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Tom W Smith
开云体育Hi Martha and Namaste All,
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I reread Ken's comments on lesson 23 last night and this time
I think I got a clearer understanding.? The first time my comprehension was
being blocked by my desire for "specialness" or to make my body/brain
real.? It is a very helpful commentary and again I appreciate your efforts.
Maybe I'll purchase the tapes someday, but at present I don't have enough money
-- I think I'm under the ego's law of scarcity?which?was the first law
I learned when I took Economics "101" in college.? I look forward to
reading your latest transcription of Lesson 26.?
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I see D_of_U list it is a good outlet for people to express
themselves freely.? I believe each of us has their own way of learning,
assuming one wants to learn, and each list has its own value.? I can't
judge what is right for "others" in any case, but I learn when I
write,?irregardless of?the list or?possible listener -- still I
like sitting here?(thinking I'm here :o) with my coffee wondering?what
someone might think of my words.?
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A good lesson for me everyday is to let the Holy Spirit judge
or as Gary writes,?a Higher Court, what I observe.? I also admit that
I have to ask the Holy Spirit to help me see?all personal attacks,
including my own,?in His Light and not through my biased
eyes.??
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Peace,
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Tom
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May your Heart Sing and be at Peace.
May your Spirit fly and be filled with Gods Illuminating Light. And with every step you take may it bring you closer to Yourself and in that closer to God.~Nicole Renee DeWitt ?
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Re: A + P used to mean something
This is a discussion list.... I was writing it in the spirit of
discussion. I didn't mean it personally against Ken and his judgement. I was told he said to someone on the phone he was suing people over the copyright because of an "agreement we made when we chose to be in the world of form/illusion". He also sued Ryan Rothgab who believed, and believes that ACIM was written by Jesus (which Helen and the foundation used to INSIST on- that Helen had nothing to do with writing it, and now they have changed all that and claim she is the author) and Ryan went to court without a lawyer and used what the court teaches as his "non defense". He lost and was fined a huge amount, which, with interest is now over $200,000. The guy works as a clown, entertaining children, and believe ACIM is the word of God, that he is living. I know his peace isn't disturbed by the fine and how it will probably be a million dollars by the time he dies, and I know he needs or wants no defense. We're told not to see ourselves (or others) as unfairly treated and victims of the world we see. But, going by Ken's beliefs that we made an agreement to go by the laws of the world (like suing people over the ownership of WORDS) it doesn't seem like a very nice thing to take someone who had websites based on ACIM and bring him to court, win, and now hold a $200,000+ settlement over them. Ken could have taken him to court, won and not asked for damages from a person who will never be able to pay it. He could have FORGIVEN Ryan for his mistakes- for believing the course was written by Jesus and given to the world to live and share. It's only words in a book, and form. Ken uses the excuse he wants to protect the course and keep people from changing it and using it out of context, but after reading the Urtext and seeing home much he changed it, that's kind of a joke. Also, seems like he could be more of an example of living what it says, in the way he treats his "brothers in Christ". That probably sounds judgemental, but is coming from the point of view that he takes. We're in the world and this is how the world is and sees things. Maybe he's making the point that it's not possible to put "what the course teaches" into our lives, while living in the world of form. Doesn't sound at all like the tapes he made, that I used to listen to right after I got the book. But then he also used to tell about how Helen never wanted to be known as the author of the book, and now he has proven in a court of law that she was. Not a big deal, just as I said- discussion on a discussion board. without discussion it would just be a "board" ~ Carrie --- In Disappearance_of_the_Universe@..., "mstreet" <mastreet@t...> wrote: I sent this in early this morning but apparently it has evaporatedor something or other. So I am pasting and sending this same response in again, and see what happens. :-) I just hope it doesn't come across as being to harsh. I just feel that we have no way of knowing how another is being guided. it.<< whatever it is he doing. Maybe it is some agreement he made with Helen, based on what her inner guidance was, or maybe it is part of his own forgiveness lessons. In order for me to know that I have that Thought system in my mind, Iall to all" and we can only keep something by giving it away?<<How does that relate to all the course says, like "to have, give need to give it to all. If I restrict it to just a few, then I am saying it is not true. thought system of the ego, and the Holy Spirit's Thoughts, in our right minds. I am not different from my brother in this. And I also share with them in the need of awakening. wrong perceptions, the more I am allowing the love of the Holy Spirit to reflect through me. As I do that more and more, I see that like me, my brother too, has a right mind, that he can turn to, whenever he so chooses. As I acknowledge that, I am strengthening it in my mind, "to have all, give to all." I am seeing that we are truly joined in our minds. That the separation had no effect on the truth, that we are one.
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Re: Massachusetts, Endeavor, etc.
Of course (it's up to them why they buy books and so many, etc.)
I was interested in this because I've heard that MT found it interesting and wanted everyone to read it and learn more about forgiveness. Since this is a big part of ACIM itself, it seems odd that after all this time he is just getting to it in what he wants others there to learn. As to how many books they buy, I guess since I couldn't even afford to buy one, the idea of spending $2000 or so on many copies of the same book is kind of mind boggling. Unless it's now out in paperback and less expensive. I guess they don't have to worry about money, even with the court costs and their fund raising to buy a new home, that started a few years back. Don't keep up with it that much, so don't know how that ever came out, or if it is. I could ask on the NG, Robin might read there, but all he'd probably say is "I love you!" LOL And speaking of nostalgia, we've gotten into song lyrics and old songs on the NG (seems like when a few people stop posting there, or so much, it shifts into everyone getting along and being friendly. Not that our peace and getting along should depend on anyone else...) Maybe I shouldn't give you this late at night, but maybe you won't see it till tomorrow What were they playing in what year? Some I remember, some I never heard of (LOL) Oh, another memory of Salem, when I was a child my grandfather was in a band (played french horn- dressed in a band uniform) and used to play in concerts at Salem Willows. Also Riverside Park (Agawam?) I only vaguely remember this, going there with my parents as a child. Also, my daughter's boyfriend (they live with me now in VT) moved from Georgia with a friend who was going back to Salem, because he was interested in the witchcraft side of it. He was kind of disppointed to find it was (now) mainly a tourist attraction. I just heard on New England Cable News that Lynn is now enforcing a 9 year old teen curfew law- because of the crime and gang wars and potential for more. Two teenagers have been shot recently in the area. The kids are having a fit. It's that any kid under 18 can't be out on the streets after midnight (or the cops bring them home-) One 14 year old they talked to was having a fit and saying his mother trusted him out late and he wasn't going to do what no cop said! What parent would want their kid out even AFTER DARK in a place like Lynn? (LOL) I must be getting old, I don't think kids under 18 need to be out in the streets after midnight. It's not like they can't go to a place or friends house and get picked up in a car. I know, fear based, but part of the reality of the illusion. I don't usually watch the news, at least the Boston news. I don't want to tie in with it. ~ Carrie --- In Disappearance_of_the_Universe@..., "garyrrenard" <garyrrenard@y...> wrote: Hey Carrie, You're making me nostalgic mentioning all thosewent last weekend. It was great; I love New England in the summer.at or right around the Academy. That's all we can really say withoutrather than being rushed. Unless of course they were going to skim it like |
Re: A + P used to mean something
mstreet
开云体育I sent this in early this morning but apparently it has
evaporated or something or other. So I am pasting and sending this same response
in again, and see what happens. :-) I just hope it doesn't come across as being
to harsh. I just feel that we have no way of knowing how another is being
guided.
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Carrie wrote:
>>Of course, then he might have to try and explain how his views about suing people over the words in it relates to what it says in it.<< Carrie: ?
I don't know, and I doubt if you know, the
reason for Ken doing whatever it is he doing. Maybe it is some agreement he made
with Helen, based on what her inner guidance was, or maybe it is part of his own
forgiveness lessons.
>>How does that relate to all the course says, like "to have, give all to all" and we can only keep something by giving it away?<< ?
Now to me, this is talking about the Holy Spirit's Thought system. In
order for me to know that I have that Thought system in my mind, I need to give
it to all. If I restrict it to just a few, then I am saying it is not true.
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The Course tells us, our minds are split, between the wrong minded
thought system of the ego, and the Holy Spirit's Thoughts, in our right minds. I
am not different from my brother in this. And I also share with them in the need
of awakening.
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The more I accept the Atonement or forgiveness (for myself) for my
wrong perceptions, the more I am allowing the love of the Holy Spirit to reflect
through me. As I do that more and more, I see that like me, my brother too, has
a right mind, that he can turn to, whenever he so chooses. As I acknowledge
that, I am strengthening it in my mind, "to have all, give to all." I
am seeing that we are truly joined in our minds. That the separation had no
effect on the truth, that we are one.?
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~ Martha??
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Re: curious here
Hi Martha. I'm trying to beat Carrie's record for most consecutive
postings. (LOL) Just kidding Carrie. I don't know what happened with the postings, Martha. I usually come to the group to read the postings and write them. I don't get postings in my inbox or send them from my e-mail, so I haven't had a chance to have that particular problem. I would say that if it happens to someone else then it's probably Yahoo having technical difficulties, but if it only happens to you then it's probably your computer. Wait, you told me not to tell you that! Love and peace, Gary. |
Massachusetts, Endeavor, etc.
Hey Carrie, You're making me nostalgic mentioning all those
places in Massachusetts. It's only a couple of hours away but I haven't been going there that much in the last ten years until I went last weekend. It was great; I love New England in the summer. As far as Endeavor goes, I don't know exactly how many people are there. If Ted wants to post he's certainly welcome to. I know most people who join just read the posts, which is cool. It's up to them if they want to say anything. All I can do is confirm for you that it's true what you say about over a hundred copies being sold at or right around the Academy. That's all we can really say without violating privacy. It's public knowledge how many books get sold by an author and where, but it's nobody's business who bought them unless they themselves want to say so. As for why they would need so many and not just pass a few copies around, I would think it would be because people who are interested in the book would want to have their own copy. As with studying the Course, people like having their own book so they can take their time with it, mark it, read it more than once, etc, rather than being rushed. Unless of course they were going to skim it like mad. But who would want to do that? Love and peace, Gary. |
Re: Hi from Elizabeth
Hi Elizabeth, and welcome! I can't believe you read all of the
postings in four hours. It was all I could do to read today's. (LOL) Thanks so much for your kind words about the book. I'm glad it makes a difference for you. Also, Patrick (of Fearless Books) and I are finding that most people who contact us are reading the book at least twice, which I'm very happy about, and report a similar experience to yours. I'm happy to have you with us and I'll be glad to answer those questions when you have them. Love and peace, Gary. |
Re: A + P used to mean something
Hello dardic@...,
In reference to your comment: è Not that it was not brilliant and very helpful, but that I è was having a difficult time concentrating, and walking è through a two day cold.? I oooooooooooooh ooooooooooooooooh oooooooooooooooooooooooh YOU GAVE ME YOUR COLD!!!!!!?? LOL |
Re: A + P used to mean something
Hello starchild1124@...,
In reference to your comment: è This is a discussion list.... I was writing it in the spirit è of? discussion.??? I didn't mean it personally against è Ken and his judgement.? I was told he said to someone è on the phone he was suing people over? the copyright è because of an "agreement we made when we chose to è be in? the world of form/illusion". Hey Martha .. now I finally understand why this topic is not discussed ... LOL and I should know better I work in a law firm .. and boy how stories abound when it comes to lawsuits and court trials.? LOL I remember hearing said, not sure if it was Course related or not .. but the only way one can really "know" something is if they were there in the past, present and future.? Otherwise folks will only be able to tell from a certain perspective ... the past? and/or I heard from someone .... or the present ... and definitely not the future? ... and from within the frame work of their mindset.? Very faulty set of parameters if you ask me.? :-) Another way to look at it is that two people can be at the same place at the same time, and walk away seeing different things and having different experiences. I guess that is why Ken keeps saying, just be/act normal and just be sure you are seeing this insane world with the Right Teacher, because there is really no one out there, and because folks will look at what you do (the form) and make it special .. just like they made Jesus body seeminly dying on the cross special. :::::sighing:::::: You guys are simpy marvelous. LOL |
Re: A + P used to mean something
In a message dated 7/11/03 8:02:55 PM Eastern Daylight Time, BBFBBN@... writes:
I just got back from vacation .. and I have bills galore, and now trying to get sick.? And I am not surprised ... because I had a couple of breakthroughs in Atlanta and I expect my ego to act out big time.? LOL Hi Ossie, I am smiling at parts of your post, because do you recall the state my body was acting out towards the end of the workshop?? My resistance was coming through full swing, and I was a little relieved that it was over.? Not that it was not brilliant and very helpful, but that I was having a difficult time concentrating, and walking through a two day cold.? I wanted to choke my ego, because on the last day of the workshop, I had lost my voice.? I even watched myself getting sick, for some strange reason to ensure that I would not hear what Ken was saying.? This was actually prior to making a cold in my thoart.? A good part of the experience is that a part of myself was watching the whole thing, and I was reminded to do this by Ken's comments to use everything that happens in our day as a way to get back to the mind.? He said that the purpose of my day is to let Jesus help me see the world as the entree to getting back to my thoughts. <<>> This is from my notes in the workshop, "Living a ACIM," (by the way, Ken is going to change the name of this workshop to something else.? As Martha pointed out earlier, this was the title of a workshop she has on tapes.): Ken - "Just watch yourself, and be aware of the cost of choosing the ego. Continue to observe yourself so you realize that your life is a dream.? It is a stage.? Try to remember that Jesus tells you your whole life is made up." Billy-- |
Re: curious here.
It could be something to do with Yahoo, or maybe the planets (moon
in Sagittarius and possibly full) but also this seems to be Freaky Friday or something. Weird stuff seems to be the norm today. Or maybe it is now normal? ~ Carrie --- In Disappearance_of_the_Universe@..., "mstreet" <mastreet@t...> wrote: I don't know what is happening, but a response I sent in to thisgroup, did not appear, or was not sent out to me from this group, but then a post that I sent in later, did appear. For some odd reason, it does appear to be playing tricks on me, but there is probably a very logical explanation for all of this. Another example is, I cannot post or even read back posts on the ng. And also something I posted yesterday to this group, did not appear at all in my personal "inbox" at all, but I did notice that Karen responded to it, and then I noticed, it appeared on the Yahoo site. like, a logical explanation. Don't suggest that I need a new computer (lol) as right now that doesn't seem like an option.
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Re: A + P used to mean something
In a message dated 7/11/2003 6:24:48 PM Eastern Standard Time, BBFBBN writes:
One of the things the Ken kept emphasizing is "TO BE NORMAL"I just got back from vacation .. and I have bills galore, and now trying to get sick. And I am not surprised ... because I had a couple of breakthroughs in Atlanta and I expect my ego to act out big time. LOL Now I will not ask Jesus/HS to remove these problems or create situations that will make these problems go away. But I am in touch with the fear that surrounds all these issues. What I ask of Jesus is to see through his eyes ... show me what the fear is about ... because I know it is not about the form, even though it sure does feel like it. In the meantime I will do what normal people do ... budget, rest, take medicine etc. But my prayer is to be able to do the ego things without all the fear that is attached to it. Now I can intellectualize and say that it is about of lack ... fear of not being enough, etc., etc., ... but I want to experience ... if just for a moment "Peace" The kind of Peace that is a reminder of who I am, and I cannot do that by myself ... My fear that has manifested in the form of finances and illness etc., is really about something much deeper and that is why I need to see this with the Right Teacher. What is fascinating is that this fear shows up no matter what ego problems shows up ... it all feels the same (my son dying, relationship breaking up, job issues, etc.) ... that is how I was finally able to understand that it is not the form of the problem but the content. I set up these situations in order to not feel the Peace of God, and with continued practice and choosing the Right Teacher I will gradually stop doing things to sabotage myself, namely, undoing the ego. My favorite statement that Ken makes (which I realize is not in the Course) but is about one of the Laws of Chaos .. attraction of pain. Ken uses the analogy of sending out vicious dogs to find people, situations, etc., that will keep me from experiencing Peace ... and when they come back with blood and flesh and see their gnawing teeth (and it is not a pretty sight LOL) I am in horror at what I am seeing ... forgetting that I asked for this. In Gary's book, I think the one thing that stayed me is their persistence in telling Gary to Forgive, to continuing studying and keep choosing the Right Teacher and they assured him that he could not go wrong, and this is exactly what Jesus promises. The more I choose the Right Teacher, the more opportunities I have to forgive ... thus undoing the ego ... thus removing the block to Love's presence. "Ideas Leave Not Their Source" |
Re: A + P used to mean something
In a message dated 7/11/2003 11:26:28 AM Eastern Standard Time, starchild1124@... writes:
Of course, then he might have to try and explain how his viewsOne of the things the Ken kept emphasizing is "TO BE NORMAL" Just be aware of what you are doing and remember to have the Right Teacher with you. We are getting content and form mixed up. If you are sick, you do what sick people do, take medicine, go see a doctor Do what normal people do, just remember to ask for help. "Ideas Leave Not Their Source" |
Re: [Long] What to do when all hell breaks loose
In a message dated 7/11/2003 12:10:21 PM Eastern Standard Time, lklanglois@... writes:
As I have mentioned, I have in my home a 25 year old young woman, a student of ACIM who came to me asking for help as she is involved in a relationship where there has been some Now I see why Ken does not recommend the Course for young people. "Ideas Leave Not Their Source" |
curious here.
mstreet
开云体育I don't know what is happening, but a response I sent
in to this group, did not appear, or was not sent out to me from this group, but
then a? post that I sent in later, did appear.
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I am just wondering if this has something to do with my computer? For some
odd reason, it does appear to be playing tricks on me, but there is probably a
very logical explanation for all of this. Another example is, I cannot post or
even read back posts on the ng. And also something I posted yesterday to this
group, did not appear at all in my personal "inbox" at all, but I did
notice that Karen responded to it, and then I noticed, it appeared on the Yahoo
site.
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Could this possibly have something to do with Yahoo? I sort of like, a
logical explanation. Don't suggest that I need a new computer (lol) as right now
that doesn't seem like an option.
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Thanks Martha :-)
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p.s. And Mercury isn't even retrograde.
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Something really weird...
Maybe another example of reality (as we know it) coming unglued...
or maybe just a fluke with the internet. I'm not even sure I can explain it. This morning I found in my INBOX a (new)email from someone I had once been in an egroup with. Around 3 years ago. At the time I was having a problem with some of the regulars, and this person (who was more low key) wrote me a letter of "support" saying how much she enjoyed my posts and how open and outspoken I was, etc. I wrote her back and we exchanged a few emails at the time. I didn't notice this morning, as I clicked on REPLY and wrote something back (to what I thought was another email from her- maybe in support of what seemed to have happened here?) that the reply was going to a group at "onelist" (which was later bought out and change to yahoo egroups) and the date on it was 3 Mar 2096! And on the bottom of it was a letter from me, it was in response to, dated March 2000. So, I wrote a response and sent it, and even though it was to "onelist" which no longer exhists, apparently it was received by the egroup and the person who's name was on it read it. SHE THOUGHT I WAS WRITING TO HER NOW, responding to a letter from 2000! She wrote back and said it was good to hear from me after all this time and answering a letter from 2000 sounded like something she might do. And to refresh her memory, WHICH list was it referring to? I had saved her origainl letter (of support) way back on the earlier pages of my Yahoo email and I went to look and make sure it was the same letter I had gotten this morning and it was no longer there! Thus, I received a letter in my IN BOX that I had orignally received in 2003 (though it was now dated 2096- and I didn't even have a computer till 1998) and thinking it was current, responded to it- to an address of a group that was no longer "onelist". The person got it, and wrote back, thinking I had just written to her after 3 years "out of the blue". I just checked an the date on for the letter (unopenned) in my INBOX says 1/27. The dates on the full hearder info say Mar 2000. Except for the one place that says 3 Mar 2096. I am waiting to see if she has any ideas about this, now that I've written back and told her all this. And I hadn't written to her this morning in response to the one I thought I had just received from her. Maybe computers are really taking over and manipulating our lives? More likely it's some sort of guidance to check out the egroup (which I am still member of, and is now Yahoo egroups) that I haven't thought about in a long time. Or else it's been stuck in a yahoo mail bottleneck for 3 years and just go through! Just thought I'd write about this here. I mean Gary wrote a book based on conversations with ghosts (LOL) ~ Carrie |
About Endeaver Academy and the book...
Gary's book that is.
I've been told the number of copies that were sold to Endeaver Academy and have been getting email updates saying that they have now bought (ordered) another large amount. In Karen's post the other day (as "Zak") she said "you can ask Ted". I don't mean this at all to question the truth of this, but since Ted (Hector) is listed as a member here- thought he doesn't seem to have ever posted, I thought maybe if he reads this he might explain more about this. Like just what they are finding so interesting about this book, they ordered such a large number of copies and now have ordered more? Someone mentioned (somewhere) that MT loves it and how it talks about "forgiveness" which is something he hadn't thought about before (rough quote from memory). How could someone who claims to be an Enlightened Master, teaching ACIM have not thought about (or taught) forgiveness, before? This is strictly for the sake of discussion, and maybe if Ted checks in here, and has some free time, he can tell us more about this. Also, how many people are actually at Endeaver Academy now? So that they need such a large number of books (over 100 I think) and couldn't just several copies around, between them? Oh, changing the subject, while looking at the member list to see who I might already know, I saw an email address "kelpiep" Nobody I know (that I know of) but... we happen to have an Australian Kelpie (dog) who's parents were imported from Australia. I thought the name might refer to another kelpie owner? Ours came to us more by accident than be choice and we'd never heard of the breed before. If you don't have a 300 acre sheep farm they can be trained to herd on, they are a challenge to live with. But, aside from that.... this one is sweet and VERY smart. I guess, like people no dogs come into our life by accident. ~ Carrie |
Re: [Long] What to do when all hell breaks loose
What I thought when I read this is...
"We are all teachers to/for each other" And "nobody comes into our lives by accident". I have two young roommates (my daughter and her boyfriend, who was an adopted/abused kid who left home as a teen and has a lot of issues about living with "family") Sometimes I remember the quotes I just told you, myself. Thanks for sharing so much, ~ Carrie --- In Disappearance_of_the_Universe@..., LindaL <lklanglois@y...> wrote: This one is lovingly for Red Pill (and anyone else who might wantit), because it is, I hope, practical ways to use the metaphysics of the Course. An example or examples. I'm not sure what I'm going to write yet. student of ACIM who came to me asking for help as she is involved in a relationship where there has been some "seeming" <smile> lies and a feeling of abandonment, etc. I am renting her a room for an indefinite amount of time. Her fiance is also a student of ACIM, and they are both friends of mine, although I have to admit that before this happened, I hardly really knew them. Just had seen them at discussion groups, and I go very infrequently (once every few months maybe!), so you can see I didn't know her very well. So I feel she has been sent to me to teach her and also to learn from. One thing I am learning is how to help someone. Also, it is great, because we have what amounts to at least one intensive study a day. Last night and this morning after some things I told her, she says are a "huge" help to her, so I am sharing. Mind you, this is an ongoing experiment - this technique I have used on myself and which she is trying. It's about how to perceive when you are so emotionallyinvolved in an argument or sorrow or whatever that you cannot get out of the ego. It uses heavily the metaphysics of there not being a world. I figure if you cannot use this in a practcal manner, what good is it? Here is an example where it is used. into the habit of looking at the world this way. Take watching a movie as an example. The projector is what projects the movie onto the screen. And yet it "seems" as if the movie is real. In fact, while watching it, I will forget it's not real sometimes and feel emotional while identifying with the characters - who are not real. To me, the projector represents the decision maker choosing to project either ego or spirit thoughts onto the screen called the world. The movie is the projection. I, sitting in the audience am also the decision maker choosing to either believe it's real or not. If I think it's real, I'm in the ego. If I know it's not real, I am choosing to look with the Holy Spirit. So one thing I like to practice doing is watch movies or TV or whatever and note when I am perceiving whatever I am watching as real. If I find myself getting emotionally involved in it, then I realize I am believing it is real. I find the Jerry Springer Show great for this, for example. See, Ithink of it this way. Even scientifically there is no way at all to prove that the world is real. The only way we could test to see if it were real is to use the body. No matter what experiment used, it would involve touching, seeing, hearing, etc. and there is no way to get outside this world to observe. Scientifically speaking, too, it has been found that dreams are just as real to a brain as reality. It will react in exactly the same way. There has been exhaustive scientific writing done on this, but no need for me. I am going to assume that the world is not real, because I am taking ACIM to mean what it says as an experiment. J didn't say we had to believe it; just try it. So whenever I think of it, I practice this. Even not watching TV, but while I am having a conversation with someone, for instance, I will get in touch with the decision maker and while talking, the part of me that is the observer, the part that can stand back and watch, which is the decision maker will justkind of note that what I am seeing is not real. I have found that most times it is just about impossible to remaim emotional while observing that it is not real, and what I am doing, too, is stepping aside so that the HS can work. imagine that I am actually in a virtual reality movie or play - and that I am one of the characters in the play. My part in the play is the role of Linda Langlois (currently). So I act the role of Linda - her personality - and practice, also, observing her playing this role - just as I practice watching movies and observing that it is not real. In the movies I thoroughly enjoy it and can laugh, cry, etc. all the while knowing it is not real. The same with regular life. feeling sad and was having trouble coping all day. She was upset and angry and trying not to be. She told me all these things she had been trying to get her emotions to do. Things she had been telling herself in trying to see in another way. I asked her if she had tried asking HS for help. In surprise she said, no! I suggested that might be a good first step. LOL. But she said she was so tired of being meditative of praying all the time. See, she had been trying so hard to be holy that it was just wearing on her. That's a signal to me that it's the ego. The ego makes everything so hard. So I suggested she let herself experience all the emotions she wanted but while doing so to be in touch with the decision maker and watching herself at the same time. Just with interest - not trying to stop it, but just realizing it wasn't real - it was the ego - even while allowing full vent. Scream, cry, thrash around, whatever. (I'm getting a little carried away here. LOL) I told her that it withresistance that the ego keeps hold. The more we resist, the stronger the ego will "seem". That if she practiced this, it is good, because it is a way of getting out of the way and, therefore, allowing J or HS to help. It is a way of sidestepping. She told me she was going to go to her room and have a good cry. Well, amazingly, she came out quite soon saying that well, that didn't take long. We talked about it and she realized that she had been trying to change her behavior by being spiritual and had instead started getting awfully serious and not laughing so much. I suggested she have fun. All the fun and all the crying and whatever she wanted to do. It is not the actions we have to monitor, but the decision to look upon it as real. That is the perception part. Then HS takes it from there. When we feel immobilized and helpless, this is sometimes the only thing we can do. Get in touch with the observer - the decision maker.think." USE the upset for getting in touch with what is really upsetting you. This is how I first started loving the disease of unforgiveness - or upset. LOL. (Tongue firmly in cheek.) When I am really, really upset, it is the PERFECT time to get in touch with what I am really upset about - within the deep dark recesses of the hidden ego. The ego uses the world to hide what I am really frightened about, and, yes, it is all fear. I use the whole world continually symbolizes the original upset or when we identify more and more with the HS - with love. But when I am upset, it is symbolilzing the separation, the creation of the world, etc. When I can step back and see the symbolism "out there" and then realize that it is really a projection of what I am feeling unconsiously, I can change my perception from out there to looking at myself. I may have some major resistance as I described in the lie story, but if I persist and am willing to "feel the pain", with the HS's help, I can do it.For instance, my roommate's fiance will leave her to see another woman. She feels abandoned and hurt and, therefore, angry. What to do? Well, it doesn't matter what she does, I told her, and as I illustrated above. Whatever she feels like. But if she can remove herself from the situation enough to where she can ask herself, how can I see this symbolism as being a projection of what is going on in me - or What is this for? - then she can start to allow what is buried deeply to come forth. I believe that all our longings in relationships for love, etc. are really longing for the love of God. WE MISS HIM WITH OUR WHOLE HEARTS whether we remember it or not. It felt like her boyfriend abandoned her. Does it feel like God has abandoned her? While she is open in pain about her boyfriend, she is much more likely to get in touch with that - the real issue. As we open up more and more like that, we can go deeper and deeper over time actually feeling other parts like realizing that she feelsguilty because she believes she has abandoned God. I spoke with her how in reality it is impossible that God could ever abandon her. I posted the citation from Lesson 132 where it talks about how it is impossible to tell where God ends and the Son begins. If that is so, how could we ever be separate, and, therefore, how could we be abandoned? What can be thrust off of God if it is impossible to separate because there would be no "part" that is you AND God. That part of me that God created as the Son is now part of the Son. How could God cut off part of Himself, and why would He want to? I am not speaking of the character in the play here, but much more. This character here named Linda cannot even begin to imagine being larger than the whole universe! pain to change perception, the pain disappears and there is peace, but also I have developed more trust, because it is getting at the root of the fear. Getting to the cause rather than to the effects. What is out there is effects and not cause! Time to get to the root of the matter, I say! Here, here!!
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