Lesson 66. My happiness and my function are one. (1) You have surely noticed an emphasis throughout our recent lessons on theconnection between fulfilling your function and achieving happiness. This isbecause you do not really see the connection. Yet there is more than just aconnection between them; they are the same. Their forms are different, but theircontent is completely one.(2) The ego does constant battle with the Holy Spirit on the fundamentalquestion of what your function is. So does it do constant battle with the HolySpirit about what your happiness is. It is not a two-way battle. The ego attacksand the Holy Spirit does not respond. He knows what your function is. He knowsthat it is your happiness.(3) Today we will try to go past this wholly meaningless battle and arrive atthe truth about your function. We will not engage in senseless arguments aboutwhat it is. We will not become hopelessly involved in defining happiness anddetermining the means for achieving it. We will not indulge the ego by listeningto its attacks on truth. We will merely be glad that we can find out what truthis.(4) Our longer practice period today has as its purpose your acceptance of thefact that not only is there a very real connection between the function God gaveyou and your happiness, but that they are actually identical. God gives you onlyhappiness. Therefore, the function He gave you must be happiness, even if itappears to be different. Today's exercises are an attempt to go beyond thesedifferences in appearance, and recognize a common content where it exists intruth.(5) Begin the ten-to-fifteen-minute practice period by reviewing these thoughts:God gives me only happiness.He has given my function to me.Therefore my function must be happiness.Try to see the logic in this sequence, even if you do not yet accept theconclusion. It is only if the first two thoughts are wrong that the conclusioncould be false. Let us, then, think about the premises for a while, as we arepracticing.(6) The first premise is that God gives you only happiness. This could be false,of course, but in order to be false it is necessary to define God as somethingHe is not. Love cannot give evil, and what is not happiness is evil. God cannotgive what He does not have, and He cannot have what He is not. Unless God givesyou only happiness, He must be evil. And it is this definition of Him you arebelieving if you do not accept the first premise.(7) The second premise is that God has given you your function. We have seenthat there are only two parts of your mind. One is ruled by the ego, and is madeup of illusions. The other is the home of the Holy Spirit, where truth abides.There are no other guides but these to choose between and no other outcomespossible as a result of your choice but the fear that the ego always engenders,and the love that the Holy Spirit always offers to replace it.(8) Thus, it must be that your function is established by God through His Voice,or is made by the ego which you have made to replace Him. Which is true? UnlessGod gave your function to you, it must be the gift of the ego. Does the egoreally have gifts to give, being itself an illusion and offering only theillusion of gifts?(9) Think about this during the longer practice period today. Think also aboutthe many forms the illusion of your function has taken in your mind, and themany ways in which you tried to find salvation under the ego's guidance. Did youfind it? Were you happy? Did they bring you peace? We need great honesty today.Remember the outcomes fairly, and consider also whether it was ever reasonableto expect happiness from anything the ego ever proposed. Yet the ego is the onlyalternative to the Holy Spirit's Voice.(10) You will listen to madness or hear the truth. Try to make this choice asyou think about the premises on which our conclusion rests. We can share in thisconclusion, but in no other. For God Himself shares it with us. Today's idea isanother giant stride in the perception of the same as the same, and thedifferent as different. On one side stand all illusions. All truth stands on theother. Let us try today to realize that only the truth is true.(11) In the shorter practice periods, which would be most helpful today ifundertaken twice an hour, this form of the application is suggested:My happiness and function are one,because God has given me both.It will not take more than a minute, and probably less, to repeat these wordsslowly and think about them a little while as you say them.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 66. My happiness and my function are one.*This lesson continues the theme of our happiness and function, elaborating ontheir unity. The only way we can be happy is to let Jesus be our teacher. Thatdecision reflects our function of forgiveness. Anything else will not bring ushappiness because it will not last.*(1) "You have surely noticed an emphasis throughout our recent lessons on theconnection between fulfilling your function and achieving happiness. This isbecause you do not really see the connection. Yet there is more than just aconnection between them; they are the same. Their forms are different, but theircontent is completely one."*Another way to say this is that fulfilling our function is the cause, and theeffect is our happiness. When we forgive our thoughts of guilt, hate, and pain,what remains is happiness, for cause and effect are one. This theme of onenessis expressed throughout A Course in Miracles, and is the characteristic ofHeaven as well as the split mind. Thus cause and effect, ideas and source, innerand outer -- all are one. Cause and effect are not separated; <ideas leave nottheir source>; effects are not their cause. Again, the acceptance of ourfunction is the cause, and its effect is our happiness. In truth they are oneand unseparated.*(2:1) "The ego does constant battle with the Holy Spirit on the fundamentalquestion of what your function is."*To the ego, our function is to survive. This is accomplished by projectingresponsibility for the separation onto everyone else, thereby ensuring that wenever return to its source: the mind's decision for the ego. Needless to say,this is a one-way battle, since the Holy Spirit knows nothing of the ego'sillusions, except that we have chosen to identify with them. Because it takes<two> to wage a war, the very fact that the Holy Spirit, not to mention GodHimself, does not engage the ego in any way ensures that there is no war. Thisnon-combativeness, otherwise known as defenselessness, is the essence of theAtonement. The separation, the source of the ego's war against God, neveroccurred because God knows nothing of it. An illusion unrecognized remains anillusion. However, when confronted, the illusion becomes real in our <belief>,and thus is our dream of separation made real for us. Choosing the Atonementundoes this madness, restoring to our awareness the truth of our Identity asChrist.*(2:2) "So does it do constant battle with the Holy Spirit about what yourhappiness is."*Happiness to the ego is when we kill. Indeed, its motto is <kill or be killed>.Happiness is when we get what we want, which occurs at someone's expense: I win,you lose. That's happiness! Ask the members of a sports team that wins a biggame. The players are happy because the other team lost, and they would not behappy if the other team had won. Sports are set up so that there cannot be twowinners. What we act out on an athletic field as a participant (or in a stadiumas a fan) in a seemingly benign way reflects the underlying malevolence of theego thought system of <one or the other>. Yet to all this the Holy Spirit gentlyreplies:"You but mistake interpretation for the truth. And you are wrong. But amistake is not a sin, nor has reality been taken from its throne by yourmistakes. God reigns forever, and His laws alone prevail upon you and upon theworld. His Love remains the only thing there is. Fear is illusion, for you arelike Him." (M-18.3:3-12; italics omitted).In the acceptance of that Love is found our true happiness.*(2:3-6) "It is not a two-way battle. The ego attacks and the Holy Spirit doesnot respond. He knows what your function is. He knows that it is yourhappiness."*The Holy Spirit does not respond because there is nothing for Him to respondto. How could He, the reflection of truth in our minds, respond to an illusion?If He did, the illusion would be real. As Jesus explains in the text(T-5.II.7:1-5), a passage to which we shall return frequently, all the HolySpirit does is remind. He does not overcome, command, or demand. He does nothingbut simply remind us of the truth. The passage continues:"The Voice for God is always quiet, because It speaks of peace. Peace isstronger than war because it heals. War is division, not increase. No one gainsfrom strife. What profiteth it a man if he gain the whole world and lose his ownsoul? If you listen to the wrong voice you have lost sight of your soul."(T-5.II.7:7-12).The Holy Spirit's peace is the end of conflict, while the "wrong voice" guidesus into the war, wherein we lose our soul. Yet without opposition, the seemingenemy ceases to be, and what appeared to be a battleground fades "into thenothingness which it came" (M-13.1:2). The illusion of the ego's attacks arebrought to the Holy Spirit's truth, "and truth saw them not" (M-14.1:10). Thusare they undone, for their seeming reality is not even recognized. How couldthey then be responded to?Nonetheless, the ego continually attempts to make conflict real. In any conflictthere are two opposing forces, of which one will be a winner and the other aloser. To the Holy Spirit, again, there is no opposing force. There is only God,and nothing else. For the Holy Spirit, therefore, the way out of conflict is toremind us there is no conflict; no problem to be solved; no enemy to beconfronted and overcome. That fact alone makes us happy.*(3) "Today we will try to go past this wholly meaningless battle and arrive atthe truth about your function. We will not engage in senseless arguments aboutwhat it is. We will not become hopelessly involved in defining happiness anddetermining the means for achieving it. We will not indulge the ego by listeningto its attacks on truth. We will merely be glad that we can find out what truthis."*A Course in Miracles' way of undoing the ego is having us look at it. Nothingelse is required. When we look, we realize there is nothing to see, and thus nopoint in defining the ego or arguing with its thought system. Thus we go beyondits illusory nature to the truth. To quote again these important lines:"No one can escape from illusions unless he looks at them, for not lookingis the way they are protected. There is no need to shrink from illusions, forthey cannot be dangerous. We are ready to look more closely at the ego's thoughtsystem because together we have the lamp that will dispel it, and since yourealize you do not want it, you must be ready. Let us be very calm in doingthis, for we are merely looking honestly for truth. The " dynamics" of the egowill be our lesson for a while, for we must look first at this to see beyond it,since you have made it real. We will undo this error quietly together, and thenlook beyond it to truth.""What is healing but the removal of all that stands in the way of knowledge?And how else can one dispel illusions except by looking at them directly,without protecting them? Be not afraid, therefore, for what you will be lookingat is the source of fear, and you are beginning to learn that fear is not real."(T-11.V.1:1-3, 2.1-3)The process of forgiveness thus entails realizing that the ego we thought wasthere had no effect. If it had no effect, it could not be a cause; if it is nota cause, it does not exist.Jesus is training us to look at the false functions of specialness we have madeas substitutes for our true function, which is to forgive, and thenremember Who we are. He asks us only to look at the false, for thus is theillusion brought to the truth, and in the presence of its light, the ego'sdarkness disappears.*(4) "Our longer practice period today has as its purpose your acceptance of thefact that not only is there a very real connection between the function God gaveyou and your happiness, but that they are actually identical. God gives you onlyhappiness. Therefore, the function He gave you must be happiness, even if itappears to be different. Today's exercises are an attempt to go beyond thesedifferences in appearance, and recognize a common content where it exists intruth."*Here Jesus addresses the crucial difference between appearance and reality, notin terms of what we perceive externally, but within our own experience. Sooften, reinforced by religious or spiritual traditions, spiritual aspirants holdto the insane belief that God demands sacrifice, and pursuing our function meansto suffer. Jesus addresses this insanity in the beginning of Chapter 3 in thetext, where he discusses "the terrible misperceptions that God Himselfpersecuted His Own Son on behalf of salvation" (T-3.2.3:4). He elaborates onthis crucial point, using the misperceptions of the crucifixion as his referent:"God does not believe in retribution. His Mind does not create that way. Hedoes not hold your "evil" deeds against you. Is it likely that He would holdthem against me? Be very sure that you recognize how utterly impossible thisassumption is, and how entirely it arises from projection. This kind of error isresponsible for a host of related errors, including the belief that God rejectedAdam and forced him out of the Garden of Eden. It is also why you may believefrom time to time that I am misdirecting you. ... Sacrifice is a notion totallyunknown to God. It arises solely from fear, and frightened people can bevicious." (T-3.1.3:4-10; 4:1-2).This viciousness is not only directed towards others, but ourselves as well. Itis this painful misperception of God demanding sacrifice that Jesus attempts tocorrect here in this lesson: <Our happiness and function are one>.Continuing his discussion in paragraph 5, Jesus presents us with a syllogism, atraditonal form of logic in which you logically prove an argument to be true:*(5:1-4) "Begin the ten-to-fifteen-minute practice period by reviewing thesethoughts:God gives me only happiness. He has given my function to me.Therefore my function must be happiness.<"*In sentence 2 and 3 are true, sentence 4 must be true as well. Therefore,because the first premise is true ("God gives me only happiness") as is thesecond ("He has given my function to me"), the concluding statement mustlogically follow ("My function must be happiness").Jesus' purpose in using this syllogism is to have us realize how none of what wedo in this world will bring us happiness. It is only in recognizing that ourattempts fail, and fail miserably, that we will be motivated to say there mustbe another else. We will then understand we have been looking for happiness inthe wrong place, and therefore will never find it. It can be found only if we gowithin and ask it of our true Teacher. Thus Jesus says:*(5:5 - 6:6) "Try to see the logic in this sequence, even if you do not yetaccept the conclusion. It is only if the first two thoughts are wrong that theconclusion could be false. Let us, then, think about the premises for a while,as we are practicing.""The first premise is that God gives you only happiness. This could be false, ofcourse, but in order to be false it is necessary to define God assomething He is not. Love cannot give evil, and what is not happiness is evil.God cannot give what He does not have, and He cannot have what He is not. UnlessGod gives you only happiness, He must be evil. And it is this definition of Himyou are believing if you do not accept the first premise."*Jesus is saying that if you do not believe God gives only happiness, you aremaking Him into a dualistic being Who will give you happiness <along withsomething else>. For example, the biblical God gives us happiness, but alsopain, life, but also death, good, but also evil. The God Jesus depicts in ACourse in Miracles thus corrects the dualistically divine figure of the Bible.He tells us God can give us <only> happiness, for He knows only of perfectOneness: He thus gives only what is Himself, and cannot give anything else. Thisis because <there is nothing else>.To continue this argument: If God gives you happiness <and> evil, then evil mustbe part of Him, too. Remember, <ideas leave not their source>. Thus, if evilexists and God is the source of everything, evil must have its source in God.This means the biblical divinity not only has God within Himself, but also thedevil. Thus Jesus encourages us to look at this, asking ourselves if this couldpossibly be true.And now the second premise:*(7:1-4)"The second premise is that God has given you your function. We have seenthat there are only two parts of your mind. One is ruled by the ego, and is madeup of illusions. The other is the home of the Holy Spirit, where truth abides."*This of course is the description of the right- and wrong-minded parts of thesplit mind.The next sentence gives a very clear implication, of the third part of the mind,what we call the decision maker.*(7:5) "There are no other guides but these to choose between ..."*Accordingly, there must be some part of our minds that chooses between the egoand the Holy Spirit.*(7:5) "...and no other outcomes possible as a result of your choice but the fearthat the ego always engenders, and the love that the Holy Spirit always offersto replace it."*There are only two outcomes, effects, or contents that are possible in thisworld: love or fear. Everything else is imply an expression of either one ofthese two thoughts. That is why in Lesson 64 Jesus said: "Complexity of formdoes not imply complexity of content." The world was made to confuse us andcomplicate what it is, in essence, a very simple choice: I choose the ego, andfear and pain are the unhappy result; I choose the Holy Spirit, and happinessand peace are the happy result. Simple.*(8) "Thus, it must be that your function is established by God through HisVoice, or is made by the ego which you have made to replace Him. Which is true?Unless God gave your function to you, it must be the gift of the ego. Does theego really have gifts to give, being itself an illusion and offering only theillusion of gifts?"*Jesus tells us the ego cannot give us any real gifts; and therefore it cannotgive us anything that is true. Hence, God alone gives us our function. Theproblem, as always, is that there still remains our insanity that prefers theego's "gifts" of separation and individuality to the loving gift of God'sOneness. Since the ego's "gifts' to us must entail pain and suffering, we gladlybear its burden if it means our continual <existence>. Jesus' challenge as ourteacher is to convince us that happiness comes from choosing to return to<being>, our true Self.*(9) "Think about this during the longer practice period today. Think also aboutthe many forms the illusion of your function has taken in your mind, and themany ways in which you tried to find salvation under the ego's guidance. Did youfind it? Were you happy? Did they bring you peace? We need great honesty today.Remember the outcomes fairly, and consider also whether it was ever reasonableto expect happiness from anything the ego ever proposed. Yet the ego is the onlyalternative to the Holy Spirit's Voice."*Once again, Jesus is emphasizing the necessity of paying careful attention toour egos. Before we can remember the function God has given us, we first have tolook at the functions we have given ourselves as replacements for God's gifts.He is asking us to be completely honest about whether any of these functions,indeed anything of this world has truly made us happy. Needless to say, Jesus isnot talking about the transient happiness we all experience from time to time,which again, is when we get what we want. He refers to a happiness that is sodeep it cannot be undone by anything else. It is this honesty that Jesusrequires of us throughout our study and practice of A Course in Miracles,without which the ego will successfully slip away unnoticed into ourunconscious, only to wreak havoc on our lives and on the world.Paragraph 10 is another statement of the importance theme, <one or the other>,God or the ego. In this case it refers not to one or the other in the egosystem, but one or the other, God or the ego. In this case it refers not to oneor the other in the ego system, but one or the other in the sense that there canonly be God <or> the ego, but not both:*(10:1-4) "You will listen to madness or hear the truth. Try to make this choiceas you think about the premises on which our conclusion rests. We can share inthis conclusion, but in no other. For God Himself shares it with us."*Because God Himself shares it with us, it must be true. Anything else, then,would be a lie. The simplicity of our decision making: To choose the ego is toreject God's truth. One leads to happiness; the other to misery. What could besimpler than that?*(10:5-8) "Today's idea is another giant stride in the perception of the same asthe same, and the different as different. On one side stand all illusions. Alltruth stands on the other. Let us try today to realize that only the truth istrue."*This theme is found all through A Course in Miracles. Near the end of theworkbook Jesus says, for example: "Christ's Second Coming gives the Son of Godthis gift: to hear the Voice for God proclaim that what is false is false, andwhat is true has never changed" (T-pII.10.1.1) -- <one or the other>. In the NewYear's Prayer that ends chapter 15, we read: "Make this year different by makingit all the same" (T-15.XI.10:11). In other words, in our right-mindedexperience, everything is the same because everything serves the same purpose offorgiveness, which alone will bring us happiness.To the ego there are many different ways of achieving happiness. Whatestablishes me as different from you is that if I am happy, you are not.Therefore, if I want to be happy, you have to lose. That makes us different. Ido not realize that if I am unhappy, you will be unhappy, and vice versa. Itcannot be that I attack you and not be attacked myself, nor can I forgive youwithout forgiving myself, since we are not different but the same -- one Sonwith one wrong-minded function to attack, and one right-minded function toforgive. This point is emphasized at the end of chapter 22, concluding adiscussion of the holy relationship:"Only the different can attack. So you conclude because you can attack, youand your brother must be different. Yet does the Holy Spirit explain thisdifferently. Because you and your brother are not different, you cannot attack.Either position is a logical conclusion. Either could be maintained, but neverboth. The only question to be answered in order to decide which must be true iswhether you and your brother are different. From the position of what youunderstand you seem to be, and therefore can attack. Of the alternatives, thisseems more natural and more in line with your experience. And therefore it isnecessary that you have other experiences, more in line with truth, to teach youwhat is natural and true." (T-22.VI.13).*(11) "In the shorter practice periods, which would be most helpful today ifundertaken twice an hour, this form of the application is suggested:My happiness and function are one, because God has given me both.<It will not take more than a minute, and probably less, to repeat these wordsslowly and think about them a little while as you say them."*It should be striking to us to see how easily we forget. Twice an hour toremember how happy forgiveness makes us is not really very much time, except toan ego, which jealously covets each and every unholy instant. Therefore, when weare not able to think about the words of the exercise twice an hour, we shouldat some point think about our resistance to doing so. Such non-judgmentalthinking -- the meaning of looking with the Holy Spirit -- will yield abundantrewards each and every time we remember to forgive ourselves for forgetting.*
Love and Blessings,
Lyn Johnson 719-369-1822
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