Natalie it is great to hear your enthusiasm in staying centered in HS (and returning to HS when you recognize you are holding a different hand). I am on the 30-100 year plan regarding the Course, though lately more devoted to watching the thoughts and concepts that I deemed necessary. On November 6, I had picked up my 18-20 year old pup who had been euthanized before the weekend. We were going to be headed on a long ride to have him cremated. I hear my husband upset about something before we leave the house and I realized it was about the election. I asked that we hold off on that topic if possible (yep, I was taking it seriously). I knew that my goal is to look at ego thoughts. I'm thinking with ego asking, "Seriously, are you kidding? This is an opportunity for me to look and hold J's hand, now?" ROFL. Then I hear myself saying out loud, "Of course this is an opportunity. It is what you have been asking for all along. There must be a better way and it no longer works going around it.? It's time to go through it sitting in the theater with J.
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With Appreciation,
Marcy
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