Dear all,
I'm looking for help to deal with an overwhelming sense of boredom and lack of purpose.
?I have been dealing with terminal illnesses in the family for several years,? my husband's depression and then mine.?
No one has been almost dying for a few months now, we are both stable, without medication, the children are fine.?
I don't have the sense of urgency anymore but I don't feel good either, like there's no purpose in my life.
?I wonder if anyone here has experienced this feeling of emptiness after years of diffiuculties??
How did you found back the joy of little things in your daily life?
Covid was not helpfull, it's being a long time since we travelled, went to museums or the movies. The fact thar we lost a big part of our income is? not helping? either.?
?I am 44 years old, my husband is 47 years old, the children are 12 and 7 years old.?
Everyone at home? feels good, enjoys their daily lives but my husband starts to get worried because I'm not 100% present, I feel tired and unmotivated (developed enphisema in the last 2 years what doesn't help).
?I also have this sense that i don't really know what happened in my life in the past couple of years and that i should be doing something but not sure what.
I'm married with the man i love, we are raising our childre? the way we think is rigth, i wish i did not have this feeling that something is missing.
Thank you for your kind words.
C¨¢tia Maciel?
Catia Maciel