Lesson 45. God is the Mind with which I think.Today's idea holds the key to what your real thoughts are. They are nothing thatyou think you think, just as nothing that you think you see is related to visionin any way. There is no relationship between what is real and what you think isreal. Nothing that you think are your real thoughts resembles your real thoughtsin any respect. Nothing that you think you see bears any resemblance to whatvision will show you.You think with the Mind of God. Therefore you share your thoughts with Him, asHe shares His with you. They are the same thoughts, because they are thought bythe same Mind. To share is to make alike, or to make one. Nor do the thoughtsyou think with the Mind of God leave your mind, because thoughts do not leavetheir source. Therefore, your thoughts are in the Mind of God, as you are. Theyare in your mind as well, where He is. As you are part of His Mind, so are yourthoughts part of His Mind.Where, then, are your real thoughts? Today we will attempt to reach them. Wewill have to look for them in your mind, because that is where they are. Theymust still be there, because they cannot have left their source. What is thoughtby the Mind of God is eternal, being part of creation.Our three five-minute practice periods for today will take the same general formthat we used in applying yesterday's idea. We will attempt to leave the unrealand seek for the real. We will deny the world in favor of truth. We will not letthe thoughts of the world hold us back. We will not let the beliefs of the worldtell us that what God would have us do is impossible. Instead, we will try torecognize that only what God would have us do is possible.We will also try to understand that only what God would have us do is what wewant to do. And we will also try to remember that we cannot fail in doing whatHe would have us do. There is every reason to feel confident that we willsucceed today. It is the Will of God.Begin the exercises for today by repeating the idea to yourself, closing youreyes as you do so. Then spend a fairly short period in thinking a few relevantthoughts of your own, keeping the idea in mind. After you have added some fouror five thoughts of your own to the idea, repeat it again and tell yourselfgently:My real thoughts are in my mind. I would like to find them.< Then try to go past all the unreal thoughts that cover the truth in your mind,and reach to the eternal.Under all the senseless thoughts and mad ideas with which you have cluttered upyour mind are the thoughts that you thought with God in the beginning. They arethere in your mind now, completely unchanged. They will always be in your mind,exactly as they always were. Everything you have thought since then will change,but the Foundation on which it rests is wholly changeless.It is this Foundation toward which the exercises for today are directed. Here isyour mind joined with the Mind of God. Here are your thoughts one with His. Forthis kind of practice only one thing is necessary; approach it as you would analtar dedicated in Heaven to God the Father and to God the Son. For such is theplace you are trying to reach. You will probably be unable as yet to realize howhigh you are trying to go. Yet even with the little understanding you havealready gained, you should be able to remind yourself that this is no idle game,but an exercise in holiness and an attempt to reach the Kingdom of Heaven.In the shorter exercise periods for today, try to remember how important it isto you to understand the holiness of the mind that thinks with God. Take aminute or two, as you repeat the idea throughout the day, to appreciate yourmind's holiness. Stand aside, however briefly, from all thoughts that areunworthy of Him whose host you are. And thank Him for the Thoughts He isthinking with you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 45. "God is the Mind with which I think."(1:1) "Today's idea holds the key to what your real thoughts are."*That is because our real thoughts are with God. Note in the followingdiscussion that Jesus identifies our real thoughts with the Christ Mind.*(1:2) "They are nothing that you think you think, just as nothing that you thinkyou see is related to vision in any way."*Jesus is always giving us a little jibe, telling us that we but think we think,we but think we see. In fact, we are not thinking or seeing at all.*(1:3) "There is no relationship between what is real and what you think isreal."*Other words could be substituted for these. We could say, for example, there isno relationship between what God is and what the world thinks God is -- so muchfor theologies of the world! Returning to the workbook lesson, we see a LevelOne statement -- there is absolutely nothing, no middle ground, between thetruth and illusion. Any time we think we understand something, suchunderstanding cannot be real because we are involved only with our own thoughts,and <our> thoughts are never real. The purpose of A Course in Miracles is not tolead us to an <understanding> of God, but to an experience of His Love, forwhich we must escape the darkness of our guilt and hatred. The followingstatement from the Introduction to the clarification of terms expresses thisgoal of experience rather than understanding:"A universal theology is impossible, but a universal experience is not onlypossible but necessary. It is this experience toward which the course isdirected. Here alone consistency becomes possible because here alone uncertaintyends." (C-in.2:5-7).We can also recall this wonderful line from the text:"You are still convinced that your understanding is a powerful contributionto the truth, and makes it what it is. Yet we have emphasized that you needunderstand nothing." (T-18.IV.7:5-6).*(1:4 -- 2:5) "Nothing that you think are your real thoughts resemble your realthoughts in any respect. Nothing that you think you see bears any resemblance towhat vision will show you.""You think with the Mind of God. Therefore you share your thoughts with Him,as He shares His with you. They are the same thoughts, because they are thoughtby the same Mind. To share is to make alike, or to make one. Nor do the thoughtsyou think with the Mind of God leave your mind, because thoughts do not leavetheir source."*The extremely important principle <ideas leave not their source> makes itsfirst appearance here in the workbook, although we have already discussed itmany times. Jesus mentions it again later in the lessons, and it is at thecenter of his teaching throughout the three books. To state it differently: Thisprinciple is the Atonement, which reflects the unchanging truth we are an ideaor thought in the Mind of God, and have never left our Source. This means theseparation never happened. We are thus saying that all thoughts, if they arereal, have never left their Source. Even though we believe we have left God andare asleep in the dream, we can still have reflections of these thoughts. Onceagain, in these passages Jesus is not making a distinction between real thoughtsand the reflection of real thoughts.*(2:6-8) "Therefore, your thoughts are in the Mind of God, as you are. They arein your mind as well, where He is. As you are part of His Mind, so are yourthoughts part of His Mind."*All is one, since <ideas leave not their source>. The mind we think we are isunreal, in contrast to the Mind of Christ, Jesus' referent here.This is yet another example of how the language of the workbook is not, strictlyspeaking, theologically correct. Since forgiveness is impossible in God, as weshall see in just a moment, our forgiveness thoughts, in reality, have nothingto do with God either. More properly, forgiveness is the <reflection> of God'sThought. Read this material, therefore, as you would a wonderful poem, not atechnical treatise to be analytically dissected.*(3) "Where, then, are your real thoughts? Today we will attempt to reach them.We will have to look for them in your mind, because that is where they are. Theymust still be there, because they cannot have left their source. What is thoughtby the Mind of God is eternal, being part of creation."*The function of the Holy Spirit is to hold those thoughts in our minds, which,despite our mind wandering, remain in their source. Projection is a powerful andpersuasive defense, yet it cannot defy the basic principle: <ideas leave nottheir source.> It is our learning this salvific fact that the ego continuallytries to prevent.*(4:1-2) "Our three five-minute practice periods for today will take the samegeneral form that we used in applying yesterday's idea. We will attempt to leavethe unreal and seek for the real."*Sentence 2 seems to say the exact opposite of the passage in Chapter 16 that Iquoted earlier -- "Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek andfind all the barriers that you have built against it" (T-16.IV.6:1) -- for herethe words say you should seek for truth. This is yet another indication of hisinconsistent use of words. However, it is equally true that the principles heteaches never vary and are consistent, as the remainder of the paragraph makesclear. In other words, we find the truth (the real) by first finding theillusion (the unreal) and then leaving it and deciding against it. Incidentally,4:2 is taken from the famous Hindu statement about leaving the unreal for thereal. Here now is the rest of the paragraph:*(4:3-6) "We will deny the world in favor of truth. We will not let the thoughtsof the world hold us back. We will not let the beliefs of the world tell us thatwhat God would have us do is impossible. Instead, we will try to recognize thatonly what God would have us do is possible."*The way we seek for truth and what is real is by denying the unreal, which wedeny by looking at our unreal thoughts with Jesus. Again, when we look with himat our judgments, hatred, and guilt they will disappear, leaving only the truth.Indeed, the very process of <looking> is what heals. As I discussed in thePrelude, it is not looking at our guilt that preserves its illusory existence.That is the function of the world and body: to keep us from looking within.Therefore, looking without guilt or judgment at our decision to be guilty undoesit, transferring its substance from a solid wall of granite -- <heavy, opaque,and impenetrable> -- to a <fragile veil> that has no power to keep away thelight (T-18.IX.5:2-4). We shall return to this important theme repeatedly beforeour journey through the workbook is completed.*(5) "We will also try to understand that only what God would have us do is whatwe want to do. And we will also try to remember that we cannot fail in doingwhat He would have us do. There is every reason to feel confident that we willsucceed today. It is the Will of God."*Jesus is reminding us here of our purpose in doing the workbook and studyinghis course: what we really want to do is be an expression of God's Will, eventhough strictly speaking God does not have us do anything. Once again, andhardly for the last time, we see Jesus appealing to our right-minded motivation:We want to learn his lessons because they will make us feel better.*(6) "Begin the exercises for today by repeating the idea to yourself, closingyour eyes as you do so. Then spend a fairly short period in thinking a fewrelevant thoughts of your own, keeping the idea in mind. After you have addedsome four or five thoughts of your own to the idea, repeat it again and tellyourself gently:My real thoughts are in my mind. I would like to find them.Then try to go past all the unreal thoughts that cover the truth in your mind,and reach to the eternal."*The way you go to the eternal is through your unreal thoughts, which you bringto the real ones of the Holy Spirit. Our chart (in Lesson 43) illustrates this.You find God by going through the ego system, which begins with your experienceof yourself as a body. You next realize your body is a projection of the mind'sunreal thoughts of separation, specialness, and guilt, which you bring to thereal thoughts of the Holy Spirit. And then they are gone, leaving only thetruth. This process of going through the <unreal> to the <real> -- the essenceof forgiveness -- is powerfully described in the following passage from the textthat tells of our journey through the "circle of fear" to God, with the HolySpirit as our companion and guide:"Yet God can bring you there [beyond all fear], if you are willing to followthe Holy Spirit through seeming terror, trusting Him not to abandon you andleave you there. For it is not His purpose to frighten you, but only yours. Youare severely tempted to abandon Him at the outside ring of fear, but He wouldlead you safely through and far beyond." (T-18.IX.3:7-9).*(7:1) "Under all the senseless thoughts and mad ideas with which you havecluttered up your mind are the thoughts that you thought with God in thebeginning."*These are not thoughts we normally think of as thoughts, for Jesus speaks of anexpression of God's Will -- Oneness, truth and love. Even though we are unawareof them, these thoughts remain nonetheless, "held in safekeeping" in our rightminds against the time we choose them, <and only them.> Jesus makes the samepoint in this moving passage early in the text. I quote it in its entirety."How can you who are so holy suffer? All your past except its beauty isgone, and nothing is left but a blessing. I have saved all your kindnesses andevery loving thought you ever had. I have purified them of the errors that hidtheir light, and kept them for you in their own perfect radiance. They arebeyond destruction and beyond guilt. They came from the Holy Spirit within you,and we know what God creates is eternal. You can indeed depart in peace becauseI have loved you as I loved myself. You go with my blessing and for my blessing.Hold it and share it, that it may always be ours. I place the peace of God inyour heart and in your hands, to hold and share. The heart is pure to hold it,and the hands are strong to give it. We cannot lose. My judgment is as strong asthe wisdom of God, in Whose Heart and Hands we have our being. His quietchildren are His blessed Sons. The Thoughts of God are with you." (T-5.IV.8)*(7:2-4) "They are there in your mind now, completely unchanged. They will alwaysbe in your mind, exactly as they always were. Everything you have thought sincethen will change, but the Foundation on which it rests is wholly changeless."*These thoughts, reflecting the Love of God are always with us -- totallyunchanged. We have covered them over with senseless and cluttered thoughts, andJesus is helping us uncover the truth that is in us. In the end we shall come torecognize that these insane thoughts are made up. Their seeming power had no<effect> on the truth, and of such truth <is> the Kingdom of Heaven rememberedon earth.*(8:1-4) "It is this Foundation toward which the exercises for today aredirected. Here is your mind joined with the Mind of God. Here are your thoughtsone with His. For this kind of practice only one thing is necessary; approach itas you would an altar dedicated in Heaven to God the Father and to God the Son."*Jesus again is urging us to take these lessons seriously and remember why weare doing them. However, we are not taking them seriously if we do not applythem, which is why our vigilance becomes so important. In the text, Jesusexplains that altars are devotions:"Both Heaven and earth are in you, because the call of both is in your mind.The Voice for God comes from your own altars to Him. These altars are notthings; they are devotions. Yet you have other devotions now. Your divideddevotion has given you the two voices, and you must choose at which altar youwant to serve. The call you answer now is an evaluation because it is adecision. The decision is very simple. It is made on the basis of which call isworth more to you." (T.5.II.8.5-12).And so we are instructed to recognize <which call is worth more to us>. It isour practice and vigilance that will reinforce what we <truly> want.*(8:5-7) "For such is the place you are trying to reach. You will probably beunable as yet to realize how high you are trying to go. Yet even with the littleunderstanding you have already gained, you should be able to remind yourselfthat this is no idle game, but an exercise in holiness and an attempt to reachthe Kingdom of Heaven."*We are once more asked to remember the importance of these lessons to us, beingthe practical and specific application of the principles of the text. Thesincerity in our desire to return home will be reflected in our commitment tothis ongoing practice. Thus Jesus says in the first sentence in paragraph 9:*(9:1) "In the shorter exercise periods for today, try to remember how importantit is to you to understand the holiness of the mind that thinks with God."*It should be apparent by now, through his continual emphasis, how importantJesus believes these lessons to be, and how important they should be to us. Weshall discuss presently how this importance will be measured by our willingnessto relinquish our investment in specialness.The lesson closes with this final plea from Jesus to choose against ("standaside") our ego's thoughts, and <for> his reminders of the Thoughts we sharewith God:*(9:2-4) "Take a minute or two, as you repeat the idea throughout the day, toappreciate your mind's holiness. Stand aside, however briefly, from all thoughtsthat are unworthy of Him Whose host you are. And thank Him for the Thoughts Heis thinking with you."*Gratitude is an important theme in A Course in Miracles, and one to which weshall often return. The core of this gratitude is that God has never ceased tobe Who He is, despite all our insane attempts to make Him be otherwise.*
Love and Blessings,
Lyn Johnson 719-369-1822
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