Abe Now, 3/12/25, part 2, 2:40 – Becoming
Q: Hi Abraham. Thank you for having me. And I'm so excited about this opportunity. I am an artist. I am a singer, a painter, and actress, and a performer. I've always known that. However - this is the part where I can hear you talking to me - I have, for some reason, I've held it away. And I think a lot of that reason has to do with, for some reason, this practicing of unworthiness. I'm starting to believe again. And I know that I'm a movie star. And I need you to make me feel better. I want help with how to let myself be what I am. And to know that I'm good. And that I'm not bad.
A: Yesterday, or the day before - it could be just about any day - Esther went through the Taco Bell drive-thru. And a beautiful girl looking so much like you, helped her at the window. And Esther said, “You know you look like a movie star, don't you?” And as we watched these videos last night, Esther knew that you and what you are thinking, and Esther and what she was saying, were all tied together in some way. And here's how it is.
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You said you want us to help you feel better. And we can't help you to feel like a movie star. You've got to find the feeling of that. And when you are not yet experiencing all of the byproducts of being something, you have to conjure them somehow. You have to take little bits and pieces of it from here and there. When you say that you think it is about unworthiness, it is. It's about that, but not as much as you think. It's about pickiness. It is, but not as much as you might think.
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It's about the unknown, mostly. It’s about not being sure what you're getting yourself into. And that's where deliberate focus and anticipation can begin to shore up your point of attraction, so that you will begin to attract more information. You'll have more rendezvous that will make you feel that way.
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In other words, if Esther had run into you, she would have said that to you. But you don't want to rely on what other people are thinking about things, because that's not what gives it to you. It comes from within. It comes from your desire, and then your point of attraction brings you the pieces that shore up and cause that desire to be consistent and firm.
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The only reason in the world that you don't get what you want is because you think more thoughts in opposition to it, than you do in the having of it. More observing, or more opinioning, than focusing and intending.
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So, what does it feel like? You want to pay attention to how you feel. And just ponder. Just sit in a sort of wondering attitude. And ask yourself how these thoughts are feeling. What’s the trend of these thoughts? How do they feel? And you'll feel right away if you're worrying, or if you're competitive, or if you're jealous, or if you’re eager, and learning, and growing, and expanding.
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You don't want to try to take big jumps. Quantum leaps aren't… They don't happen. You want to be willing to just shift the way you feel a little bit at a time. And that has to be enough.
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Now this is the important part for you. Thinking a thought that feels a little better, and thinking another thought that feels a little better is the path. It is the work. But it also can feel too slow to you. Which means now you've just counteracted it by being impatient.
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So what we want you to try to embrace is the becoming of this, not the being it.?You said, “I know I am an actress.” Well, we see that too. It's clear in your vortex. But you've got to enjoy the becoming of it.
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It's like… We've told this story over many years. You're on a day trip, and you're going to drive for a few hours. And you don't get out there for an hour and become so impatient that you just give up. You try to enjoy the becoming of the trip. In other words, the moving along your way to where you're going is a big part of the experience. It's the experience of becoming.
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You want to embrace the experience of becoming fabulously rich, or extraordinarily known. You want to embrace the feeling of becoming it, becoming it a little more, and a little more, and a little more, and a little more, and a little more, and a little more.
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Esther has a friend, very skilled at time lapse photography. In fact, his photography is world-renowned. And she watched quite a bit of it for a while. Flowers, unfolding.?And his photographs were beautiful at every phase. It wasn't only beautiful once it completely opened up. It was beautiful as it was?opening?up.
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And if you could see the time lapse photography in the way we see it… From the seed in the ground - which you usually don't see - to the seed becoming more and more. And the first little bit of whatever it is coming out and… You can't see it because it’s still beneath the ground.?In other words, your inner being is enjoying all of the becoming of everything that is becoming.
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And that's why source is thrilled all the time with what is becoming. Do you know that no relationship is ever complete? It’s still becoming. Do you know that no physical apparatus is ever complete? It is always becoming. Do you know that you're an eternal being always in the state of becoming? So you just want to settle into that realization, and start savoring your becoming. And then it moves to the parts you like the best more quickly.
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And we get it. It's always more fun as a planter of a seed to see it come up from the soil. And it's even more satisfying as it becomes a stalk of corn, and even more when the ears begin to form, and even more when it becomes ready for harvest, and even more when you are harvesting it and enjoying it. We get that!
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But you have to embrace every part of the becoming process.?And when you do, oh! Then… We know that part you like. We know that part of manifestation you like. You like that… You don't even savor so much that feeling that it's about to happen. You like it once it's happened. And then you're only happy for that long. Because that's not what it's all about. That's part of what it's about.?But the becoming is really what it's all about!
