?
He was truly thinking...that was either good or
dangerous, but Natari continued on with her experiment, giving him a smile and
formulating her reply honestly, considering as she spoke.
?
"Good thoughts and in many access you are correct.
But as a man of science knows, there are always exceptions, deviations either
way."
?
She?adjusted in her chair, folding her hands
in her lap.
?
"Some vampires could have been nice people, for
example, and been turned by a kind?well meaning person but couldn't handle
the changes. Some could?go mad, some could turn darker of heart. Some can
not handle the?taking of blood or even lives to survive. Some can not
handle all the extra sensory in put that is gained with vampirism and it is too
much for their minds to process. Any of these can make them go mad and then of
course they are even more dangerous. Then there are those?who may have been
kind or mild and they find they enjoy the power the?taking of lives. If
someone annoys them it's all they have?to do to ensure they never annoy
them again, for example. Power goes?to their heads. Perhaps
they?couldn't handle it either and going darker was?their?way
rather than going mad. Perhaps they only appeared nicer because they were simply
more mild and the power was as such, dangerous in their hands.
?
Along the?same lines, if someone evil turned a
kind person against their will, they could still remain kind if they did not go
mad.?It's such a personal evolution, but usually there is some sort of
change because the body and senses become so much more and the life choices
must, as a rule, change. It is just factual. Some like me, and I feel the more
rare, remain mostly who we were. I feel the changes I made are logical
considering what I have said and considering said changes not out of
my?character or twisting my character. I know for a fact I remain
more?inhibited than most."?
I'm friends with the monster that's under my
bed.
I get along with the voices inside of my
head.
Hugin