Lesson 46. God is the Love in which I forgive.God does not forgive because He has never condemned. And there must becondemnation before forgiveness is necessary. Forgiveness is the great need ofthis world, but that is because it is a world of illusions. Those who forgiveare thus releasing themselves from illusions, while those who withholdforgiveness are binding themselves to them. As you condemn only yourself, so doyou forgive only yourself.Yet although God does not forgive, His Love is nevertheless the basis offorgiveness. Fear condemns and love forgives. Forgiveness thus undoes what fearhas produced, returning the mind to the awareness of God. For this reason,forgiveness can truly be called salvation. It is the means by which illusionsdisappear.Today's exercises require at least three full five-minute practice periods, andas many shorter ones as possible. Begin the longer practice periods by repeatingtoday's idea to yourself, as usual. Close your eyes as you do so, and spend aminute or two in searching your mind for those whom you have not forgiven. Itdoes not matter "how much" you have not forgiven them. You have forgiven thementirely or not at all.If you are doing the exercises well you should have no difficulty in finding anumber of people you have not forgiven. It is a safe rule that anyone you do notlike is a suitable subject. Mention each one by name, and say:God is the Love in which I forgive you, [name].< The purpose of the first phase of today's practice periods is to put you in aposition to forgive yourself. After you have applied the idea to all those whohave come to mind, tell yourself:God is the Love in which I forgive myself.< Then devote the remainder of the practice period to adding related ideas suchas:God is the Love with which I love myself. God is the Love in which I am blessed.<The form of the application may vary considerably, but the central idea shouldnot be lost sight of. You might say, for example:I cannot be guilty because I am a Son of God. I have already been forgiven.No fear is possible in a mind beloved of God.There is no need to attack because love has forgiven me.<The practice period should end, however, with a repetition of today's idea asoriginally stated.The shorter practice periods may consist either of a repetition of the idea fortoday in the original or in a related form, as you prefer. Be sure, however, tomake more specific applications if they are needed. They will be needed at anytime during the day when you become aware of any kind of negative reaction toanyone, present or not. In that event, tell him silently:God is the Love in which I forgive you.< ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 46. "God is the Love in which I forgive."*This lesson is the first time we find a serious discussion of forgiveness.*(1:1-3) "God does not forgive because He has never condemned. And there must becondemnation before forgiveness is necessary. Forgiveness is the great need ofthis world, but that is because it is a world of illusions."*As we shall see later, Jesus "likes" this first sentence so much that herepeats it verbatim in the review lesson. Forgiveness has no place in Heaven,but only in the dream that began with the condemnation thought of sin and willend with sin's undoing through forgiveness, love's reflection. "There must becondemnation before forgiveness is necessary," which makes forgiveness anillusion since it corrects what never happened. Since God does not (because He<cannot>) recognize the illusion, He cannot correct it. There is no need for itin Heaven.*(1:4-5) "Those who forgive are thus releasing themselves from illusions, whilethose who withhold forgiveness are binding themselves to them. As you condemnonly yourself, so do you forgive only yourself."*Jesus is making it very clear that forgiveness has nothing to do with anyone wethink is outside us. It occurs in the context of a relationship we have madereal, but must recognize that what we are forgiving is a projection of the guiltwe do not want, not to mention the responsibility for our distressing situation.Lesson 196 - 198, which we shall discuss much later in this series, elaborate onthis essential point, as their titles suggest:"It can be but myself I crucify.""It can be but my gratitude I earn.""Only my condemnation injures me." *(2:1) "Yet although God does not forgive, His Love is nevertheless the basis offorgiveness."*We are reminded here that forgiveness is a real and right-minded thought thatreflects the real thought of love in our Christ Mind.*(2:2-3) "Fear condemns and love forgives. Forgiveness thus undoes what fear hasproduced, returning the mind to the awareness of God."*The right mind, or forgiveness, undoes the wrong mind of fear and hate. Whenthe right mind undoes the wrong mind, both disappear and all that remains is theawareness of God. Once again, we need to recall that A Course in Miracles doesnot teach the truth, but the <undoing> of the illusory barriers to truth; aprocess that allows the memory of God to dawn upon our sleeping minds, awakeningus at last from the ego's nightmare world of guilt and fear.*(2:4-5) "For this reason, forgiveness can truly be called salvation. It is themeans by which illusions disappear."*Salvation thus has a different meaning in A Course in Miracles. Rather thanbeing the plan of God to save us from our very real sinfulness, it now becomesthe Holy Spirit's correction of forgiveness for our <belief> in sinfulness. Itis the simple change of mind from the illusion of separation to the truth ofAtonement.*(3) "Today's exercises require at least three full five-minute practice periods,and as many shorter ones as possible. Begin the longer practice periods byrepeating today's idea to yourself, as usual. Close your eyes as you do so, andspend a minute or two in searching your mind for those whom you have notforgiven. It does not matter "how much" you have not forgiven them. You haveforgiven them entirely or not at all."*This is an expression within the dream of the <all or none> idea, what weearlier described as Level One. In our experience we do not forgive totally; weforgive a little bit here and a little bit there; we forgive this person but notanother. This passage is telling us, however, that if that is our practice offorgiveness, we are not finished yet. Forgiveness has to be total, otherwise itis not real. This <all or none> idea finds a similar expression in the followingstatement about A Course in Miracles itself: "This course will be believedentirely or not at all" (T-22.II.7:4).*(4) "If you are doing the exercises well you should have no difficulty infinding a number of people you have not forgiven. It is a safe rule that anyoneyou do not like is a suitable subject. Mention each one by name, and say:God is the Love in which I forgive you, [name]."*This is the first of several exercises in which Jesus asks us to identify thosepeople we have chosen not to forgive. He assures us we shall have no trouble inidentifying these special hate objects. Later on we shall be gently instructedto expand this category to include those we believe we love. An importantteaching of the text is that special love and special hate are the same, beingbut different <forms> of the same basic <content> of separation. Thus we need toforgive <everyone>, since everyone -- friend or foe -- is perceived to beseparate from us.*(5:1) "The purpose of the first phase of today's practice periods is to put youin a position to forgive yourself."*"Forgiving yourself" is what this course is all about. I think I am forgivingsomeone outside of me, but I am really forgiving myself. Again, needless to say,this thought is the central theme of A Course in Miracles. It reflects thedynamic of projection, wherein we seek to place in others the guilt we cannotaccept within ourselves. Once having projected the guilt, we have no furtherawareness of its ongoing presence in our minds, which for all intents andpurposes have been forgotten beneath the <double shield of oblivion>(W-pI.136.6:2) -- the belief in guilt in ourselves (mind) and in others (body).Only by recognizing our unforgiveness of another can we be led to theunforgiveness of ourselves, and beyond that to the Atonement that links us backto Love we never truly left.The next few lines present various statements as suggestive of our practice forthe day. These, incidentally, should not be taken as <affirmations> as is thepractice of many New Age students. By this I mean that statements such as theseshould <not> be used to cover the ego's thought system of negativity and hate,but rather understood as symbols of the right-minded presence of correction, <towhich> we bring the ego's thoughts:*(5:2--6:7) "After you have applied the idea to all those who have come to mind,tell yourself:God is the Love in which I forgive myself.Then devote the remainder of the practice period to adding related ideas suchas:God is the Love with which I love myself.God is the Love in which I am blessed.The form of the application may vary considerably, but the central idea shouldnot be lost sight of. You might say, for example:I cannot be guilty because I am a Son of God.I have already been forgiven.No fear is possible in a mind beloved of God.There is no need to attack because love has forgiven me.The practice period should end, however, with a repetition of today's idea asoriginally stated."*If we do these exercises properly, we will become increasingly able to note ourego thoughts of separation and specialness and bring them quickly to the lovethat embraces the Sonship as one, at the same time it undoes our thoughts ofguilt, fear, and attack. This is reiterated in the lesson's final paragraph,where Jesus returns to his central emphasis of using the idea for the day, aswell as its variations, whenever we are tempted to choose the ego instead of theHoly Spirit:*(7) "The shorter practice periods may consist either of a repetition of the ideafor today in the original or in a related form, as you prefer. Be sure, however,to make more specific applications if they are needed. They will be needed atany time during the day when you become aware of any kind of negative reactionto anyone, present or not. In that event, tell him silently:God is the Love in which I forgive you."*Jesus is asking us, once again, to be aware of any kind of negative reaction,major or minor, and then to bring these reactions <to> the suggested thoughts ofthe day. In this way his light can shine away the darkness in which we hadsought to hide. This process requires great vigilance and diligence as we seekcontinually to <practice> the holy instant (T-15.IV). I am reminded of thefamous joke: A lost New Yorker asks someone how to get to Carnegie Hall, thelegendary concert auditorium. The response is: <Practice, practice, practice>!*
Love and Blessings,
Lyn Johnson 719-369-1822
|