Lesson 64. Let me not forget my function.(1) Today's idea is merely another way of saying "Let me not wander intotemptation." The purpose of the world you see is to obscure your function offorgiveness, and provide you with a justification for forgetting it. It is thetemptation to abandon God and His Son by taking on a physical appearance. It isthis the body's eyes look upon.(2) Nothing the body's eyes seem to see can be anything but a form oftemptation, since this was the purpose of the body itself. Yet we have learnedthat the Holy Spirit has another use for all the illusions you have made, andtherefore He sees another purpose in them. To the Holy Spirit, the world is aplace where you learn to forgive yourself what you think of as your sins. Inthis perception, the physical appearance of temptation becomes the spiritualrecognition of salvation.(3) To review our last few lessons, your function here is to be the light of theworld, a function given you by God. It is only the arrogance of the ego thatleads you to question this, and only the fear of the ego that induces you toregard yourself as unworthy of the task assigned to you by God Himself. Theworld's salvation awaits your forgiveness, because through it does the Son ofGod escape from all illusions, and thus from all temptation. The Son of God isyou.(4) Only by fulfilling the function given you by God will you be happy. That isbecause your function is to be happy by using the means by which happinessbecomes inevitable. There is no other way. Therefore, every time you choosewhether or not to fulfill your function, you are really choosing whether or notto be happy.(5) Let us remember this today. Let us remind ourselves of it in the morning andagain at night, and all through the day as well. Prepare yourself in advance forall the decisions you will make today by remembering they are all really verysimple. Each one will lead to happiness or unhappiness. Can such a simpledecision really be difficult to make? Let not the form of the decision deceiveyou. Complexity of form does not imply complexity of content. It is impossiblethat any decision on earth can have a content different from just this onesimple choice. That is the only choice the Holy Spirit sees. Therefore it is theonly choice there is.(6) Today, then, let us practice with these thoughts:Let me not forget my function. Let me not try to substitute mine for God's.Let me forgive and be happy.>At least once devote ten or fifteen minutes today to reflecting on this withclosed eyes. Related thoughts will come to help you, if you remember the crucialimportance of your function to you and to the world.(7) In the frequent applications of today's idea throughout the day, devoteseveral minutes to reviewing these thoughts, and then thinking about them andabout nothing else. This will be difficult, at first particularly, since you arenot proficient in the mind discipline that it requires. You may need to repeat"Let me not forget my function" quite often to help you concentrate.(8) Two forms of shorter practice periods are required. At times, do theexercises with your eyes closed, trying to concentrate on the thoughts you areusing. At other times, keep your eyes open after reviewing the thoughts, andthen look slowly and unselectively around you, telling yourself:<This is the world it is my function to save.>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 64. "Let me not forget my function."*Lesson 64 is even more specific about awareness of our function.*(1:1-2) "Today's idea is merely another way of saying "Let me not wander intotemptation." The purpose of the world you see is to obscure your function offorgiveness, and provide you with a justification for forgetting it."*In this explicit statement Jesus tells us again that the purpose of the worldis to obscure our function. The ego made the world to ensure we retain ourindividuality and never remember who we truly are, while accepting noresponsibility for the separation from God. That is why the world of specificswas made: to keep the separation real, but to project responsibility onto othersby seeing the sin in them and not ourselves. Lesson 161 addresses this pointquite specifically, as we shall see later.Our function of forgiveness is to become aware that our individuality is anillusion we made up, <in our minds>. The unholy trinity of sin, guilt, and fearis also an illusion we made up -- <in our minds> -- as a defense against notchoosing our individuality, and that is what we want to have undone. The purposeof the world is to protect this unholy trinity, which, in turn protects ourindividual existence. The world thus was made as a giant smoke screen that wouldconceal from us the Holy Spirit's correction. As we have already seen(W-pII.1.2:3), our unforgiving thoughts, firmly placed in the world, protect theprojection of our mind's guilt so that we never recognize its source and chooseagainst it. The ego is continually tempting us to see our guilt in another's<body>, rather than in our <minds>. Near the end of the text Jesus definestemptation as the wish to see ourselves as a body:"Be vigilant against temptation, then, remembering that it is but awish, insane and meaningless, to make yourself a thing [i.e., a body] that youare not. And think as well upon the thing that you would be instead. It is athing of madness, pain and death; a thing of treachery and black despair, offailing dreams and no remaining hope except to die, and end the dream of fear.<This> is temptation; nothing more than this." (T-31.VII.14:1-4).When we see ourselves as bodies , it is inevitable that we shall see others asbodies as well, attacking them for the body's origin: the separation thought inour minds, now judged in another.*(1:3-4) "It is the temptation to abandon God and His Son by taking on a physicalappearance. It is this the body's eyes look upon."*We made up the world as one Son, which then fragmented into billions offragments. Our personal worlds, then, become rooted in our bodies -- physical aswell as psychological. Moreover, the sensory apparatus, here represented by theeyes, reports back to the brain that the world (and therefore <not> the mind) isreal. In this way the body ensures the thought system of the ego remainsuntouched and unhealed.*(2:1) "Nothing the body's eyes seem to see can be anything but a form oftemptation, since this was the purpose of the body itself."*The temptation, to repeat, is to have us believe the ego thought system isreal. This has nothing to do with temptations localized in the body, astraditional religious systems have defined them. Temptation, rather, representsa thought that says: "I believe the ego is right and the Holy Spirit is wrong."He would tell us the body is an illusion, the underlying thought system ofindividuality is an illusion, and the dream's only truth is the Atonementprinciple that we never left God. The body's purpose, therefore, is nothing lessthan to obscure the truth. As Jesus states in the text: "Nothing so blinding asperception of form" (T-22.III.6:7).Note that Jesus says in the first sentence: "Nothing the body's eyes <seem> tosee." This is because they do not truly see, "seeing" only what the mind toldthem is there: sin -- in everyone else! And even if we do see it in ourselves,we are convinced it was not our fault because it was not our choice to come intothe world. That is the message our body's eyes, and indeed all our sensoryorgans, were made to perceive: sin is all around us, but not within. Thisthought is quite important, as is evidenced by its frequent mention throughout ACourse in Miracles.*(2:2-4) "Yet we have learned that the Holy Spirit has another use for all theillusions you have made, and therefore He sees another purpose in them. To theHoly Spirit, the world is a place where you learn to forgive yourself what youthink of as your sins. In this perception, the physical appearance of temptationbecomes the spiritual recognition of salvation."*This is what, in the text, Jesus refers to as our special function (T-25.VI).The ego made special relationships to attack, hurt, and keep us separate; theHoly Spirit uses those same relationships as a means of undoing the ego'spurpose, so they now become the symbols of healing rather than attack.Consequently, rather than the world being a prison from we will never escape, itbecomes a classroom in which we learn how to escape, realizing what we seeoutside us is nothing other than the projection of our mind's decision. Byteaching us that happy fact about our happy function, the Holy Spirit enablesus to return to our minds, understanding at last that we can make anotherchoice.It is evident, by the way, that Jesus is not asking us to deny the world or ourbodies. He is simply saying: "Bring your experiences to me so I can teach you tolook at them differently. Let me and not your ego be your guide as you gothrough life, for I will help you to undo the barriers that kept you from mylove." These barriers are never anything external, having to do only with whichteacher we choose to instruct us, and with which attitude we pursue our lives.*(3:1) "To review our last few lessons, your function here is to be the light ofthe world, a function given you by God."*By creating us as an extension of His Love and light, God has ensured we arethat same love and light. Our function is simply to <be> what God created. Imight add that Jesus does not mean that God <specifically> gave us a <specific>function, a belief that nicely serves the ego's purpose of spiritualspecialness; namely, God (or Jesus or the Holy Spirit) wants me to write a book,teach and/or preach A Course in Miracles, travel (physically or mentally) to atroubled spot in the world to bring healing, help this specific person with thisspecific problem, etc., etc., etc. Our function in this world, rather, is tolearn to forgive. This restores to our awareness our function in Heaven tocreate. To be the light of the world thus reflects both functions: forgivenessundoes the darkness, which prevents the light of our Identity to shine forthfrom our minds in blessing the <one> world of the <one> Son.*(3:2-4) "It is only the arrogance of the ego that leads you to question this,and only the fear of the ego that induces you to regard yourself as unworthy ofthe task assigned to you by God Himself. The world's salvation awaits yourforgiveness, because through it does the Son of God escape from all illusions,and thus from all temptation. The Son of God is you."*Throughout A Course in Miracles -- text, workbook, manual for teachers -- whenJesus talks about our need to forgive the Son of God, or that the Son of Godneeds our help, he is not talking about a person outside us. He is talking aboutus, in the context of a relationship perceived to be outside us. Once again, itshould be understood that Jesus is not speaking about a specific behavioralfunction, but the non-specific function of forgiveness, common to all. Ours is aunity not only of darkness, but of light; not only hate, but forgiveness.*(4) "Only by fulfilling the function given you by God will you be happy. That isbecause your function is to be happy by using the means by which happinessbecomes inevitable. There is no other way. Therefore, every time you choosewhether or not to fulfill your function, you are really choosing whether or notto be happy."*This echoes the line in Chapter 1 of the text: "All real pleasure comes fromdoing God's Will" (T-21.VII.1:4). Jesus is not against our having pleasure inthe world, but is simply saying that whatever pleasure we have here does nothold a candle to the pleasure of joining with him in undoing our thoughts ofseparation and specialness. Therein lies our happiness. True happiness and joyare not found in getting what we want here. Nor does true peace. They come whenwe let go of the barriers to them -- thoughts of sin, guilt, fear, attack, pain,sacrifice, and death. Thus, fulfilling our function -- joining with the HolySpirit to look at the ego thought system differently -- is what makes us happy.Our natural state is happiness, but this, again, has nothing to do with the bodyor satisfaction of its physical or psychological needs. In this context,happiness is identical with remembering Who we are as Christ. Once happiness isso defined, whenever we are separate from our Identity we will be unhappy. Wewill then inevitably seek happiness in the special areas of our lives, and willnever really find it. Whatever happiness we do receive will be a few measlycrumbs that disappear almost as quickly as we enjoy them. However, the happinessthat Jesus describes lasts, because it has to do only with the thought of lovethat transcends time and space entirely.An added point, already implied above: This lesson explains that if forgivenessis the <means> whereby we attain the <end> of happiness, if we choose not toforgive, we are really choosing not to be happy. Understanding the causalconnection between the practice of forgiveness and our happiness is what Jesushopes will provide the motivation for learning and living this course.*(5:1-6) "Let us remember this today. Let us remind ourselves of it in themorning and again at night, and all through the day as well. Prepare yourself inadvance for all the decisions you will make today by remembering they are allreally very simple. Each one will lead to happiness or unhappiness. Can such asimple decision really be difficult to make? Let not the form of the decisiondeceive you."*In other words, try not to take too seriously the <specific> things in your daythat you think will make you happy or unhappy. It is their <content> that isimportant; i.e., will they serve as <means> to achieve the minds <end> ofhappiness or unhappiness? The simplicity of this decision echoes what wementioned just before about the simplicity of salvation. It is why there is noorder of difficulty in miracles (T-23.II.2:3); and why we believe all of thiscourse, or none of it (T-22.II.7:4). Indeed, we can say that our entire dayshould be dedicated to learning the simplicity of the Holy Spirit's <content>; asimplicity that belies the complexity of the <forms> of our lives. This theme iscontinued in what follows:*(5:7-10) "Complexity of form does not imply complexity of content. It isimpossible that any decision on earth can have a content different from justthis one simple choice. That is the only choice the Holy Spirit sees. Thereforeit is the only choice there is."*These lines are extremely important as a way of counteracting the mistake thatmost students inevitably fall into, and reminiscent of these previously quotedstatements from the text:"Complexity is of the ego, and is nothing more than the ego's attempt toobscure the obvious." (T-15:IV.6:2)."Complexity is not of God. How could it be, when all He knows is One? Heknows of one creation, one reality, one truth and but one Son. Nothing conflictswith oneness. How, then, could there be complexity in Him?" (T-26.III.1:1-5).The issue is thus <not> to ask the Holy Spirit what you should do: Should I goto place A or B, be with person A or B, eat food A or B; should I do this, that,or the other thing? He sees only one simple choice -- God or the ego --encouraging us to ask but one question: Do I believe the Atonement principle istrue, or the separation? Since this is the only choice the Holy Spirit sees, itshould be the only choice for which we ask His help.On the other hand, because we believe we are <specific> creatures, with<specific> needs, living in <specific> world, our experience is that the HolySpirit gives us <specific> advice about what we should <specifically> do. Laterlessons actually even say that, as we shall see presently. Yet Jesus tells usthis is just our experience. The reality is that the Holy Spirit sees only onepossible choice: truth or illusions: which, of course, is no real choice.As we go though our day, confronted by the many kinds of decisions we all haveto make -- seemingly important and unimportant -- the only issue we need toattend is which teacher we will choose. If our choice is the Holy Spirit, wewill automatically know the most loving thing to do in any circumstance.However, when we fixate on asking the Holy Spirit for specific advice, we aregoing to "hear" specific advice. This means we will have forgotten our lesson,and will thus have to ask His help each and every time we are faced with aproblem, or a plan that needs to be made. As Jesus tells us at the end of themanual, living like this is not practical, "and it is the practical with whichthis course is most concerned." (M-29.5:4-7).Jesus asks us to be mindful of his presence as often as possible, not onlyasking him specifically what to do, but simply <to think of him>. We should dothis especially, when we are tempted to have ego thoughts -- anxiety, concerns,and, even more to the point, when we think there is a meaningful choice to bemade here. If we have this illusion, we have already chosen on our own, and<will be wrong>. The world offers no meaningful choice, for meaning can only befound in our minds -- in the decision between the ego and the Holy Spirit.Thus are we slowly, gradually, and gently led to be thinking of Jesus as oftenas we can throughout the day. This means being vigilant in our thoughts abouthow often we are <not> thinking of him, how often we do not <want> to think ofhim, and how often we want to do things on our own without asking for help. Ourdesire to preserve our specialness impels us to avoid the help that would undoit, but in our right minds we forgive ourselves for forgetting what we trulywant. This gentle and forgiving reminder of the one choice we need to make isthe current running through this discussion, and why Jesus repeatedly tells ushis course is simple. Incidentally, this simplicity is the theme of "Rules forDecision," in Chapter 30 in the text (T-30.1).Jesus now proceeds with specific instructions for the day, designed to encourageus in our practicing to remember:*(6) "Today, then, let us practice with these thoughts:Let me not forget my function.Let me not try to substitute mine for God's.Let me forgive and be happy.At least once devote ten or fifteen minutes today to reflecting on this withclosed eyes. Related thoughts will come to help you, if you remember the crucialimportance of your function to you and to the world."*This concluding sentence is of course the key. We will remember our function offorgiveness when we recognize its importance for ourselves, and therefore forthe Sonship.Next, Jesus lets us know that <he> knows all about our resistance:*(7) "In the frequent applications of today's idea throughout the day, devoteseveral minutes to reviewing these thoughts, and then thinking about them andabout nothing else. This will be difficult, at first particularly, since you arenot proficient in the mind discipline that it requires. You may need to repeat"Let me not forget my function" quite often to help you concentrate."*Students need to be careful not to <over>estimate their advancement in thecurriculum, being tempted to believe that these lessons are simple-minded, andbeneath their "high" spiritual state. It is far better to err on the side of<under>estimating one's spiritual status, if one can use such a horrid phrase.These still-early lessons are helpful in instilling such humility in us, thecompanion on the journey that ensures achievement of our goal.The concluding paragraph and set of instructions returns to the <eyesclosed-eyes open> exercises, reminding us of the lack of true differentiationbetween the external world of bodies we perceive and the inner world of ourthoughts.*(8) "Two forms of shorter practice periods are required. At times, do theexercises with your eyes closed, trying to concentrate on the thoughts you areusing. At other times, keep your eyes open after reviewing the thoughts, andthen look slowly and unselectively around you, telling yourself:This is the world it is my function to save."*Recognizing no difference between exercising with eyes open or closed reflectsour recognition that the world it is our function to save is us in the mind.*
Love and Blessings,
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