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Re: Elaine Pagels and the new interest in Saint Thomas
Guess its time for me to delve into Thomas, huh? Diana Hi Sheila, Yes, very synchronistic. Reminds me of the way I was introduced to A Course in Miracles for the first time. Sometime in the mid 80's I was walking down an aisle in a bookstore when, for "no reason at all" (i.e., I hadn't bumped into a shelf, nor had anyone else), a book literally flew off the highest shelf and hit me in the head. It was ACIM. I'd never heard of it. I'd never have noticed it up there if it hadn't fallen on my head, as I'm too short. So I bought it. Wouldn't you? This seems to be a primary way to get my attention. Has something to do with my being hard-headed I suspect. Oh well . . . whatever works . . . ;-) Namaste, Diana |
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Re: Elaine Pagels and the new interest in Saint Thomas
Sheila Bush
Guess its time for me to delve into Thomas, huh?Diana I, too, attracted both these books. The DaVinci Code was given to me by my Mom shortly after I gave her the Disappearance book. Actually, she sent the Disappearance book to her friend Ann and then Ann sent HER the DaVinci code! Then, I got info on the Thomas Gospel...somehow...I may have looked it up as I've been so interested. I hadn't clicked to order yet...wanted to ask you guys which one is most readable? Guess it must be E. Pagel's! Synchorinistic, isn't it? Sheila Namast: I honor in you the divinity that I honor within myself and I know we are one. From: "dsstorms" <dsstorms@...> Subject: [Disappearance_of_the_Universe] Re: Elaine Pagels and the new interest in Saint Thomas Date: Wed, 25 Jun 2003 19:38:00 -0000 _________________________________________________________________ Tired of spam? Get advanced junk mail protection with MSN 8. |
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Re: Elaine Pagels and the new interest in St. Thomas
Diana wrote: So today I join this group and look at the list of
recent messages here and am drawn to this one due to its subject line. It's the first post I read (and the only one so far). Lo and behold, you mention both the new books I've just bought ...and also turn out to be the author of the one that I've ordered. Guess its time for me to delve into Thomas, huh? I guess so, Diana; no accidents around here. Delve away, and welcome. I'd be interested in eventually hearing your comments or observations about these books. Love and peace, Gary. |
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Re: crappy situations/letting go
Hi Sheila, Gene, and everyone who's been contributing to this latest
discussion. The script is indeed written, and we can't change it, although the Holy Spirit can collapse time and render parts of the script unnecessary for us to experience and learn from, if we've already learned that particular lesson. It's been interesting to see that a lot of the focus here has been on forgiving and letting go. If the result that is produced is peace, then it must be in harmony with the Holy Spirit's script and not the ego's. Thus the discussion reminds me of something Arten said on P.292 of Disappearance: "The ego's script doesn't always appear to change when you want it to. But it *is* possible to end all the suffering that's called for by the ego's script and have peace instead of fear. *That's* the Holy Spirit's script." I think you guys are setting a good example for this. Love and peace, Gary. |
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Re: Elaine Pagels and the new interest in Saint Thomas
Dear Gary (and All),
I just joined this group, having heard a friend recommend your book in another group. I haven't read your book, but it is in the mail on its way to me. Meanwhile, wandering the bookstore here this week, I came across two books I was drawn to and bought. Haven't started them yet. One is The DaVinci Code. One is Elaine Pagels book about the Gospel of Thomas. So today I join this group and look at the list of recent messages here and am drawn to this one due to its subject line. It's the first post I read (and the only one so far). Lo and behold, you mention both the new books I've just bought ... and also turn out to be the author of the one that I've ordered. Guess its time for me to delve into Thomas, huh? Diana --- In Disappearance_of_the_Universe@..., "garyrrenard" <garyrrenard@y...> wrote: I've never read any of Elaine Pagels books. (For those who don't |
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Re: crappy situations/letting go
From: "Sheila Bush" <namastebush@...>"Delirium can be FUN!" ...landed my plane...and no luggage. Must be in the script, huh?Hi Sheila, Yeah, one of the things I have most gained from reading the dialogues in "Disappearance" is a far more solid awareness of the nature of "the script". I have experienced throughout my entire life an endless series of "things that go wrong"; almost never anything too serious, like being horribly maimed in an accident... but little things, things that can't possibly go wrong *every* time -- yet still do. (You know "Murphy's Law"..? "If something CAN go wrong, it will"...? Well, I wrote "Bogart's Corollary": "Even when something can't POSSIBLY go wrong -- it still will"!) Seeing it now, from the more "advanced" perspective of the Course, and realizing that it's already over, and I'm just "viewing" it through the equivalent of a glorified hologram... well, it takes the worry out of it, and makes it actually kind of fun to observe! ("Oh man, you won't believe the crap the script threw at me today!") What has traditionally driven me the most crazy is the PRECISION with which the screwings present themselves; things seemingly designed, against all natural odds, to be *exactly* what I "don't want most" to happen at any precise given moment. So now, at last, I'm beginning to see (at least when I look at it with the HS) that yes, all of this IS designed specifically for me, and that I'm able to not take it seriously at all, if I see it as the cosmic joke that it is. And further, I realize it's a wonderful confirmation of the happy fact that I must be in an "advanced class" in this lifetime, to be receiving such a comprehensive series of customized lessons! Another pleasant result of this is the fact that it seems, lately, that there are actually not as many "things going wrong" as there always used to be; it's almost like whoever's in charge of presenting this script material ("Mister Ego"..?) is beginning to feel like, "Well, if he's not gonna get really pissed off about all this, there's no sense in wasting our time on all these elaborate pranks"... Perhaps this is part of the "saving thousands of years" that J speaks about in the Course; if so, that's fine with me, I'm definitely ready to take things to the next level! In any event, it's at least a lot more pleasant while still seeming to be here. However we choose to see it -- I'm glad you got your luggage back! Bliss, Gene |
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crappy situations/letting go
Sheila Bush
Hello, All...
Just needed to ask your support...as I am sleep deprived and responding as best I can...landed my plane after a lonnnng series of flights...and no luggage. Must be in the script, huh? Only...I JUST NOW remembered that....they had found one and not the other...and ONLY when I completely surrendered to the Holy Spirit and admitted I could definitely live without ANY of that; it'd just be a huge inconvenience...did they call and say it had been located. Letting go works... Sheila Namast: I honor in you the divinity that I honor within myself and I know we are one. _________________________________________________________________ Protect your PC - get McAfee.com VirusScan Online |
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Re: Using Forgiveness reLawsuit/Deposition
Sheila Bush
Now (and it's a question that we in Bogart-Land ask constantly), "why" does I evidently draw these crappy situations into my life of my own free will on SOME level.... But, as has been stated so many times and so well this past few posts, it's our purpose to learn how to respond to our life and situation. All else matters little...the script is written... Sheila Namast: I honor in you the divinity that I honor within myself and I know we are one. From: Gene Bogart <gene@...> Reply-To: Disappearance_of_the_Universe@... To: <Disappearance_of_the_Universe@...> Subject: Re: [Disappearance_of_the_Universe] Using Forgiveness reLawsuit/Deposition Date: Thu, 19 Jun 2003 13:35:41 -0400 My Goodness, Sheila -- I thought that situations this boneheaded only happened to me... I refer to it as "Bogart-Land", and it sounds like you seem to be visiting this strange and Twilight-Zone-like territory! I'd say, it appears you are handling the situation *extremely* well, and no matter what the outcome of all this here on Earth (or as Gary's friends so aptly call it, "psycho-planet"), we can rest easy, knowing you will be able to completely recognize the final resolution of this as being exactly what will ultimately bring the greatest peace to all concerned. Now (and it's a question that we in Bogart-Land ask constantly), "why" does crap like this even happen to nice people who are doing and thinking all the right things? Maybe Pursah can jump in here, and give us a clue... My spiritual legal advisor (a certain Mssr. J, Esq.) assures me that you are in good hands. Please keep us posted on all the juicy details, and remember that we're all in your corner! Peace & More Peace, Gene To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: Disappearance_of_the_Universe-unsubscribe@... Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to _________________________________________________________________ Tired of spam? Get advanced junk mail protection with MSN 8. |
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Re: Using Forgiveness reLawsuit/Deposition
Sheila Bush
Speaking of forgiveness lessons....
After all that rambling I did, all I had to do was say this: "Today I will forgive others who have not discovered the vast enormity of their own hearts." -Daily Thought for Saturday, June 21, 2003, from Ascended Master Djwhal Khul I just had to share that... Sheila Namast: I honor in you the divinity that I honor within myself and I know we are one. _________________________________________________________________ MSN 8 helps eliminate e-mail viruses. Get 2 months FREE*. |
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Re: Using Forgiveness reLawsuit/Deposition
Sheila Bush
My Goodness, Sheila -- I thought that situations this boneheaded onlyThank you, Gene...I feel very supported by you and all of this wonderful group! It's all a journey, isn't it??? But here's another bone-headed situation that I caused today, and my daughter was completely aghast while I was taking responsibility for it (please note that Id called on the Holy Spirit today to assist me in seeing my life as Spirit would have me see it. Otherwise, I cant imagine how Id have handled ANY of this!) I was just getting onto the Interstate, off the ramp, and you know how those lanes end eventually, and the lines get closer together until there is no lane left? Well, I realized it a little late while a pokey driver in front of me was not moving my speed (still under the limit, but I was creeping up on him a little too fast...when I decided to move on down that lane, not realizing the lane was going to end. So I ended up passing him from the LEFT, and moving on out. He blew his horn long and hard, and I said, "Oh I just realized what I did, and I blew it. So sorry mister!" But of course, he couldn't hear me, and he drove up to my left and yelled and flaled his arms all over the place, and I attempted to gesture with my shoulders up and my palms straight up that I didn't realize what had happened. And he slows down, with paper and pen in hand to "study" the front of my car. My daughter Sarah (age 14) asked "NOW what's he doing?" And I said, probably taking down the description, make and model of our car. He may have already gotten the license tag, and someone from highway patrol could easily call on me in the next few days about all this." She said, "But you didn't DO anything!" And I said, YES, I did! I passed him on the left , and just as the lane was ending, too. That was against the law. He got really mad. So mad that he's going to show me and try to possibly have me ticketed for it. So if they call, I'll say, Yes, I remember that situation, and yes, I was at fault. I passed him on the left. " And Sarah said, "But that's rediculous! Why does he even care?" And I said, "Well, I COULD have put his life in danger, but I DID make sure I didn't, as I got over into the shoulder while I passed. And it's okay that he's mad. He chooses his own response, and I choose my own response." And I loved this next question from Sarah, "Well, would YOU get that mad at someone who did that?" And I said, well, today with as little sleep as Ive had lately, I MIGHT get mad, but I'd get over it. And I know I'd blow the horn whether I was mad or not just to alert them to what they were doing. But I don't think I'd call the police after them. She then said, "Well I hope he doesn't. You don't deserve it." And I said, YES I DO! I was wrong about passing him from the left, especially when the lane was ending. f I hadn't been right on his tail, I wouldn't have had to make a snap decision like speeding up and around him. I should have slowed down and let him go first and then get into an actual LANE! Its okay, though. He chose his responses, and Im choosing mine. Ill pray for his highest good and for mine and let it go. The conversation that followed just blew me away, as it was just intense and incredible, as Sarah then asked, Well, I dont see how you respond to Dad so calmly when HEs the one whos always mad when YOU never did anything wrong! I had to take a DEEP breath on this one. I said, Well, Im choosing my reactions, and have no control over his. But if and when someone points out something to me that I could improve on, I think its important that I admit it and go on. I dont always respond calmly and with such zeal, but it was evidently synchronistic that I read Garys responses to Karen in the book in Chapter 6 where I was recently reminded of the egos reality and loves reality. More on the illusion of this marriage Im dreaming a little later! Ive rambled enough! Good night, all! Sheila Namast: I honor in you the divinity that I honor within myself and I know we are one. _________________________________________________________________ STOP MORE SPAM with the new MSN 8 and get 2 months FREE* |
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Announcing New York and New York City Workshops
Jon Mundy and I are going to be appearing together to conduct two one
day Workshops, the first on Sat. Oct. 11 and the second on Sun. Oct. 12. The Saturday Workshop will be at the Unitarian Church in Rock Tavern, N.Y. (near Newburgh) from 10-6 (two three hour sessions with a two hour lunch break.) Then on Sunday it's off to the big city as we'll be appearing at the National Institute for Psychotherapy at Columbus Circle, in the center of Manhatten (same hours). Space is limited and we're keeping the price low. I'll be announcing further details after I talk to Jon again next week. Stay tuned for more info and how to register. Love and peace, Gary. |
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Deposition UPDATE/ Using Forgiveness re Lawsuit
Sheila Bush
My day of the deposition started out with a 2-mile walk with my close friend Kelly, who heard about the lawsuit for the first time. I refused to give it much energy for all this time, so I figured NOT talking about it would pretty much make it not exist for me (denial IS a safe place, isn't it?!)! Prior to the walk, though, I got out the Disappearance copy which I gave to Kelly this morning, and opened it up directly to the first chapter of Part II "Waking Up" section, actually chapter 6, page 205, "The Holy Spirit's Alternative." It occurred to me immediately that perhaps this incident was all about waking me up to many things, my surroundings, the car in front of me (ahem!), the cars behind and beside me, and to just ME. The chapter started with a Course quote: "The ego made the world as it perceives it, but the Holy Spirit, the reinterpreter of what the ego made, sees the world as a teaching device for bringing you home." ((((((((((((((resonation))))))))))))) right there on my porch swing!
The chapter went on to remind me ever so beautifully of the Atonement, the idea that we are NOT separated, and that forgiveness is all that matters. "The ego says you've suffered a terrible loss...(while)... the Holy Spirit says there is no loss in reality." I knew I somehow needed to learn from this woman who has filed suit. I went into prayer and stayed that way all day. I had complete and total peace with my attorney as he explained that we were here simply to get all on the same page. I listened as my attorney questioned the lady filing the suit. Her name is Tonya. I prayed for her the entire time, and as she spoke of her hurt neck, I sent healing energy and light to her even more. When it was time for me to be questioned, I simply let the words flow, and her attorney actually seemed stumped as to why we were really there. After only a few questions, he said, "That's all I have." Things that Tonya accused me of, I simply re-told from my perspective, and calmness enveloped me. Afterward, my attorney shared that the other attorney stopped so abruptly because he really didn't have anything to go on. However, if a judge and jury were needed for this, we'd see them on September 22nd. All I know is that if, in fact, my bumper touching her bumper could cause her neck to sprain and be under a doctor's care for three months, I am really sorry. And I told her that afterward, and that I was praying for her. She continued having a difficult time giving me eye contact. My attorney says he has a bit more homework to do, but that he does not see that this will be going anywhere. Tonya could not state any reasons she was asking for the amounts of money she was asking. It was weird. And the raging husband stayed out of it. Usually, according to my attorney, the other spouse will co-file the suit. But that's not happening. Anyway, I am grateful, and continue to pray for everyone's highest good. "Love holds no grievances..." I AM... Sheila Namast: I honor in you the divinity that I honor within myself and I know we are one. _________________________________________________________________ The new MSN 8: smart spam protection and 2 months FREE* |
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Past the Introduction
red pill
开云体育?Linda writes: ? >>I think it would be best for me if I share with others forgiveness stories that are current. I also agree about excessive >>swapping of quotes being boring. ? ??????????? The emphasis is, of course, on “excessive”? which I would loosely define as “That which substitutes for original thinking ??????????? instead of illuminating an original thought”. ?There’s nothing meaningful that someone sharing from their day to day ??????????? experiences directly.? ? >>Although I don't think the answer is as full, I have gotten some support from reading Nisargadatta Maharaj, >>Ramana Maharshi and Nisargadatta's student, Ramesh Balsekar. Currently now, though, thanks to reading >>Disappearance, I am going back to the Course to study it more deeply rather than dabbling with these others. ? ??????????? Without Disappearance my 1st edition copy of the Course would still be gathering dust on a bookshelf.? Actually it is still ??????????? gathering dust: I quickly got frustrated looking up footnotes which are referenced to the 2nd edition so I ordered a hardback ??????????? copy from the Foundation (I anticipate giving it a workout).? ? ??????????? An important idea here seems to be to somehow have a radically different EXPERIENCE (what Zen refers to as “direct ??????????? 办苍辞飞颈苍驳”.? This always made a lot of sense to me and I have always intuited it as something that tended to be ??????????? missing in traditional Christianity.? I was raised Presbyterian with a number of somewhat bizarre (in my opinion) ??????????? principles, not the least of which was the central notion that all that was required was that one believe certain ideas ??????????? (which in themselves were extremely problematic to me even as a child). ? ??????????? I’ve explored a number of ways to have different experiences and I’m still looking to find the experience which is different ??????????? enough to make a difference.? Something in Disappearance has raised a powerful hope, but I still hold a lot of doubt (and ??????????? probably a lot of other unconscious chaos) that simply reading the Text and following the Workbook will result in an ??????????? experience powerful enough to bring about a non-dualistic state of being. ? ??????????? As a result I have a tendency to look around for alternative sources to augment anything I’m exploring.? 滨迟’蝉 hard to trust just ??????????? one source when so many sources are available. I WANT to; 滨迟’蝉 just hard. I also have a pronounced tendency to want my ??????????? spiritual instruction to be clear, detailed, specific to me, and authoritative.? Someone once asked what I was looking for and ????? I responded without hesitation “A burning bush” (which met these criteria for Moses!).? Visits from ascended masters would ?? work too!? Perhaps these are issues of faith. ? ??????????? Namaste, ? ??????????? Jim |
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Re: Who let the dogs out!
Hello lklanglois@...,
In reference to your comment: è? I also agree about excessive swapping of quotes being è boring. My Ego says the same thing.?? :-) What I liked about Gary's book was that there were a lot of quotes also, but it was the way the quotes were set up and presented ... they had a unique style I have noticed if I don't see quotes after a while, I get suspicious? LOL? So I am heavily depended on those folks who know how to look up stuff and copy and paste? .. you know do all the hard work.? :-) I was watching myself as another day comes to an end and I went a another useless mindless ego attack ... with all the strings attached. Last night I saw that my bank balance was not enough to cover my checks ... so I worried about it .. could not sleep .. tossed and turn asking myself why I do this to myself .. need to get a grip on to things Well in the morning I took care of it.? Then was mift at myself because had to leave my home 2 hours earlier to take care of it.? So I knew I was not going to feel so hot at work. Managed to get through day, but at the end saw a new telephone list from my job.? I looked for my new number and I was #30 and saw myself getting worked up because I was there at the firm a lot longer than the other folks and I am on the bottom. Thinking to myself why am I even here?? I have been at this place all these years and I feel like I am at the bottom.? On Monday of this week four partners (one "name" partner of 24 years)? left the firm ... just left leaving a email saying goodbye.? So the whole place is in a state of shock. The only good thing is that one of the secretarys who I don't connect with very well is leaving ... (unresolved family issues and I projected a lot of my sister stuff on her ... they are so much alike ....? uggggg) Before I went home I did my usual stop at the ladies room, and had another epiphany.? I always get the most profound thought (or clarity) in the bathroom or driving (and I don't drive much) The idea in the Course about letting our minds wonder .. not being vigilant enough, and I said oh my, I let the dawgs out again ... and I always seemed suprised when they bring back to me exactly what I told them to bring. The same script, abandonment, fear, victim, , jealousy, the desire to kill, and my favorite .. "oh woe is me" script. I suddenly felt very tired.?? So I decided to eat a box of Popeye chicken ... maybe if I stuff myself I won't feel anything else. But other than that it is a good day ... Because I am watching it (as much as I can bear to watch) Because I am choosing not to feel guilty because I am not choosing peace at the moment.? I know why I feel miserable. One thing for sure, this ego stuff is exhausting. I see why the Course says that eventually we will get tired. Right now I feel very tired. Watching the movie called 28 Days .. and the guy said .. Man this is not the way to live ... this is a way to die. Peace |
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Re: Using Forgiveness re Lawsuit/Deposition
In a message dated 6/19/2003 12:35:41 PM Eastern Standard Time, gene@... writes:
Now (and it's a question that we in Bogart-Land ask constantly), "why" doesAs I understand it, all part of a script already written ... the only thing we have control over is our response to the situation. Look at with the ego or with the HS. Anything that happens in this world validated one of the many ego concepts, one of which is victim/victimizer. For me in some ways it is freeing not to have to worry about the outcome because it has already been decided and I just have to decide whether I want to see peace or not, but there times I do experience frustratration at not having control (ego attack) :-) "Ideas Leave Not Their Source" |
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Re: Using Forgiveness re Lawsuit/Deposition
My Goodness, Sheila -- I thought that situations this boneheaded only
happened to me... I refer to it as "Bogart-Land", and it sounds like you seem to be visiting this strange and Twilight-Zone-like territory! I'd say, it appears you are handling the situation *extremely* well, and no matter what the outcome of all this here on Earth (or as Gary's friends so aptly call it, "psycho-planet"), we can rest easy, knowing you will be able to completely recognize the final resolution of this as being exactly what will ultimately bring the greatest peace to all concerned. Now (and it's a question that we in Bogart-Land ask constantly), "why" does crap like this even happen to nice people who are doing and thinking all the right things? Maybe Pursah can jump in here, and give us a clue... My spiritual legal advisor (a certain Mssr. J, Esq.) assures me that you are in good hands. Please keep us posted on all the juicy details, and remember that we're all in your corner! Peace & More Peace, Gene |
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Note about "The Gospel of Thomas"
For anyone unfamiliar with "The Gospel of Thomas" I wanted to point
out a couple of things. First, "Thomas" is a Sayings Gospel, which means it is not a bunch of stories about Jesus that were written by Thomas, it's a list of Sayings that were actually spoken by Jesus. That's why I said before that the Voice of Thomas and the Voice of the Course were one and the same. Second, Pursah said that about 70 of the 114 Sayings in the surviving copy of "Thomas" were authentic. She then went on to explain about 20 of them on pages 74-82 of "Disappearance." The only surviving copy of "The Gospel of Thomas" was re-discovered in 1945 in Egypt. (About a year and a half before the Dead Sea Scrolls began to be re-discovered at Qumran.) It is not the original version, which was probably written in Aramaic, (some scholars may say Hebrew rather than Aramaic) but it is an expanded, Coptic language (a combination of Greek and Egyptian) version. If Pursah is right and about 44 of the Sayings were added on later, then some people may teach Sayings from the Gospel thinking they were spoken by Jesus when they actually were not. Pursah explained that you had to take into consideration 300 years of Egyptian culture and Gnostic philosophy to account for the Sayings that were added on by others. Love and peace, Gary. |
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Re: Introduction
Hi, Red Pill,
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Yours was a most interesting e-mail. I agree with you, and what I would like, too, is ideas and day to day examples of living the Course. I have many past experiences, but I think it would be best for me if I share with others forgiveness stories that are current. I also agree about excessive swapping of quotes being boring.
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Although I don't think the answer is as full, I have gotten some support from reading Nisargadatta Maharaj, Ramana Maharshi and Nisargadatta's student, Ramesh Balsekar. Currently now, though, thanks to reading Disappearance, I am going back to the Course to study it more deeply rather than dabbling with these others.
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