is an email I sent to Andrew Sullivan, a normally right-wing blogger who was a guest on the HBO show "Real Time With Bill Maher" yesterday.? Try to watch this week's Bill Maher if you can.

?

Pozdrawiam,

Eve Jankowicz

USA

-----

Andrew:

?

I wanted to let you know that you were incorrect and?entirely out of line regarding the United States coming to the aid of?Eastern Europe.? As you know?Nazi Germany's invasion of Poland began World War II in 1939.? Simultaneously Poland was invaded by the USSR on her long Eastern borders.??Not one single country came to Poland's aid to?help its citizens fight off this dual slaughter, and Poland was almost annihilated.??Then began the long war years of oppression, deportation to Siberia of millions of its Eastern citizens, incarceration, starvation, enslavement, and wholesale murder of Poland by both the USSR and Germany.? When the entire city of?Warsaw rose against the Nazis, the Russian army?(at that time our allies) watched as the city was destroyed, starved, and?murdered.? Again the world watched and did nothing, giving the?Russian army a free pass to do what it would, which in this case was nothing.

?

During the war Poland served and gave valiantly to the war effort as both an ally and for its own freedom.? This?service was without parallel.??Men and women served bravely on many fronts:? in Poland's own Underground Army, with the Polish Forces Under British Command in Europe and elsewhere, and with the Soviet Army fighting the Nazis from the East.??This is just the tip of the iceberg regarding what Polish citizens did for the war effort and how they suffered.?

?

And what was Poland's?reward?? 1).??Its?soldiers were prevented from participating in the Victory Parade in London because Stalin would?not allow this.? Roosevelt and Churchill capitulated to his demands, and?this was just one of the many times that this occurred.? 2).? Its Eastern?borderlands were given to and made part of?the USSR, and,?3).? Poland, with the rest of Eastern Europe, was promptly HANDED OVER in its entirety to the USSR.? Poland just emerged from the USSR's yoke?in?1989.

?

This was a total betrayal by the allies, of which this country was a leading member.?

Eastern Europe, and particularly Poland,?were the recipients of and received the brunt of the war as far as destruction of society and actual warfare.? All of Eastern Europe?was served as one of the?sacrificial lambs?of World War II.?

?

I suggest before you shoot your mouth off,?know your subject matter.? The United States was complicit in allowing these events?to occur.? Our "helping Eastern Europe" would be laughable if it wasn't so disgusting an opposite reality.??

?

Eve Jankowicz


Dziadek did you have a gun?

 

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Dear Hania,

I was so very moved by your poem that even as I write this I still have chills and am fighting back tears thinking of all those men and women who fought so bravely and still continue to fight. This poem needs to be published for everyone to read especially as we near Remembrance Day. Our ancestors are not the only ones who do not tell their children and grandchildren what it was like to fight for their country.

Does anyone know – if Hania agrees - how we can get this poem out to the world? Can we send it to newspaper editors? How would you feel about that Hania?

?

Liz Halko

Toronto, Ontario