Lesson 83. Today let us review these ideas:1. (65) My only function is the one God gave me.I have no function but the one God gave me. This recognition releases me fromall conflict, because it means I cannot have conflicting goals. With one purposeonly, I am always certain what to do, what to say and what to think. All doubtmust disappear as I acknowledge that my only function is the one God gave me.(2). More specific applications of this idea might take these forms:My perception of this does not change my function. This does not give me a function other than the one God gave me.Let me not use this to justify a function God did not give me.<3. (66) My happiness and my function are one.All things that come from God are one. They come from Oneness, and must bereceived as one. Fulfilling my function is my happiness because both come fromthe same Source. And I must learn to recognize what makes me happy, if I wouldfind happiness.(4). Some useful forms for specific applications of this idea are:This cannot separate my happiness from my function. The oneness of my happiness and my function remains wholly unaffected bythis.Nothing, including this, can justify the illusion of happiness apart from myfunction.<~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 83. Today let us review these ideas:1.(65) "My only function is the one God gave me."*There <is> nothing else.*(1:2-5) "I have no function but the one God gave me. This recognition releasesme from all conflict, because it means I cannot have conflicting goals. With onepurpose only, I am always certain what to do, what to say and what to think. Alldoubt must disappear as I acknowledge that my only function is the one God gaveme."*Our function is to forgive, the only right-minded reason for being in theworld. We are not here to save it, make a lot of money, raise a happy family,have a healthy body, or live to be a hundred and fifty years. Remembering thiswill remove conflict, because believing our function is external will inevitablyconflict with our internal function of realizing that nothing external isimportant; only the change of thinking brought about by the change of teachers.Conflict results as well from wanting to study this course and return home, atthe same time yearning to be its great teacher,or, seemingly more humbly, itsdevoted student, while still desiring the gifts of specialness: money, fame,power, and love. In these cases we regard an external goal as important -- ifnot more so -- than the internal one, setting up conflict that was the ego'sgoal from the beginning. Yet this course will end conflict, not exacerbate it,and the only right-minded purpose of the external world, once we have made it,is for it to be the mirror that shows us the choice we have made internally.Only then can our minds -- the true source of conflict -- be healed, as thefollowing passage explains:"Forget not that the healing of God's Son is all the world is for. That isthe only purpose the Holy Spirit sees in it, and thus the only one it has. Untilyou see the healing of the Son as all you wish to be accomplished by the world,by time and all appearances, you will not know the Father nor yourself. For youwill use the world for what is not its purpose, and will not escape its laws ofviolence and death." (T.24.VI.4.1-4)Healing is thus the world's only sane purpose. Once we made it as an expressionof our hatred of God and Christ, our new Teacher shifts the purpose. The worldbecomes the vehicle for showing us, first, that we have a mind, and second, theego decision we made within it. Now the right decision is inevitable, and we arecertain of the purpose of forgiveness as doubt disappears.We now seek to apply what we are learning:*(2:2-3) "My perception of this does not change my function.""This does not give me a function other than the one God gave me."*Whatever situation I believe is disrupting my peace has no effect on my mind.Stated another way, nothing I perceive as external has the power to change mypurpose of forgiveness. Regardless of the ego reactions to a situation, myfunction remains within, gently and patiently held for me by Jesus. The readermay recall our earlier citation of this lovely passage of the text -- Jesusechoing his gentle and patient role as our teacher -- part of which we look atagain:"I have saved all your kindnesses and every loving thought you ever had. Ihave purified them of the errors that hid their light, and kept them for you intheir own perfect radiance." (T-5.IV.8:3-4).Despite our ego's shenanigans, we cannot lose. Our insanity has no effect on thesanity within, nor on our sane function of forgiveness.*(2:4) "Let me not use this to justify a function God did not give me."*Let me not use an external situation as a means of justifying the belief thereis some purpose in my life other than undoing the ego's thought system. Theworld is only too happy to cooperate in the ego's plan -- after all, the egomade the world to cooperate -- by providing us with one opportunity afteranother to justify our judgments and grievances, our perception that we havebeen unfairly treated; an unfairness that can be remedied only by our defensiveand, at times, aggressive response. However, we are twice told: Anger is neverjustified (T-6.in.1:7; T-30.VI.1:1-2). Restoring the mind's peace is our onlyresponsibility, and recognition of this happy fact is the heart of our functionof forgiveness.*(3:1)(66) "My happiness and my function are one."*This is because our happiness does not result from anything in the world.Remember the laws of specialness tell us our happiness comes from the body: ourown or another's, or anything external. This, again, must engender conflict,because happiness comes only when we let go of guilt, the joyous effect offorgiveness. However, if we think there is pleasure in the world, we willinevitably be in conflict. This certainly does not mean we should feel guiltybecause we still seek bodily pleasure, but only that we should be aware of whatwe are doing. This is not a course in sacrifice or giving up what we feel isimportant, but in our learning, as Jesus instructs us near the end of the text,that giving up the world is giving up nothing, and therefore there is nosacrifice involved. Thus at the same time he is asking us to give up nothing,Jesus is helping us recognize that everything here is nothing. Only then can wetruly give up the world:"Give up the world! But not to sacrifice. You never wanted it. Whathappiness have you sought here that did not bring you pain? What moment ofcontent has not been bought at fearful price in coins of suffering? Joy has nocost. It is your sacred right, and what you pay for is not happiness. Be speededon your way by honesty, and let not your experiences here deceive in retrospect.They were not free from bitter cost and joyless consequence." (T.30.V.9.4-12)This is a course in opening our eyes so that we understand how what we think,feel, and do fits into God's plan of Atonement. Everything we desire outside canserve a holy purpose, if we let the Holy Spirit teach us its true meaning. Thus,to repeat this important point, realizing that our happiness does not come fromthe external should not make us feel guilty. It is a statement that merely helpsus realize that our entire lives are based on conflict, and from thatrealization comes the end of conflict and the dawning of true happiness.*(3:2-4) "All things that come from God are one. They come from Oneness, and mustbe received as one. Fulfilling my function is my happiness because both comefrom the same Source."*The ego tries to split us off from God and from our self -- <in the mind> --and then have us believe that our happiness and function rest outside us -- <inthe body>. Once we understand the principle of oneness, however, everything isclear. The contrast is striking between this principle and how we live ourlives, which are characterized by separation, differences, and discrete events:We feel good some days and not others; good with the same people sometimes butnot other times, and on and on and on. Our experience is never unified, foreverything is governed by adherence to the ego's principle of <one or the other>: My interests and yours are separate -- if I win you lose, if I lose you win.Jesus helps us realize that the way back to God's living Oneness is throughreflecting Its Love, which we do by perceiving each other through the lens ofshared interests.*(3:5) "And I must learn to recognize what makes me happy, if I would findhappiness."*The purpose of these lessons is to teach what would make us happy. We have seenrepeatedly that happiness does not lie in the fulfillment of something external,for that is merely transitory.Jesus asks us to apply the idea of the lesson as follows:*(4:2-3) "This cannot separate my happiness from my function.""The oneness of my happiness and my function remains wholly unaffected by this."*As in the previous lesson, we are asked to recognize that whatever form ofupset confronts us, it has no power to change the happiness that forgivenessbrings. Happiness comes from the mind's decision, and no power in the world cantake that from us. Only our decision can, and unfortunately has done so.We can see again and again in these applications how Jesus asks us to take theserelatively abstract ideas and apply them in our diurnal situations. That ismandatory if we are going to learn this course, which is not really anintellectual process. While intellectually learning its message is important --that is the purpose of the text, after all -- if we do not apply the teachings,they mean nothing. Therefore, the emphasis of these lessons is to have us gothrough our day as we normally would, but the moment something disturbs ourpeace or makes us excited, to realize this can have no effect on our happinessand function, which are within. We have merely covered them with illusions,which have no effect on the truth.The last statement repeats this thought:*(4:4) "Nothing, including this, can justify the illusion of happiness apart frommy function."*When something makes you happy and gives you pleasure, realize this experienceis separate from your function of forgiveness, and so it will not last. Truehappiness in this world comes from letting go of guilt, the problem that causedus to flee our minds, as we believed we fled from Heaven. Guilt's undoing, then,is the source of pain, and returns us to the home we never left.Our happiness during the day is equated with forgiveness, wherein we recognizethat nothing and no one has the power to take away the peace of God. It is ours,awaiting our acceptance. Awareness of this fact, even if we are not yet ready tochoose peace, provides an intimation of joy and a sense of hope, which areimpossible as long as we think we need to manipulate, seduce, or change theworld. This may work some days, but never all the time. Indeed, this is thecriterion Jesus asks us to use in evaluating the worth of anything in the world,as he says in Lesson 133. Previewing this incisive passage, we read:"If you choose a thing that will not last forever, what you chose isvalueless. A temporary value is without all value. Time can never take away avalue that is real. What fades and dies was never there, and makes no offeringto him who chooses it." (W-pI.133.6:1-4).Simply realizing that we no longer have to "value what is valueless" (W-pI.133,title), even if we are not yet ready to let it go, is a source of hope.*
Love and Blessings,
Lyn Johnson 719-369-1822
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