Lesson 74. There is no will but God's.(1) The idea for today can be regarded as the central thought toward which allour exercises are directed. God's is the only Will. When you have recognizedthis, you have recognized that your will is His. The belief that conflict ispossible has gone. Peace has replaced the strange idea that you are torn byconflicting goals. As an expression of the Will of God, you have no goal butHis.(2) There is great peace in today's idea, and the exercises for today aredirected towards finding it. The idea itself is wholly true. Therefore it cannotgive rise to illusions. Without illusions conflict is impossible. Let us try torecognize this today, and experience the peace this recognition brings.(3) Begin the longer practice periods by repeating these thoughts several times,slowly and with firm determination to understand what they mean, and to holdthem in mind:There is no will but God's. I cannot be in conflict.< Then spend several minutes in adding some related thoughts, such as:I am at peace. Nothing can disturb me. My will is God's.My will and God's are one.God wills peace for His Son.<During this introductory phase, be sure to deal quickly with any conflictthoughts that may cross your mind. Tell yourself immediately:There is no will but God's. These conflict thoughts are meaningless.<(4) If there is one conflict area that seems particularly difficult to resolve,single it out for special consideration. Think about it briefly but veryspecifically, identify the particular person or persons and the situation orsituations involved, and tell yourself:There is no will but God's. I share it with Him. My conflicts about ______ cannot be real.<(5) After you have cleared your mind in this way, close your eyes and try toexperience the peace to which your reality entitles you. Sink into it and feelit closing around you. There may be some temptation to mistake these attemptsfor withdrawal, but the difference is easily detected. If you are succeeding,you will feel a deep sense of joy and an increased alertness, rather than afeeling of drowsiness and enervation.(6) Joy characterizes peace. By this experience will you recognize that you havereached it. If you feel yourself slipping off into withdrawal, quickly repeatthe idea for today and try again. Do this as often as necessary. There isdefinite gain in refusing to allow retreat into withdrawal, even if you do notexperience the peace you seek.(7) In the shorter periods, which should be undertaken at regular andpredetermined intervals today, say to yourself:There is no will but God's. I seek His peace today.<Then try to find what you are seeking. A minute or two every half an hour, witheyes closed if possible, would be well spent on this today.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 74. There is no will but God's.(1:1) "The idea for today can be regarded as the central thought toward whichall our exercises are directed."*This is Jesus' way of rephrasing for us our sole responsibility, which is toaccept the Atonement for ourselves. The tiny, mad idea, once taken seriously bythe ego, says the separation from God is a fact, and that the Son has a willseparate and distinct from the Will of his Creator. This "will" of the Son cannow establish its own reality as an autonomous entity. From that basic premisethe ego system logically follows, up to and including the making of the physicaluniverse. The ego is thus a statement that says there is indeed a will apartfrom God's. This is in contrast to the principle of the Atonement that saysthere is no will <but> God's. Any other thought is illusory, and therefore hasnever happened. This idea is succinctly captured in the following lines from themanual for teachers, in the context of the idea of separation:"In time this happened very long ago. In reality it never happened at all."(M.2.2.7)Again, Jesus is saying this idea -- "there is no will but God's" -- is thecentral thought of these exercises. In fact, it is the goal of A Course inMiracles to teach and accept the Atonement for ourselves; to deny the seemingreality of the ego thought system, which is based on the tiny, mad idea takenseriously -- "[in the Son's forgetting to laugh at the tiny, mad idea] did thethought become a serious idea" (T-27.VIII.6.3) -- and an individual selfbelieved to have an autonomous will outside the Will of God.*(1:2-3) "God's is the only Will. When you have recognized this, you haverecognized that your will is His."*This is the last thing the ego ever wants us to understand, because if our willis His, there is no separation -- another way of stating the Atonementprinciple, which undoes the ego. Moreover, if there is no other than God, therecan be no choosing and hence, no decision maker. The Holy Spirit holds thisAtonement thought in our minds, and the ego's fear of our choosing to identifyonly with this motivates it to develop the strategy of mindlessness -- the worldof bodies. This fear is succinctly summarized in the following statement fromthe text:"You are afraid to know God's Will, because you believe it is notyours. This belief is your whole sickness and your whole fear."(T-11.1.10:3-4).*(1:4) "The belief that conflict is possible has gone."*We find in these lessons -- which is why we are studying them so closely -- theentirety of the ego's thought system as presented more fully in the text. If Ihave a will that is separate from God's, the ego tells me I earned it bytriumphing over my Great Adversary. By thus winning the great conflict, Ideserve the wonderful fruits of individuality. This winning, however, is called<sin> by the ego, followed by <guilt>, the projection of which causes us to makea God in our image and likeness: One Who has been sinned against, and nowangrily and justifiably seeks retribution, an attack we justifiably <fear>. Asyou may recall from our previous discussion, the second and third laws of chaos(T-23.II.5-8) specifically address this issue of a vengeful, angry God; an imagepresent in everyone, regardless of their religion or lack thereof. In theWestern world, the image is grounded in the biblical God -- a vengeful deity whobelieves in the reality of sin.Once we project our sin, a seemingly eternal battleground is established in ourminds. <That> is the conflict -- between ourselves and God, since He is the Onewe believe we have attacked, and Whose vengeance is demanded by our guilt. Itgoes without saying that this is not the true God. However, within our insanedream, which begins with the belief we are autonomous individuals, this conflictis quite real. It leads us to repress the terrifying thought, and -- throughprojection -- make up a world in which we see conflict all around us, but nolonger within our minds. We believe everyone and everything is at war with us,the fragmentary shadows of the original conflict. Whether this takes the form ofoutright enemies -- what we call special hate, or the more subtle enemies wecall our special loves -- the conflict remains. It is a battle not only withindividuals, but with life itself, the chief characteristic of which is death.Hence, as Freud taught, from the moment we are born we are preparing to die. Theultimate thought of death, therefore, is the primary conflict we experiencehere, yet this is but a thought we have a will separate from God's. We won thatwill by destroying Him, and now He is going to rise from the grave and destroyus, seizing back the life we believe we took from Him.*(1:5-6) "Peace has replaced the strange idea that you are torn by conflictinggoals. As an expression of the Will of God, you have no goal but His."*Recall for a moment Lesson 24 and 25, in which Jesus explains that we do notknow our own best interests. One of the exercises had us take a problem andthink about its best solution. Jesus told us if we really did thisconscientiously we would realize we have conflicting goals and thus could not besure of what was best for us. One moment we think of something that would workwell, and in the next we think of something else. This forces us to decidebetween these shifting goals, which is Jesus' way of teaching us that we do notunderstand anything, and certainly not our own interests.The conflicting goals we experience reflect the original conflict in our mindsbetween God and ourselves, which really is within ourselves. This ego-projectionof a God is made up. Thus He is not truly there, being nothing but a split-offpart of our already split minds. The ego's conflict is <one or the other, killor be killed> -- a conflict played out within our minds, because the figures inour lives we believe are victimizing us are but characters in our own dreams:hallucinatory figures of our delusional thought system. However, when we turnaway from the ego's thought system -- conflict, sin, and individuality -- andare back with the Holy Spirit, we have accepted the Atonement. There is only<one> goal -- already accepted -- which is remembering Who we are and returninghome.*(2:1) "There is great peace in today's idea, and the exercises for today aredirected towards finding it."*In fact, we can find peace <only> through this idea. It comes in many, manydifferent forms, but its essence is that peace is found in accepting the ideathat we never separated from God, and therefore are not separate from anyone oranything else.*(2:2-4) "The idea itself is wholly true. Therefore it cannot give rise toillusions. Without illusions conflict is impossible."*The illusions are everything the ego tells us is true. Thus, once we begin withthe basic premise there is another will besides God's -- the tiny, mad ideataken seriously, which leads us to believe that we exist as separate individuals-- the other illusions logically follow: I am sinful, guilty, and afraid ofpunishment, my inevitable fate if I am to remain in my mind. In order to projectthis newly acquired self, I have to project the basic conflict between me and myimage of God, making a world in which I experience a new set of problems -- allperceived outside my mind.These, then, are the illusions, and they stem from our not accepting theprinciple of the Atonement that there is no will but God's, which means theseparation never happened. Therefore, once these illusions are looked at and letgo, there can be no conflict, which, again, is between our guilty, sinful partof ourselves we do not want to let into our awareness, and the guilty, sinfulpart of ourselves we have projected as the image of God. When the thought of sinis no longer accorded faith, there can be no illusions or conflict; andtherefore no pain or suffering.*(2:5-3:1) "Let us try to recognize this today, and experience the peace thisrecognition brings.""Begin the longer practice periods by repeating these thoughts several times,slowly and with firm determination to understand what they mean, and to holdthem in mind:"*I mentioned twice before than many statements in the workbook can bemisunderstood as affirmations, similar to those found in many New Age systemswhere they shout down people's ego's by replacing negative thoughts withpositive ones. It is quite obvious this does not work, for all it accomplishesis our repressing our bad thoughts into the unconscious, and whatever isrepressed has a most unfortunate way of finding its way back out, either inattacking others (judgment) and/or attacking ourselves (sickness).Jesus is not encouraging us to bring truth to the illusion -- the truth of thesestatements to the illusions we believe in -- but rather is teaching us tobring the illusions of our ego's thoughts to this truth. Whenever we are temptedto feel upset, therefore, we need to bring that upset and all its seeming causesto the truth: we made this up. We know we have because there is no Will butGod's.To repeat, these are not statements we should use to shout down our ego's, butinstead we should bring our ego's raucous shrieks of guilt and judgment to thelesson's gentle thought. This process holds not only for these exercises, butfor all the others. Thus we say:*(3:2-3) "There is no will but God's. I cannot be in conflict."*This means that when you find yourself unhappy or upset in the course of theday and honestly look at your ego, you would realize you are upset because youbelieve you are in conflict -- someone or something has brought you pain, andthat is the "cause" or the problem. If you recall the statement -- "There is nowill but God's. I cannot be in conflict" -- you recognize that everything younow perceive comes from the thought that you are in conflict with God. Yousuffer at someone else's hands, feel ill, or have lost your peace as a result ofconditions in the world -- all because you believe that you have separated fromyour Creator. Stated another way, conflict means duality, which is the essenceof the ego's illusory state of separation; while the Will of God expresses thenon-dualistic truth of the oneness of our reality as God's Son.This lesson continues the process of training that would have us begin to always-- not just here, but always -- revisit the ego thought system that underliesour being upset, angry, depressed, sick, anxious, or fearful. When we look atthe ego with Jesus beside us, we automatically do what he is asking of us inthis lesson. As he tells us at the beginning of the text, he is the Atonement(T-1.III.4:1): the experience and symbol within our dream that there is no Willbut God's. His loving principle within our minds is proof that nothing has comebetween us and the Love of God, and that, moreover, nothing <could> come betweenus and this Love, as we now read:*(3:4-9) "Then spend several minutes in adding some related thoughts, such as:I am at peace.Nothing can disturb me. My will is God's.My will and God's are one.God wills peace for His Son."*Jesus continues by telling us how to proceed in these exercises:*(3:10-13) "During this introductory phase, be sure to deal quickly with anyconflict thoughts that may cross your mind. Tell yourself immediately:There is no will but God's.These conflict thoughts are meaningless."*Once again, Jesus does not want us to shout down our pain or deny ourexperience of conflict with anyone or anything, but to bring our suffering tohim. This is analogous to what the great Indian teacher Krishnamurti emphasizedis his teachings: <Stay with the pain.> This was not a call to masochism. It wasa plea to his students not to cover the pain, but to continue on through it tothe love beyond. In A Course in Miracles, Jesus is the one who leads us throughthe pain we have first brought to him, to the peace that awaits us beyond theego's veil of conflict.*(4:1) "If there is one conflict area that seems particularly difficult toresolve, single it out for special consideration."*As we have seen throughout these lessons, Jesus is asking us to pay carefulattention to our minds, to search them to find the thoughts of conflict. We thenmove back from our unhappiness and distress to the underlying thought ofseparation that is the basis for the experience of specific conflicts. Ratherthan seek to avoid the particular difficult conflict situation, we areencouraged by Jesus to pay attention to it -- to "single it out for specialconsideration" -- which means bringing it to him so that the mind's guilt can belooked at and let go.*(4:2-5) "Think about it briefly but veryspecifically, identify the particular person or persons and the situation orsituations involved, and tell yourself:There is no will but God's. I share it with Him.My conflicts about ______ cannot be real."*I cannot realize the conflicts between you and me are unreal unless I acceptthe fact that I have made them real, <very real>. We first have to look at theconflict as we experience it, and then retrace it to its source. This process oflooking, of course, is the sum and substance of A Course in Miracles, a processthat is impossible unless we look in the right place: the decision-making partof the mind, where the mistake was first made. The close of Chapter 5 in thetext provides one example of Jesus' explicit teaching in this regard:"... the undoing process, which does not come from you, is neverthelesswithin you because God placed it there. Your part is merely to return yourthinking to the point at which the error was made, and give it over to theAtonement in peace." (T-5.VII.6:4-6).Elsewhere in the text Jesus discusses conflict and how it is resolved by thevision of the Holy Spirit, the sharing of which is the goal of A Course inMiracles:"The Holy Spirit undoes illusions without attacking them, because He cannotperceive them at all. They therefore do not exist for Him. He resolves theapparent conflict they engender by perceiving conflict as meaningless. I havesaid before that the Holy Spirit perceives the conflict exactly as it is, and itis meaningless. The Holy Spirit does not want you to understand conflict; Hewants you to realize that, because conflict is meaningless, it is notunderstandable." (T-7.VI.6:1-5).Again, this is why Jesus wants us to perceive the conflict; that we may see<beyond> it to the truth.This concludes the first part of the exercise. The second part follows:*(5:1) "After you have cleared your mind in this way, close your eyes and try toexperience the peace to which your reality entitles you."*In other words, we have first to be aware of our obscuring thoughts, the cloudsthat in an earlier lesson Jesus told us he would take us through (Lesson 70).Beyond these clouds of defense is the peace of God. Consistently Jesus remindsus that peace cannot come without first undoing the conflict; light is returnedto us only when we to go through the darkness; and love cannot be rememberedunless we look at the hate.*(5:2-4) "Sink into it and feel it closing around you. There may be sometemptation to mistake these attempts for withdrawal, but the difference iseasily detected. If you are succeeding, you will feel a deep sense of joy and anincreased alertness, rather than a feeling of drowsiness and enervation."*Many people experience a tendency to fall asleep when they begin to meditate ordo the lessons. This is Jesus' point of reference here, and he is helping usunderstand its defensive purpose of protecting our fear. Drowsiness does nothappen because we are overtired or insincere students. It comes because we fearthe state of peace. When we are aware of our thoughts of conflict we will notfall asleep. We should therefore ask ourselves why we stay awake with thesethoughts, and fall asleep when we are on the verge of getting beyond them to thepeace of God. The answer is obvious. Peace is threatening because it says thereis no will but God's, and ours is one with His. If the separation neverhappened; then we never happened either. <That> is the fear; the fear of losingour individual self.It is important when you begin to distract yourself -- by being tired, fallingasleep, or thinking of everything but the exercise -- that you not judgeyourself or feel guilty, but realize the distraction is coming from your fear ofthe lessons' goal.*(6) "Joy characterizes peace. By this experience will you recognize that youhave reached it. If you feel yourself slipping off into withdrawal, quicklyrepeat the idea for today and try again. Do this as often as necessary. There isdefinite gain in refusing to allow retreat into withdrawal, even if you do notexperience the peace you seek."*What is helpful about such statements is Jesus' gentleness in pointing out ourpotential resistance to these lessons. If he is expecting us to have difficultyand does not judge us for it, there is no reason, again, to judge ourselves whenwe forget to do the exercises, or begin them and promptly fall asleep.When we allow ourselves to move beyond the thoughts of anger, depression, andconflict, we joyously feel the peace of knowing our sins are forgiven and havehad no effect on the love and light within. Such joy is impossible if we do notfirst accept our self-concepts of sin, guilt, and failure. "Failing" theworkbook offers us perfect opportunities of looking at these ego concepts, andthen moving beyond them to the truth about ourselves.*(7) "In the shorter periods, which should be undertaken at regular andpredetermined intervals today, say to yourself:There is no will but God's.I seek His peace today.Then try to find what you are seeking. A minute or two every half an hour, witheyes closed if possible, would be well spent on this today."*If the goal of peace is truly ours, we shall happily embrace the means ofattaining it as well. Our constant remembrances throughout the day reflect thisembrace. Therefore, once again, forgetting "the minute or two" we are asked tospend every thirty minutes helps us get in touch with our ambivalence about thegoal. This alerts us to our inner conflict, and provides constant opportunitiesfor forgiving ourselves for the "sin" of pushing God away. From time to time weshall return to this important aspect of our workbook practice.*
Love and Blessings,
Lyn Johnson 719-369-1822
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