Lesson 334. Today I claim the gifts forgiveness gives.
I will not wait another day to find the treasures that my Father offers me. Illusions are all vain, and dreams are gone even while they are woven out of thoughts that rest on false perceptions. Let me not accept such meager gifts again today. God's Voice is offering the peace of God to all who hear and choose to follow Him. This is my choice today. And so I go to find the treasures God has given me.
I seek but the eternal. For Your Son can be content with nothing less than this. What, then, can be his solace but what You are offering to his bewildered mind and frightened heart, to give him certainty and bring him peace? Today I would behold my brother sinless. This Your Will for me, for so will I behold my sinlessness.
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Commentary on this lesson by Ken Wapnick, from his books: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles." Book set may be purchased at the following site: ~ M. Street.
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Lesson 334. "Today I claim the gifts forgiveness gives."
*Lessons 334 through 337 center on the theme of perceiving sinlessness in our brothers, which allows us to realize we are sinless, too. They roughly parallel the two sections that end Chapter 20, "The Consistency of Means and End" and "The Vision of Sinlessness" (T-20.VII,VIII). Forgiveness' gift awakens in us the memory of our innocence, for by undoing the belief in the sin we perceive in others, we give ourselves the opportunity to choose the sinlessness the Holy Spirit offers over the ego's gift of sinfulness.*
(1:1) "I will not wait another day to find the treasures that my Father offers me."
*Here again, Jesus appeals to us to recognize how unhappy we are living under the ego's guidance, and how happy we would be if we let him be our teacher instead.*
(1:2) "Illusions are all vain, and dreams are gone even while they are woven out of thoughts that rest on false perceptions."
*In other words, the world is already over. The Atonement principle has never ceased to be, and everything we have ever dreamt, thought, or experienced is an illusion that never happened -- "This world was over long ago" (T-28.1.1:6).*
(1:3-6) "Let me not accept such meager gifts again today. God's Voice is offering the peace of God to all who hear and choose to follow Him. This is my choice today. And so I go to find the treasures God has given me."
*We saw the importance of choosing the second place, that we may remember that we -- an aspect of God's Son -- are part of the first. If we are unhappy with the ego's gifts of anger, depression, or pain, we need but remember these were our choice, and thus we can choose again.*
(2:1) "I seek but the eternal."
*The ego will always have us seek after the ephemeral: the world's gifts of specialness. Jesus reminds us that what we truly want, and want alone, is the love that never ends:
"Let, then, your dedication be to the eternal, and learn not to interfere with it and make it slave to time." (T-19.1.16:1)*
(2:2-5) "For Your Son can be content with nothing less than this. What, then, can be his solace but what You are offering to his bewildered mind and frightened heart, to give him certainty and bring him peace? Today I would behold my brother sinless. This Your Will for me, for so will I behold my sinlessness."
*The way we find the eternal in ourselves is to forgive. Jesus, as we have seen repeatedly, has us work backwards. We begin where we think we are -- in special relationships fraught with neediness and grievances. We learn to use these as classrooms under the guidance of our new teacher, in which we come to understand that the sin we perceive around us, or even in our own bodies, is a projection of the mind's belief in sin. Once we return to the source of the error, we can, as the decision maker, choose differently. We begin by asking for help to shift our perception of someone perceived external to us, and gently move to our bewildered mind and frightened heart, there to accept our inherent sinlessness as God's true Son.*