No one desires pain. But he can think that pain is pleasure. No one would avoid his happiness. But he can think that joy is painful, threatening and dangerous. Everyone will receive what he requests. But he can be confused indeed about the things he wants; the state he would attain. What can he then request that he would want when he receives it? He has asked for what will frighten him, and bring him suffering. Let us resolve today to ask for what we really want, and only this, that we may spend this day in fearlessness, without confusing pain with joy, or fear with love.
Father, this is Your day. It is a day in which I would do nothing by myself, but hear Your Voice in everything I do; requesting only what You offer me, accepting only Thoughts You share with me.
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Below, is from Kenneth Wapnick's commentaries on this lesson, from "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles," which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street.
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Lesson 339. "I will receive whatever I request."
*If I feel pain it is because I chose pain, and I chose it because of its value in keeping God away. The suffering will never cease, therefore, until I change my mind about its purpose.*
(1:1-4) "No one desires pain. But he can think that pain is pleasure. No one would avoid his happiness. But he can think that joy is painful, threatening and dangerous."
*Jesus discusses this idea at the end of the first and second obstacles to peace (T-19.IV.-A.17:10-12); T-19.IV-B.15). He explains that we really do not understand the difference between pleasure and pain, and that if we believe the body can give us one, it can also give us the other. We are confused because we have taken instruction from a teacher with a vested interest in what we learn -- that we stay in pain but blame someone else for it. This is the ego's insane method of freeing us from guilt. Thus we need a Teacher Who will help us realize that anything of the ego is ultimately painful, and that the only real pleasure is in doing God's Will (T-1.VII.1:4), which in this world entails learning to forgive.
Therefore, our real joy is giving up of the ego, which means giving up our individuality and self-importance. To our egos, however, this can only be perceived as painful. Jesus reminds us that babies will cry when the scissors they are playing with are taken from them (T-4.II.5:2). To the caring adult, a baby's enjoyment is courting danger, and so it removes the potential source of harm. Jesus is the caring adult trying to do the same with us, except he does not have the same power to effect change that an adult has over a child. Thus he waits patiently until we change our minds sufficiently to realize that he knows better than we. He is trying to take away our specialness, not by force, but by gently reminding us it will not make us happy.*
(1:5-9) "Everyone will receive what he requests. But he can be confused indeed about the things he wants; the state he would attain. What can he then request that he would want when he receives it? He has asked for what will frighten him, and bring him suffering. Let us resolve today to ask for what we really want, and only this, that we may spend this day in fearlessness, without confusing pain with joy, or fear with love."
*Once again, we all receive what we want, and we want happiness; but we do not understand that what we think will make us happy brings us only suffering and pain. We need a different definition of happiness, which comes when we step with Jesus outside of the dream -- outside our personal identity, wishes, and specialness -- and let him teach us what alone will give us what we want: the perceptual shift of relationships that forgiveness brings about. Of such is the Kingdom of Heaven on earth, as joy replaces pain, and love takes the place of fear.*
(2) "Father, this is Your day. It is a day in which I would do nothing by myself, but hear Your Voice in everything I do; requesting only what You offer me, accepting only Thoughts You share with me."
*When our day is given to the Holy Spirit, our plan is to do nothing ourselves. We need only be aware of how quickly we forget our right-minded intention as we are overwhelmed by the pressures the day brings. It will seem as if these are the causes of forgetting our Teacher, but constant practice helps us to remember that it is we who give power to these pressures to push Him away. No one and nothing can take the Holy Spirit from us except our fear of His Atonement and Love. At last we choose to hear His Voice and welcome Him to our shared home in the mind.*