From: "Sheila Bush" <namastebush@...>
...I am sleep deprived and responding as best I can...
"Delirium can be FUN!"
...landed my plane...and no luggage. Must be in the script, huh?
Letting go works... > Sheila
Hi Sheila,
Yeah, one of the things I have most gained from reading the dialogues in
"Disappearance" is a far more solid awareness of the nature of "the script".
I have experienced throughout my entire life an endless series of "things
that go wrong"; almost never anything too serious, like being horribly
maimed in an accident... but little things, things that can't possibly go
wrong *every* time -- yet still do. (You know "Murphy's Law"..? "If
something CAN go wrong, it will"...? Well, I wrote "Bogart's Corollary":
"Even when something can't POSSIBLY go wrong -- it still will"!)
Seeing it now, from the more "advanced" perspective of the Course, and
realizing that it's already over, and I'm just "viewing" it through the
equivalent of a glorified hologram... well, it takes the worry out of it,
and makes it actually kind of fun to observe! ("Oh man, you won't believe
the crap the script threw at me today!")
What has traditionally driven me the most crazy is the PRECISION with which
the screwings present themselves; things seemingly designed, against all
natural odds, to be *exactly* what I "don't want most" to happen at any
precise given moment. So now, at last, I'm beginning to see (at least when I
look at it with the HS) that yes, all of this IS designed specifically for
me, and that I'm able to not take it seriously at all, if I see it as the
cosmic joke that it is. And further, I realize it's a wonderful confirmation
of the happy fact that I must be in an "advanced class" in this lifetime, to
be receiving such a comprehensive series of customized lessons!
Another pleasant result of this is the fact that it seems, lately, that
there are actually not as many "things going wrong" as there always used to
be; it's almost like whoever's in charge of presenting this script material
("Mister Ego"..?) is beginning to feel like, "Well, if he's not gonna get
really pissed off about all this, there's no sense in wasting our time on
all these elaborate pranks"...
Perhaps this is part of the "saving thousands of years" that J speaks about
in the Course; if so, that's fine with me, I'm definitely ready to take
things to the next level! In any event, it's at least a lot more pleasant
while still seeming to be here.
However we choose to see it -- I'm glad you got your luggage back!
Bliss,
Gene
