Lesson 62. Forgiveness is my function as the light of the world.(1) It is your forgiveness that will bring the world of darkness to the light.It is your forgiveness that lets you recognize the light in which you see.Forgiveness is the demonstration that you are the light of the world. Throughyour forgiveness does the truth about yourself return to your memory. Therefore,in your forgiveness lies your salvation.(2) Illusions about yourself and the world are one. That is why all forgivenessis a gift to yourself. Your goal is to find out who you are, having denied yourIdentity by attacking creation and its Creator. Now you are learning how toremember the truth. For this attack must be replaced by forgiveness, so thatthoughts of life may replace thoughts of death.(3) Remember that in every attack you call upon your own weakness, while eachtime you forgive you call upon the strength of Christ in you. Do you not thenbegin to understand what forgiveness will do for you? It will remove all senseof weakness, strain and fatigue from your mind. It will take away all fear andguilt and pain. It will restore the invulnerability and power God gave His Sonto your awareness.(4) Let us be glad to begin and end this day by practicing today's idea, and touse it as frequently as possible throughout the day. It will help to make theday as happy for you as God wants you to be. And it will help those around you,as well as those who seem to be far away in space and time, to share thishappiness with you.(5) As often as you can, closing your eyes if possible, say to yourself today:Forgiveness is my function as the light of the world. I would fulfill my function that I may be happy.<Then devote a minute or two to considering your function and the happiness andrelease it will bring you. Let related thoughts come freely, for your heart willrecognize these words, and in your mind is the awareness they are true. Shouldyour attention wander, repeat the idea and add:I would remember this because I want to be happy.< ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The commentary on this lesson (below) is from Kenneth Wapnick's eight volumeseries of books, called: "Journey Through the Workbook of A Course in Miracles,"which can be purchased at the following site:??~ M. Street~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lesson 62. "Forgiveness is my function as the light of the world."*The theme of replacing the ego's image of ourselves for Jesus' vision continuesin this and the next lesson. He begins to clarify what it means to say that ourfunction is to forgive. As we know from our study of the text, and from what wehave already seen in our discussions of the workbook, forgiveness is a processthat does not occur between two people, but in our <minds>, within the contextof a relationship between ourselves and someone else. It is not really that Iforgive you; but rather that I forgive the projection of my self-concept ofguilt I placed on you. That is indeed all I can forgive, for everything else inmy perceptual world is a projection of this guilt.*(1) "It is your forgiveness that will bring the world of darkness to the light.It is your forgiveness that lets you recognize the light in which you see.Forgiveness is the demonstration that you are the light of the world. Throughyour forgiveness does the truth about yourself return to your memory. Therefore,in your forgiveness lies your salvation."*Here again, Jesus articulates for us the crucial theme of bringing darkness tothe light. We "recognize the light in which we see" because forgiveness removesthe veils of darkness that prevent our vision. It has nothing to do about thelight, but simply removes the interferences to seeing the light. Once done, thelight is what remains in our awareness.As we have seen many, many times, A Course in Miracles is not about the light orthe truth. Its ongoing and consistent focus is on recognizing the darkness, withthe help of Jesus or the Holy Spirit -- the essence of forgiveness. We are thusnot saved <for> the light, but saved <from> the darkness.*(2:1-2) "Illusions about yourself and the world are one. That is why allforgiveness is a gift to yourself."*This rests on the principle we have seen before: <ideas leave not theirsource>. The world is nothing more than an idea we made up, and which weprojected from its source in our minds. Therefore Jesus is telling us thatwhatever illusions we hold against others are the illusions we hold aboutourselves. This is the fact because, again, <ideas leave not their source>. Eventhough the principle is not stated here, it is reflected. Thus forgiveness isnot a gift we give to another person. It is a gift we give to ourselves.*(2:3) "Your goal is to find out who you are, having denied your Identity byattacking creation and its Creator."*That is what we did as one Son in the original instant. We chose to forget Whowe are as Christ, at one with our Source, and chose instead to see ourselves asindividuals, separated from perfect Oneness. That is what gave rise to the ego'swrong-minded thought system, and therefore it is in the mind that we needcorrection. Before we can remember our Identity, we first have to undo theterrible things we taught ourselves about ourselves. To recall an importantstatement about our focus, which we shall use as a recurring motif throughoutthis book:"Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all of thebarriers within yourself that you have built against it. It is not necessary toseek for what is true, but it is necessary to seek for what is false."(T.16.IV.6.1-2)Thus we find out who we are by first finding out who we are <not>.*(2:4-5) "Now you are learning how to remember the truth. For this attack must bereplaced by forgiveness, so that thoughts of life may replace thoughts ofdeath."*It cannot be said too often that before we can undo our attack thoughts, wefirst have to recognize and accept that we have them. Forgiveness makes no senseif we are not first aware of what needs to be forgiven and undone. That is whyit is highly important -- I cannot emphasize this enough, either -- that asstudents of A Course in Miracles you do not use its teachings, and especiallythe workbook lessons, as a defense against uncovering what you believe is thetruth about yourself.*(3:1) "Remember that in every attack you call upon your own weakness, while eachtime you forgive you call upon the strength of Christ in you."*This theme, mentioned earlier, is central to A Course in Miracles: we alwayschoose between our weakness and the strength of Christ (T-31.VIII.2:3). Attacktherefore weakens us, while forgiveness truly empowers us and sets us free.*(3:2-4) "Do you not then begin to understand what forgiveness will do for you?It will remove all sense of weakness, strain and fatigue from your mind. It willtake away all fear and guilt and pain."*In other words, forgiveness is the end of all suffering. It should be obviousas you read this carefully that Jesus is not talking about anything external.The source of all weakness, strain, fatigue, fear, guilt, and pain is in ourminds. Therefore, it is in our minds that is must be undone. The world seeksalways to remove these negative experiences by changing what is outside,referred to in the Course as magic. It will truly work; temporarily perhaps, butit cannot undo the real source of pain in the mind: our decision to separate,which we alone can reverse.This idea of forgiveness' gifts makes it first appearance here, but will returnlater. It represents Jesus' appeal to our selfish interests of feeling better,and being without pain and sorrow. Again, the world may offer temporary relief,but only forgiveness brings about true healing.*(3:5) "It will restore the invulnerability and power God gave His Son to yourawareness."*Everything in A Course in Miracles has to do with awareness, a mental state.The awareness of the invulnerability and power (or strength) of Christ that Godgave when He created us in our minds. The problem is that we have ceased to beaware of it, covering this strength with the ego's two-tiered layers of guiltand attack. Thus it is these coverings of weakness that have to be removed,allowing the true power of God's Son to shine forth.*(4) "Let us be glad to begin and end this day by practicing today's idea, and touse it as frequently as possible throughout the day. It will help to make theday as happy for you as God wants you to be. And it will help those around you,as well as those who seem to be far away in space and time, to share thishappiness with you."*The text teaches us how to be a happy learner (T-14.II), which entails ourwillingness to learn the day's lessons of forgiveness, regardless of the pain orresisting such learning. Since this is a process occurring in our minds, thedimension beyond time and space wherein all our brothers are found, our learningreinforces the learning of everyone. Thus we read in the text how bringing ourdarkness to the Holy Spirit's light allows it to shine in us, <for all theSonship>:"Like you, the Holy Spirit did not make truth. Like God, He knows it to betrue. He brings the light of truth into the darkness, and lets it shine on you.And as it shines your brothers see it, and realizing that this light is not whatyou have made, they see in you more than you see. They will be happy learners ofthe lesson this light brings to them, because it teaches them release fromnothing and from all the works of nothing. The heavy chains that seem to bindthem to despair they do not see as nothing, until you bring the light tothem.... And you will see it with them. Because you taught them gladness andrelease, they will become your teachers in release and gladness."(T-14.II.4:3-6,8-9).*(5) "As often as you can, closing your eyes if possible, say to yourself today:Forgiveness is my function as the light of the world. I would fulfill my function that I may be happy.<Then devote a minute or two to considering your function and the happiness andrelease it will bring you. Let related thoughts come freely, for your heart willrecognize these words, and in your mind is the awareness they are true. Shouldyour attention wander, repeat the idea and add:I would remember this because I want to be happy." <*The connection between our function of forgiveness and our happiness is clearlyarticulated here, and will be returned to presently. The motivation for learningis therefore our own happiness. We are slowly and gently being taught that the<only> way we can be happy is by removing our guilt through forgiveness ofothers. I have commented before on the symphonic nature of the workbook. We cansee here the continual introduction of new themes, building up our symphony oflearning as we progress day by day.*
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