"No," Rena said with a giggle, eyes curious and interested as she peered up at Henry, hands still spread across his delicious chest.
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"I am not certain...as to the alchemy altering the shape of my brain...You have stumped me but I must admit to being curious indeed as to why you wonder. I fear the answer would be better coming from my mother were she only here...for she knows far more of such matters...I do not know that my brain is shaped differently, perhaps just more developed and heightened...aware."
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She shrugged.
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"The enhanced intelligence is definitely a result of the alchemy and chemistry involved, however."
"And yes Krueger is our real name."
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Her expression became serious as she raised her small?hands to Henry's face, gazing deeply into his eyes.
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"I swear, my darling Henry I won't lie to you even if the truth is disturbing. I have never lied to you and i never will. I don't believe that is the way to build a trusting strong relationship and we need to trust one another...now more than ever for I believe we are in danger. I...this is all so much to go into this night especially when our heads are not clear," she lamented, tone one of open frustration.
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She returned his kiss, then clung to him, resting her head against his chest.
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"The cultural differences...are in part due to my being American, in part due to us being so rich that we can afford to be removed from a society that shunned my grandfather for being too different to fit into what they could consider palatable, and partly due to...well to...time," she said, knowing that he wouldn't understand that but later it may help for things to click.?
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Henry was very intelligent and observant, making note of small details?even if he wasn't always aware of doing so at the time.
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"As for how I know of your potion...Yes I owe you that explanation and plan to give it to you tomorrow when our heads are both clear. I could get into all of it tonight, but in doing so we would have to postpone those oh os necessary pleasures that we have both been craving from one another all evening. I never understood the obsessive sexual need my parents have for one another until you...I find myself wanting to do so many things to you and to put myself completely into your hands...and in so doing experience all of the delightful things that you can do to me. I promise you that my knowing about your potion, your work, none of my knowledge was obtained dishonestly and I mean nothing but good for you...I value you above all others, Henry I promise you that."
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She sighed.
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"Were any of the answers simple and brief I would give them to you right now. I am not trying to avoid telling you anything, merely telling you while we're both probably too drunk to focus...Because Henry...What I have to tell you...I will be completely honest in saying that until today I would have considered a large part of it to be impossible and unbelievable. This will make it even more difficult for me because the last thing I want is to be disbelieved or mistrusted by you...It...would be unbearable..."
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Her arms tightened around him as she struggled against the panic that rose within her chest and stomach at the very thought.
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"I am generally fearless but i fear much here...Please Henry don't leave me alone here and please...I don't expect you to be able to believe everything but I need you to work with me...You are all I have."
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She really hadn't wanted to get into this...and it all seemed to be spinning out of control. They connected so well even here and now, and she hated being so frightened. Blast it all why had they gotten so drunk? Well she knew why, but now it didn't seem like such a wise idea.
She felt her entire body shaking as she clung to him, so kissed him once again to steady herself...and because she very much needed to do so. No matter the situation it was ever as if their 2 bodies acted as magnets.
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed.
I get along with the voices inside of my head.
Kat